One Of The Boys

I try to turn my body but I can't. I wonder why... I open my eyes and look at my alarm clock, it's only 3 A.M. Huh, weird. I reach down to pull the blanket from wrapped around me. And then I feel something that feels like a hand... And it's not mine. Hm. Maybe Jeremiah snuck in here and fell asleep again.

I blink a few times and crane me head to look at the sleeping face... And it's not Jere. It... Why is Sam in my bed cuddling me. Usually he cuddles the pillow. Weird. This is so weird. Oh well... Hm. At last minute I pinch Sam.

"Fuck. Taylor. Don't do that." He mumbles grumpily. I stare at him. "Why did you pinch me?" He asks. I shrug and say," I was trying to wake you up." He frowns at me and looks at the clock. "It's 3 in the fucking morning. Why did you wake me up?" He asks. "Cause I wanted to know why you're cuddling me. That's all." I say. He nods and then sits up, supporting his body with his hands and arms. "So, why were you cuddling me?" I ask.

Sam laughs at me. "Cause I was upset and you let me and so I did cause it's nicer to cuddle a human being then a pillow. Plus you're really nice to cuddle with, Taylor." Sam says and collapses onto the bed again, going back to cuddling me. "Ugh, Henry, let me move around. I only woke up cause my side was sore from laying on it for like... 8 hours straight." I say and he removes himself from me just long enough for me to turn, so that I'm facing him.

"Hey." Sam breathes out. I feel myself flush as I stutter, "h-hi." Sam laughs softly and moves a stray lock of hair away from my face. He has this sleepy look on his face. "Taylor..." He breathes out and then he places his lips on mine. I'm so shocked that I don't know what to do... Sam is my best friend. How am I supposed to deal with this?

I gently pull away from Sam and stare at him. "S-Sam... I c-can't... This is w-wrong... And I think you probably didn't mean to do that... I m-mean, I l-like you b-but Uhm...J-Jeremiah... he'd be so m-mad at y-you and m-me..." I say. He stares at me with sad eyes.

"Let's just forget about that... Okay? Well come back to it later.." Sam says calmly. I nod and let him cuddle me and lay my head on his chest. I slowly fall asleep listening to his heartbeat and his slow, steady breathing.

Notes

Hey I hope you like this! (:

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~ Chrissy <3