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Stolen -Harry Styles-

Suicide Silence

"It's just me." Louis said softly "How's Harry doing." Zayn asked Louis"He doesn't know what to do with himself." Louis said "He is pissed at himself for not paying enough attention enough to notice that Jess was there and he is glad that Eric is dead." Louis said again"It's weird. Jess has changed him so much. Normally he wouldn't give two shits that he killed him." Zayn said"Yeah, and it's for the better." Louis agreed"You guys to realize I'm still here?" I asked "Huh? Oh!" "Yeah... About that." Louis said with a shy smile"Can I ask you guys a question?" I asked"Of course." Louis and Zayn said at the same time.

"D-did Harry kill Kyle?" I asked with tears threatening to spill 

"Jess, he had to. He didn't want to. but he had to." 

Thats when I lost it. It felt like my heart had been ripped open into pieces, my whole body was shaking uncomfortably and my body felt like someone put a 500 hundred pound weight on it. Why would Harry do this? He could of let Kyle go. Kyle was such an amazing person. He took care of his little sister, he always did what he was asked of, he respected his parents and teachers, he was an amazing fashion designer and could draw like no one I have ever seen, he had such a bright a beautiful future ahead of him and i was stupid and ran to him and got him killed. Harry might of pulled the trigger but I put Kyle in that place. I put him in danger, I put him in the sight of Harry's delusional violent mind. It was my fault, and now I can't even apologize. My tears never slowed down, they just got heavier. I could feel Louis and Zayn's sad and worried gazes boring into me but I didn't care. They killed my best friend, my best friend ever sense I was baby. they killed the only man I ever trusted in my life, the one guy who could put a smile on my face no matter what. They took away someone's future they took away someone's brother, someones son. They took away my best friend. I felt heavy, I felt run down, I felt dead. 

"Jess?" Louis asked me. I didn't answer. I couldn't answer I has hiccuping and my jaw was trembling from all the crying I was doing.

"Babes?" Zayn asked.

for some reason the memory of the boys torturing Eric went through my mind. It sent chills through my body. What if they tortured Kyle? Oh god, no. I hope not. I had to ask. I could hold myself back.

"D-did you guys torture Kyle like you did Eric?" I asked 

The boys looked at each other before Louis nodded and Zayn looked at me.

"We did, but not as bad. We cut him up a little but that's only because he wouldn't say anything to us about you. He refused to say anything because he didn't want you get hurt and that only enraged Harry more that he was so noble. He was a smart guy. he knew that he was going to die no matter what so he endured torture to keep you safe, Jess. He did leave you something though." Zayn said quietly and handed me a necklace. It was the friendship necklace we both had been wearing for 7 years We bought it with each other when we were little. We were ata carnival and we promised to be best friends forever with it. This only me up inside even more. The tears that once slowed down a little were back and I was crying more than ever. When I didn't say anything and they saw the heavy and fat tears running down my face they both came over to me and hugged me but there touch sent rage through my body. I was letting two murderers hug me. I was letting two guys that killed my best friend and Ex hug me. I pushed them both roughly off me. "GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!! I HATE YOU GUYS, I HATE ALL OF YOU! YOU KILLED MY BEST FRIEND! HE WAS ONLY PERSON I TRUSTED SENSE I WAS A BABY AND YOU KILLED HIM!!! I HATE YOU ALL SO MUCH!! PLEASE JUST KILL ME!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE! YOU TOOK MY LAST REASON FOR BREATHING AWAY!! PLEASE JUST END ME RIGHT NOW! SENSE YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING GOOD AT KILLING, KILL ME!! I WANT TO BE KILLED THE SAME WAY KYLE TOO!" I screamed at them. There faces were stunned and hurt. 

"Jess, we would never kill you." Louis spoke his voice was stern and angry but this just pissed me off more . 

