Invisible To My Reflections

I ended up walking to 58th street, it was about 1.5 miles away from the park but I always did like wandering. Well while got a few more blocks to go let me introduce myself.

I'm Rosabella Nazerenne Jacobs. Im 17 years old and I would tell you my past but lately I haven't been open on trusting people. I will tell you something though, people tend to leave me so I block them out and make them work in order to be my friend which never really works out unless you happen to be a really extremely patient person otherwise bye.

And then there's him. He said he had loved me, he said he would always be there, he promised to never break me, he promised to never leave, he said nothing would make him walk away; nothing would come between us, he said I was beautiful, he said I was the one, he said that we would get married and grow old together, but soon enough I found out that everything he had said or had promised were lies.

I didn't even get to punch, kick, push, him or cuss him out either because he just got up and left, no goodbye, no explanation, no nothing. He just left me like I was dirt on the side of the road and it hurt, badly.

I haven't an explanation in 4 years, but he's successful now. I know because I see him in the magazines from time to time with, always, a new girl by his side. He's with his friends though, traveling the world, and I can't say I'm mad nor happy, I'm just.... I don't know really. Anyway from there, to me at least, my life went downhill. I was very quiet and "boring" and all my so called "friends" had left me, just like him. Only Sam stayed and even with her I was absolutely utterly rude because I wanted to make sure she wasn't going to leave me and she didn't.

So there's very little but a very big part of my story that I just told you but along the way you'll find out more, you just have to be patient, like I had said earlier. Oh I think I forgot to mention where I live. Well I live in London, England. For about 2 years now but I was born and raised on California. Well till next time, see you later, I guess.

Notes

(Short chapter but ill add more Question: Where are you from??

I'm from the US, Texas to be precise.
Bye Little Turtles.