Me and You

* Jessica's Outfit
*Myracle's Outfit

Jessica


Myracle and I were walking down the streets of London on a beautiful sunny day heading to the park where I was meeting up with my sister Olivia, who has her twins Lia and Brielle.

As me and my daughter were walking I heard a familiar song coming from the music shop we were about to pass.

'Baby you light up my world like nobody else, the way that you flip your hair gets me over whelm the way you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell you don't kno-o-ow, you don't know you're beautiful, that's what makes you beautiful,'

Really! I don't want to hear him right now! He really knows how to ruin things .

I quickly walk past the music shop where the song was playing but something was holding me back.

"Mummy can we go in there?" My daughter asked.
"Sweetie what about Auntie Liv, Lia, and Brielle?" I said trying to change her mind.

"But I want to go here mummy," she pouted.

"Okay what about we go on our way home because Auntie Liv is waiting," I said and she nodded and we began to walk across the street to the park.

As we walked in the park entrance 2 familiar little girls were run towards my direction "Auntie Jessie!" They screamed.

"Lia and Brielle is that you," I said kneeling down to my nieces height and hugging them.

"We miss you Auntie Jessie," The twins said in unison.

"I miss you guys too," I smiled "Where's your mummy?'"

"Over there," They said pointing at the nearby benches where I seen my sister was sitting on one of them.

I told the kids to play and I went over to my sister who seem to be texting on her phone and I sat down next to her

"Liv," no response "Liv," still no response "OLIVIA GRACE ALEXANDER!!" I shouted in her ear and she jumped up from her seat frightened.

"Jess, why did you scare me like that!" She said sensitively before hitting my arm.

"Oh sorry, if my sister was all in her phone, texting someone who seems more important than me," I said sarcastically.

"Oh sorry, I didn't mean it, but I was texting this guy I met a few weeks ago," She said blushing.

"Oh really what's his name?" I asked smiled happily for my sister.

"His name is Harry Styles," She said as her face was turning red as a tomato.

"Aww cute how old is he?" I continue to question her.

"He's 21," She said and my eyes went wide
"What! You're 25, Aren't you too old for him?" I looked at her crazy.

"We are only 4 years apart, he has dated woman older than that," she said. "How old?" I asked.

"He dated a 32 year old when he was 16," she said and I guess she is right 4 years isn't long like 16.

"Okay," I sighed
"Okay what?" She asked looking at me confused.

"Okay you are right 4 years isn't longer than 16, and I think it's cute that you finally found a guy since you and Mark got a divorced," I smiled at my sister.
"Thanks little sis but when are you going to find man? Hasn't been about 7 years?"

"6, and no I'm not, why do I need a man? I'm fine with out one," I said looking over at the kids as they chase after each other around the playground not letting my sister see my pain.

"Come on Jessica," she groaned"Ever since that boy broke your heart, you haven't found nobody , you need happiness Jess."

"Who is going to date a single mum Liv? Nobody! I've tried you know, but they all just say 'I can't deal with kids' , I've tried so hard but I can't," I cried.

"Aww Jess," She whispered before hugging me and patting my back and telling me things will be okay.

"It's just that I'm still trying to recover from what Louis did to me, and I still love him but I hate him at the same time," I sniffed.

"Jessie, I've been there where you been at ,"She sighs " I've for days when Mark cheated on me, I even tried to kill myself for being so dumb not knowing but Jess, you have move on and forget about that asshole," she said and I laughed at the last part she said.

"But I'm serious Jessica, you have to do this for You and Myracle as well because you guys both deserve happiness in your lives,"

I guess my sister is right, I do deserve happiness from the years and pain of suffering from my pass with Louis. What I need to do is move on.

**

After our time at the park with my sister and her kids, Myracle and I stopped by the Music shop on our way home just like I promised her.

Myracle , she was always special since the day she was born. When she was a baby she would use to hear music and would start bouncing up and down out of no where. From the time she could walk and talk, she would sing and dance and that's when I knew this was her dream. My little girl was so interested in music unlike toys. The only thing she wanted was music.

As we walked in the music shop, Myracle ran over to the Piano section, admiring all the different colors and what they could do.

I walked over to the Piano section and stood right beside my little girlgir and she looked up and me with an adorable look on her face.

"Mummy, Can I touch it?" She asked quietly.

" I don't know if you can sweetheart, why don't you go ask that man over there," I said pointing over at the who was stocking shelves.

"Okay," she said before running over to the worker.

Few moments later she walked over to me with a frown on her face.

"What's wrong sweetheart?" I asked bending down to my daughters height.

"He said no I'm too young mummy, but I'm not that young I'm 6!" She said as her eyes were about to go in tears.

"It's ok Myr, you will get to do it so don't worry," I said smiling sadly "But how about we go home and make your favorite Mac & Cheese and Chicken Nuggets and for dessert an Ice Cream sundaes."

"Yay!" She shouting in excitement and I picked her up and we headed home after a long day of spending time together.

Just me and Myracle.

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