"YOU CAN'T KILL ME BUT YOU CAN KILL SOMEONE WHO IS BETTER THAN ME? KYLE WAS AN AMAZING BIG BROTHER, DID YOU KNOW THAT? HE WOULD TAKE HIS LITTLE SISTER OUT TO FAIRS AND THEME PARKS ALL THE TIME BECAUSE HE WANTED HER TO HAVE THE BEST LIFE BEFORE SHE DIED FROM THE CANCER THAT WAS EATING HER UP INSIDE AND NOW SHE HAS TO LIVE THE REST OF HER SHORT LIFE IN PAIN OF LOSING HER FAVORITE PERSON AND BIG BROTHER! KYLE SPENT A TON OF HIS TIME WORKING FOR CHARITY CAUSES HELPING PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T HAVE AS MUCH AS HIM!! HE WAS SO TALENTED HE COULD OF GOTTEN INTO ANY FASHION SCHOOL IN THE WORLD BUT YOU TOOK THAT AWAY YOU TOOK HIM AWAY AND BECASUE OF YOU GIYS AND YOUR STUPID GANG HE CAN'T LIVE TO BE THE PERSON HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE!! IHATE YOU!!!JUST LEAVE! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS EVER AGAIN!" I screamed at them and pushed them out the door of the boring room, I then quickly lock the door and let the misery have at me.

I lost my best friend and now I want to be killed too.

25

Harry's POV

Why am I so stupid? Why didn't I make sure that Jess wasn't watching. I probably scared her so bad. I wish I could take her into my arms and asure that everything was alright but the lads said that it probably wouldn't be a good idea where she just watched me kill a guy. A guy she knew so that just made it worse. I went into my room to shower hopping I would see her on my bed, and I would 'accidently' walk in on them talking and I would get a chance to talk to her. As I walked in no one was in here. My heart beat raced and my thoughts were like rubber bands flying back and forth and pinging of the sides of my bran. Where is she? Where are the other guys? Why isn't she in here? I turned around to walk out but Niall stopped me. He was standing in the doorway looking sad.

“Where is she?” I asked pleaded

"She didn't want to be I here. She wanted to go to the boring room.” Niall explained. That's not a good sign. I thought to myself.

“I'm so stupid.” I said and punched the wall.

“She is just scared, mate. She will come around.” Niall tried to reassure me.

“I'm still worried.” I said a tear escaping my eye, I quickly wiped it in hope Niall didn't see but of course he did. His blue eyes were wide with surprise.

“You love her don't you?” Niall said

“More that I want to.” I said back

“You know what this means.” Niall said

“Yes.”

“Mate she has to join th-”

"GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!! I HATE YOU GUYS, I HATE ALL OF YOU! YOU KILLED MY BEST FRIEND! HE WAS ONLY PERSON I TRUSTED SENSE I WAS A BABY AND YOU KILLED HIM!!! I HATE YOU ALL SO MUCH!! PLEASE JUST KILL ME!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE! YOU TOOK MY LAST REASON FOR BREATHING AWAY!! PLEASE JUST END ME RIGHT NOW! SENSE YOU GUYS ARE SO FUCKING GOOD AT KILLING, KILL ME!! I WANT TO BE KILLED THE SAME WAY KYLE TOO!" I heard Jess scream at Louis and Zayn. It killed me to hear her say she hated us.


"Jess, we would never kill you." Louis spoke with his hard voice but you could hear he was masking some serious hurt.

