End of the world

Damon’s p.o.v

Me and Isabel were driving out on the empty road heading to the safe zone I do miss Em a bit I wonder if she actually meant all the things she meant did I bring this on myself?

“Damon?” Isabel said

“uh huh.” I said

“are you sure it was a good idea leaving I know you and Em argued but do you regret it come on Em is your younger what would your mum or dad say if they found out you left her I know she had Connor, Lisa, Liam ,Harry, Niall, Zayn and Louis but are you not worried for them?” she said

I sighed “ of course I worry for her I think I just got caught up in the moment if she wants to talk to me she will phone me I brought a solar charger with me so she will call or text me if she regrets anything.” I said

“you know I’m on your side right but you did kind of bring this on yourself.” She said

“let’s just stop talking about this it’s in the past I can’t change what I did.” I said

“but you can change the future.” She said

“what do you mean by that.” I said

“like instead of it just being us maybe we can go back you have to admit they are all like family even the boys we just met that includes Louis anyway what do you have against him.” She said

“i know they are like family but Louis he gets under my skin I also don’t trust him I feel like he will hurt my sister and I don’t want her to be hurt I want her to be safe and ever since those two have been going out she isn’t helping with our plans she isn’t taking part in staying alive she barely even talks to her old friends it’s all Louis and I don’t like that she has changed and Louis is taking her away from us.” I said

“at least he is making her happy if you were nicer to him and her and less angry all the time Em would still be the sister she was before all of this I know your trying to do what’s best for her and to keep her alive but she isn’t 14 years old she is old enough to know how to take care of herself she knows who to trust and who to love you need to let her be more free.” She said

“ I can’t do that if she gets hurt then I don’t know how I would cope if she becomes a zombie what will I do I will have the guilt inside of me saying that I am the reason she is gone dead hurt how can I live with that how would you live with that If it was your older brother that was changing and then he got hurt or worse died.” I said she started to cry how could I forget.

“Damon my brother died in Afghanistan I know how it feels to lose a loved one the only thing I’m happy about is that I was close to him we fell out but we made up we loved each other very much I let him get on with what he wanted to do and he was happy that I respected his choice he went into the army and did what he loved and he died fighting he was happy that’s all that mattered It killed me when he died but at least I knew we didn’t fight before he died.” She said she is right it would kill me if Em was killed and it would kill me more if we weren’t talking and the last thing we said to each other was we hate each other and she wishes I was dead.

Maybe I should make things right but I don’t know where they are they would have moved on and we have constantly been moving. Maybe I should tell them where we are going.

To: Em

The safe zone is in Atlanta down town get there safe if you want to talk about what happened talk to me when we get there when your there tell them you’re my sister and they will show you to where we stay keep Louis safe he will be needed when we get there.

Damon

I sent the message waiting for a reply I hope she gets the message and gets to the safe zone soon.