Two Faced
Chapter 5
HARRY’S POV
My eyes slowly opened and I immediately remembered last night events. I wanted to kick myself. Her screams were full of terror, her sobs that erupted out of her and her telling me that she always needs me. I don’t know why as I act like a total dick around her during the day but I have to but she doesn’t know why but I knew I couldn’t keep the pretence around her much longer.
I looked down and saw that her head rested on my bare chest just under my chin, her left hand was wrapped around the back of my neck and our legs were tangled together. My arms were firmly locked around her, holding her too me. Her golden waves were spread out across my chest. I never wanted to let go.
JULIA’S POV
I woke up to the sound of my phone alarm but it was turned off before I could move an inch. Waking up to my senses I realised that my left hand was wrapped around his neck, I realised my head was resting on his chest, that our legs were tangled as one and that his arms were holding me firmly to him. Then I realised what had happened last night. The nightmare that included my father ripping off my clothing. I tugged on Harry’s curled and turned my face into his chest as I felt tears prick my eyes.
“Hey its ok, I’m here Angle. I’m here.” Harry’s voice brought me back to reality and a sense of safety ran through me. I slowly sat up and regarded him. His body was tanned his tattoos and abs were clearly visible. He sat up to and wiped away a tear that had fallen. His hand cupped my cheek and I turned my face into it. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there,” Harry said sadly. “It’s my fault.” His voice cracked and I looked up at him, his face was contorted with pain. http://25.media.tumblr.com/d74c1e46fcd20f5c02f671341e0cc2a3/tumblr_miosw5dB9K1qe7qpso4_250.gif
How was this his fault? I’m the one with whack job of a father.
I knelt up so I was level with him. I slipped one hand through the fingers that cupped my cheek I then wrapped my other hand around his neck into the back of his brown curls. His glossy eyes looked down at the tangled covers.
“Harry this isn’t your fault.” I told him firmly. “Where did you even get that idea?”
He looked up at me. “Angel I left you it might off only been for a few minutes to get a drink but I still left you and then when I came back you were screaming in fear because I left.”
“But you woke me up.” I told him softly resting my forehead against his. “You were the one who made me feel safe enough to go to back to sleep.” He still wouldn’t look at me.
“Harry look at me.” I asked quietly. He looked up slowly his eyes were in such pain, I hated it. “It’s not your fault that my father was whack job that left me a whack job-“
“You’re not a whack job.” He interrupted, his voice was low and full of pain.
“You’re the one who gives up his own room and bed so he can sleep here with my snoring arse and don’t deny it, I know I snore and you’ve been doing it for years ever since we were kids.You make me feel safe I might have had a nightmare last night but it was only for a few minutes and I probably over-reacted as I haven’t had one in while. It’s not your fault Harry.”
“You’re really beautiful.” He said smiling slightly as he wiped a stray hair from my face.
“You’re not too bad yourself.” I said nervously, he had never called my beautiful before why was he now?
He chuckled.
“Your still blaming yourself, aren’t you?”
He bought both of his hands upwards to cup my face. “Don’t worry about me Angel.” He said before placing a kiss to the centre of my forehead. Tingles ran through me as his pink plump lips touched my skin.
I looked at him in wonder. He looked at me. We stayed like that for a long time. His eyes became less blood shot and teary and went back to his green eye colour.
“I better go.” He said sounding regretful?
I turned to look at the time and saw the time.
“Shit yeah.”
We untangled ourselves from each other and the sheets and just before Harry left he turned slightly. “I forgot to say yesterday but I loved seeing you in my beanie.” And with that he left. I felt my cheeks burn red.
My eyes slowly opened and I immediately remembered last night events. I wanted to kick myself. Her screams were full of terror, her sobs that erupted out of her and her telling me that she always needs me. I don’t know why as I act like a total dick around her during the day but I have to but she doesn’t know why but I knew I couldn’t keep the pretence around her much longer.
I looked down and saw that her head rested on my bare chest just under my chin, her left hand was wrapped around the back of my neck and our legs were tangled together. My arms were firmly locked around her, holding her too me. Her golden waves were spread out across my chest. I never wanted to let go.
JULIA’S POV
I woke up to the sound of my phone alarm but it was turned off before I could move an inch. Waking up to my senses I realised that my left hand was wrapped around his neck, I realised my head was resting on his chest, that our legs were tangled as one and that his arms were holding me firmly to him. Then I realised what had happened last night. The nightmare that included my father ripping off my clothing. I tugged on Harry’s curled and turned my face into his chest as I felt tears prick my eyes.
“Hey its ok, I’m here Angle. I’m here.” Harry’s voice brought me back to reality and a sense of safety ran through me. I slowly sat up and regarded him. His body was tanned his tattoos and abs were clearly visible. He sat up to and wiped away a tear that had fallen. His hand cupped my cheek and I turned my face into it. “I’m sorry I wasn’t there,” Harry said sadly. “It’s my fault.” His voice cracked and I looked up at him, his face was contorted with pain. http://25.media.tumblr.com/d74c1e46fcd20f5c02f671341e0cc2a3/tumblr_miosw5dB9K1qe7qpso4_250.gif
How was this his fault? I’m the one with whack job of a father.
I knelt up so I was level with him. I slipped one hand through the fingers that cupped my cheek I then wrapped my other hand around his neck into the back of his brown curls. His glossy eyes looked down at the tangled covers.
“Harry this isn’t your fault.” I told him firmly. “Where did you even get that idea?”
He looked up at me. “Angel I left you it might off only been for a few minutes to get a drink but I still left you and then when I came back you were screaming in fear because I left.”
“But you woke me up.” I told him softly resting my forehead against his. “You were the one who made me feel safe enough to go to back to sleep.” He still wouldn’t look at me.
“Harry look at me.” I asked quietly. He looked up slowly his eyes were in such pain, I hated it. “It’s not your fault that my father was whack job that left me a whack job-“
“You’re not a whack job.” He interrupted, his voice was low and full of pain.
“You’re the one who gives up his own room and bed so he can sleep here with my snoring arse and don’t deny it, I know I snore and you’ve been doing it for years ever since we were kids.You make me feel safe I might have had a nightmare last night but it was only for a few minutes and I probably over-reacted as I haven’t had one in while. It’s not your fault Harry.”
“You’re really beautiful.” He said smiling slightly as he wiped a stray hair from my face.
“You’re not too bad yourself.” I said nervously, he had never called my beautiful before why was he now?
He chuckled.
“Your still blaming yourself, aren’t you?”
He bought both of his hands upwards to cup my face. “Don’t worry about me Angel.” He said before placing a kiss to the centre of my forehead. Tingles ran through me as his pink plump lips touched my skin.
I looked at him in wonder. He looked at me. We stayed like that for a long time. His eyes became less blood shot and teary and went back to his green eye colour.
“I better go.” He said sounding regretful?
I turned to look at the time and saw the time.
“Shit yeah.”
We untangled ourselves from each other and the sheets and just before Harry left he turned slightly. “I forgot to say yesterday but I loved seeing you in my beanie.” And with that he left. I felt my cheeks burn red.
Notes
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