"YOU CAN'T KILL ME BUT YOU CAN KILL SOMEONE WHO IS BETTER THAN ME? KYLE WAS AN AMAZING BIG BROTHER, DID YOU KNOW THAT? HE WOULD TAKE HIS LITTLE SISTER OUT TO FAIRS AND THEME PARKS ALL THE TIME BECAUSE HE WANTED HER TO HAVE THE BEST LIFE BEFORE SHE DIED FROM THE CANCER THAT WAS EATING HER UP INSIDE AND NOW SHE HAS TO LIVE THE REST OF HER SHORT LIFE IN PAIN OF LOSING HER FAVORITE PERSON AND BIG BROTHER! KYLE SPENT A TON OF HIS TIME WORKING FOR CHARITY CAUSES HELPING PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T HAVE AS MUCH AS HIM!! HE WAS SO TALENTED HE COULD OF GOTTEN INTO ANY FASHION SCHOOL IN THE WORLD BUT YOU TOOK THAT AWAY YOU TOOK HIM AWAY AND BECASUE OF YOU GIYS AND YOUR STUPID GANG HE CAN'T LIVE TO BE THE PERSON HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE!! IHATE YOU!!!JUST LEAVE! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU GUYS EVER AGAIN!" Jess screamed again. Now I really regret all of this. I really didn't want to kill Kyle. I mean at first I did but then I realized it would hurt Jess but when he wouldn't tell me anything I lost and got so mad that I freaked out and killed him. He was so noble for not telling me shit. It made me respect him but it also made me jealous of him to not be able to be the one to be with Jess and protect her even if it meant that I would die.

“Niall?” I asked

“Yeah mate?”

“I really messed this up.... I don't know how to fix it ether..” said as tears streamed down my face.

For the first time in 4 years I sobbed uncontrollably

26

I looked at the clock. It read 3:00am. Time to go. I thought to myself. I picked myself up and slipped on some clothes. I hopped out of bed and tip toed down the stairs. I snuck though the living room and finally hit the front door. I opened it and walked outside. I couldn't help the smile that came to my face as I got to the pavement and started running. Louis and Zayn were sleeping, Liam was in the shower, and Niall was making breakfast. They do weird things at 3:00am. Harry went out to the store to get some stuff I sent him to get. I told him I needed some period food. The only way I could get out of this house is to make Harry leave because when he is home he is with me 24/7. Even though I have told him repeatedly that I hate him for what he did to Kyle. I finally reached the end of the road when I saw Harry's range rover. I ran to the bush but Harry's car slowed down. We locked eyes and he jumped out of his car. I jumped out of the bush and ran as fast as I could and I could hear Harry's steps behind me.

“Jess! Stop!” Harry yelled

I ignored him and kept yelling. I needed to at least make it to some sort of store to tell someone that I need help. I was bout to turn the block but two large hands grabbed my waist and pulled me to him.

“I thought I told you to stop.” Harry growled in my ear.

“Harry just let me go.” I pleaded

“Jess, you know I can't do that.” Harry said

Harry spun me around and pushed me up against the fence that was bordering the sidewalk. I could feel his breath on my face. I felt my tears run down my face. Harry kissed away the tears.

“No.” I said

“Please Jess, I need to kiss you. I haven't kissed you in days.” Harry begged. I didn't say anything and he took my silence as consent. Harry kissed down my jaw and his lips stopped at my neck, he sucked on my neck and then moved back up to my mouth in kisses. He placed his warm lips on mine, he pushed himself up against me and his hands went to my butt and pulled me into him even more. His lips got rougher against mine. But I couldn't kiss him back. He killed my best friend. I couldn't.

“Jess.” Harry begged against my lips.

When I didn't kiss back pulled me to him even harder. Harry pulled away and looked at me with lust.

“Jess, please kiss me.” Harry begged me with his hands cradeling my face.

“Harry I can't. Every time I look at you I think of Kyle.” I said as tears streamed down my face.

“Jess, I'm sorry! How many times can I tell you that until you believe me.”

“I don't know if I ever will.” I said

Harry grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder and walked fast back to his car. I knew there was no point to protest, he wouldn't stop. Harry buckled me into the car and walked to his side and jumped in and got into the driver's seat and took off to the house. When we pulled into the driveway Harry came around to my side and then pulled me over his shoulder again. Harry carried me into the house and when the boys saw me they breathed a breath of relief.

“Good job watching her.” Harry hissed

“Mate, we didn't even know she was gone until 5 minutes ago.” Liam said while giving me a hard look.

