Blind Love
Chapter 41
~two days later~ Cams POV Things Things have been going great between me and Nialler but im worried about Est I BARELY SEE HER ANY MORE I feel like harry is stealing her from me because she is always either him or her new friend from school and I have never felt more abandoned I know I have Niall but he is away alot right now because of a new album the band is recording so most nights im with my dog or crying myself to sleep I'll wake up in the middle of the night and just feel like screaming ESTHER I MISS YOU WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!!!! that thought runs through my head over and over, this is even worse than when my parents abandoned me and i just want my big brother! I am so depressed I decide to drown my problems in alcohol and go to the kitchen and start chugging a beer and stumble to a chair but i trip and fall and hit my head really hard on something and black out
7/11/13