“How did you even get out?” Louis asked

“I walked quietly. I waited until you and Zayn were asleep because nothing can wake you guys up, I waited until Niall was cooking because he is in his own world and then when Liam was in the shower because he takes really long ones, and when Harry was gone because he would never let me get away.”

“When did you get so smart?” Louis asked harshly. Obviously mad that he didn't notice me running away.

“When did you get so blind?” I fired back

“To my defense I was asleep.” Louis hissed

“Maybe you guys should just kill me like you do everyone else so then you won't have to worry about losing me!” I shouted at him

“We don't kill everyone!” Louis yelled

“Oh yeah that's right! You just kill everyone I care about!” I screamed

“You didn't care about Eric!” Louis yelled

“No but I cared about his son! I helped raise the him and now he doesn't even have a dad!”

“Eric was abusing his mom! Now she can get a new man! Someone who treats her right!”

“STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FUCKING KNOW THEM! ERIC'S GIRLFRIEND HAS A DRUG ISSUE! SHE HAS ALWAYS PICKED DRUGS OVER HER SON! HIS MOM WILL BRING HOME DIFFERENT MEN ALL THE TIME AND EACH ONE OF THEM WON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT HER SON! DRUG ADDICTS ONLY GET WORSE AND MORE CARELESS WHEN THEY LOSE SOMEONE THEY LOVE.” I screamed at him.

“I-I didn't know that.” Louis stuttered

“I know.” I hissed and ran up the stairs.

“Jess!” Harry yelled after me and grabbed my wrist before I could make it up all the way.

“Leave me alone! I hate you guys!” I screamed at them and slapped Harry's hand away and ran to the boring room.

27

It's been two weeks sense the incident happened with Eric and I found out the truth about Kyle and tried to runaway. It still hurts so bad knowing that my best friend is dead because of something I did. My dad still hasn't even tried to look for me. The boys are worried, they come up and check on me all the time. I haven't left the boring room unless to use the bathroom. Harry brings me food everyday, all of my meals and some snacks. I hardly eat. I've lost 15 pounds in the last week from less eating. I know the guys can tell. When the other boys come up to try to talk to me I just ignore them and pull the blanket over my head. I can tell that the boys are getting frustrated and mad, they want me back in their life and I refuse.

Flashback-

Jess! Just please get up!” Niall pleaded

We miss you!” Louis said

Please hangout with us?” Zayn whined

I'm tired.” I mumbled

Whoa, she talked.” Harry said shocked. It was the first time I talked to them in two weeks.

Please leave.” I pleaded

I felt someone's weight on the bed and then a large warm hand turn me over. I looked up and saw Harry's bright green eyes and chocolate curls.

What?” I hissed

You need to stop isolating.” Harry said

Why?” I challenged

Look at you! You've lost so much weight, from not eating! Your always tired and don't want to leave bed. You haven't talked to anyone, you just want to be by yourself, you need to talk to us babe. We miss you.” Harry said his voice breaking at the end.

I don't want to be around the guys who killed my best friend.” I said simply

Jess, we are really sorry. If we could take it back we would.” Liam said with tears in his eyes. It killed me to see them like this but they deserved it.

But you can't take it back. So just do me a favor and leave.” I said harshly

The boys huffed but left.

We made the biggest mistake of our lives.” I heard Harry say as the left.

Flashback over-

I need a way out. I need to be away from these people. I hate them, I hate what they do. I just want to be able to spend the night at Kyle's house and watch movies and play video games. I want my old life back. Where everything was normal. But normal isn't even normal anymore.

28

I rolled over to face window to see if it was dark out. It still was. The pain has gotten worse. The hurt in my heart that goes out for Kyle, his baby sister, his family and friends. Then the guilt I feel for pushing him into this. If had just kept running past him he would still be alive. It's my fault and I deserve to die not him. That's when the idea hit me. That's when I decided the only way I'm getting out of this house, free of this pain is to die. I jumped up and walked quietly into Harry's room. I know he had tons of knives hidden in his bathroom. I opened his door quietly and then walked across his room into his bathroom. I shut the door and locked it. I pulled open on the cabinets and pulled out the first knife I touched. I sat on the cold floor and took a deep breath and brought the knife to my wrist. I pulled it down my arm the long way so I would be sure to die. I felt the pain ease from my soul the deeper I cut. I let out a loud whimper when I cut even deeper. I heard Harry waking up but I didn't care. I would be dead by the time he gets the door unlocked. I heard Harry try to open the door and then curse when it was locked.

“Who is in here?” Harry said harshly

“Jess is that you?” Harry said again. I heard him walk away and then the boring room door open and then slam shut.

“Jess open the goddamn door right now!” I heard Harry shout at me.

When I didn't answer I heard him shout again. “NOW!” I heard him roar though the door.

“What's going on?!?!” I hear Louis yell and the all of the boys running into Harry's room.

“Jess is in there and she won't open up.” Harry explained harshly

“Harry....?” Zayn said cautiously

“What?” Harry hissed

“You have knives in there still right?” Niall finished for Zayn

In a matter of seconds the door flew of it's hinges and Harry ran in. When he saw me and my wrist tears poured down his face.

“No! Please God no.” Harry screamed while sobs racked through his body

“Please!” Harry begged.

He got on his knees in front of me and pulled me close, he took his shirt off and put it on my wrist and applied pressure. I winced when he did that.

“It's okay. Baby. I'll save you. You saved me, so I'll save you.” Harry said while placing kisses all over my body.

“Louis! Where is the kit?” Harry yelled

“On the way!” Louis yelled back

“Let me die. My heart hurts too much. I can't do it anymore. Please” I whispered

“No! Never! Baby you mean too much to me. I'm so sorry for hurting you baby, I'll never do it again. Please just rememver, You die I die. Baby, I lo-”

“Got it!” Louis said while running in with the rest of the boys on his heels.

“We are going to have to hold her down, Harry. This is going to be painful.”

“O-okay.” Harry said

The boys sat down, Louis held down my good arm, Niall held down one ankle while Zayn held down the other and Liam kissed my forehead and whispered calming things in my ears.

“Just let me die.” I begged weakly

“No!” All the boys shouted

“You have to do it know Harry, or she will die. She is losing to much blood.”

“Okay. Jess? I'm sorry.” Harry apologized for a reason I didn't know. Harry placed a heavy kiss on my lips. He kissed my hand and then pull out a needle and some stitching string.

“What are you doing?' I asked

“We need to stitch it up, princess.” Niall said

“I want to die.” I pleaded

“I am not going to let you die!” Harry growled

All of a sudden I felt an intense pain in my arm, I couldn't hold back my scream. It was one of those blood curling screams that made goosebumps raised raise on your skin.

“Shh.. Baby it's okay. It's okay. We have you. We will keep you safe.” Liam said

“It hurts.” I whimpered

“I know, love.” Liam said as Louis placed kisses on my arm that he was holding. I was slightly thrashing so It was hard for him, but he still did it.

“Please Harry! It hurts! Please stop!” I whimpered again

“I know baby. I'm so sorry.” I heard his voice crack and sobs racked through his chest.

“I'm almost done.” Harry said while tears went down his face

“Harry?” I whispered

“Yeah, baby?” Harry asked

“I'm tired.” I said

“Go to sleep, baby. I've got you. I'll save you.” Harry said and I fell asleep.

Comments

Update....!!!!

OMG this is amazing plz update soon x

Chloe mc Chloe mc
3/8/14

@TattoosPiercingsGang_PunkHarry
Yeahhh

@zaynisthebestest
Idk, probably the end. She just flat out left us.

@TattoosPiercingsGang_PunkHarry
It took me a long time but eventually I think I have accepted it. Do you think she ever planned to write another chapter or was this just gonna be the end