Quiet

-Harry-



"Thanks for telling me Gem it really means a lot.." I speak into my phone and smile as I head towards the hospital ..

"No worries Harry.. I miss you." She says sadly and I sigh ..

"I'll see you this weekend." I tell her and she sniffs ..

"Okay love you bye Harry ." She whispers

"I love you too.." I say quietly and hung up the phone .. I'm really glad she called and told me that dad's hospital room where he died in is still empty.. I'm on my way to go make peace with it ., I need to..

I park in the parking lot and made my way inside .. I go up to a nurse and tell her what I'm here for and she leads the way to his old room ..

"I took care of him on his last days.." She whispers as I sit next to the empty bed,,

"Are you his son?" She asked and I nodded .. She then lays her hand on my shoulder and smiles at me..

"He loved you so much.. You were all he talked about.." She whispered before leaving the room.. Once she was out I started balling my eyes out .. I got up and layed on the bed,. Hugging the pillow close to my chest,.

"I love you too daddy.. So much" I cried into the pillow .. I know I know it's girly to call him daddy but even though we didn't get along in my teenage years I still remember all the good memories of when I was just a little boy ..

Once I calmed down I sar up on the bed and wiped away some of my tears that still remained on my cheeks ..

"Please just help me!" I heard someone shout and a crash came after .. I stood up and peered to the room next to mine I walked through and hid behind on of the tables that was in there.. I looked to find a girl sitting on a bed and holding her face in her hands..

"Angel please calm down.." The doctor said after he picked up broken glass pieces.. "You can't just go around breaking vases you know." He chuckles and she looks up ,. My breath hitches as I realize it was my Angel . The one who ran away from me last night..

"Doc please .. It's getting worse just make the dose larger please.." She pleaded ..

"Now now .. You told me a boy helped you out last night right? Maybe pills isn't the answer.. Say how long have you two been friends?" The old man who I guess is the doctor asked ..

"He hates me .. We aren't even friends I don't even know his name.." She sighs and he chuckles..

"Why do you assume he hates you.. He helped you didn't he? You told me no one has ever been able to help you before.." He said.. They're talking about me? I moved and one of the Popsicle sticks fell making them look my direction .. I stood up and once angels eyes met mine her bright blue eyes turned to a dark navy blue as she furrowed her eyebrows ..

"I was just-" I started but angel cut me off ..

"Eavesdropping ? ." She spat and my eyebrows rose up.. I've never seen her angry she's always smiling and sweet ..

"What do you want?!" She asked harshly and the doc looked at her..

"I thought you said you were getting better with your anger Angel.." He asked and she looked down not saying anything..

"What are you doing here?" She mumbled and the doctor looked at me..

"You toe know eachother?" He asked and I nodded..

"Is this the boy?" He asked turning his attention to Angel and she sighed nodding her head ..

"Son can I ask you of a favor?" He asks looking at me..

"I guess.." I mumbled quietly ,.

"Good id like you to stay here we are going to do an experiment.. Angel I'm going to give you a anxiety attack and we are gunna call two people from your phone to come down.. I want them to try and calm you down and then I want to see you calm her down if they can't.." He finished and Angels head shot up.. Her navy blue eyes now changed to a crystal blue and they were wide with fear and shock..

"No no please don't make me do this please I don't want to feel like that right now please.." She begged tears already threatening to spill.. My eyes softened at this sight..

"Angel it's the only way to see how I can help you get better.." He said quietly and she closed her eyes .. A couple tears spilling over..

"Okay.." She made two phone calls and walked out the room to prepare for an attack..

"Is it that bad?" I asked him once we were alone,, he started setting up a camera and answered me..

"It's a silent deathly pain .. To us they look like nothing's wrong with them .. That there is nothing there .. But to them.. It's as if they are dying,. Their mind creates the worst scenario possible and they think it's a reality .. So they freak out.. They suffer in silence while we look at them and try to tell them nothing's happening .." He explains and I look down.. Just then two boys entered the room and I recognized them as Angels band mates ..

"What's going on is angel having another attack?!" One asked and the doc explaine to them his plan..

"No please!" I heard a girly scream.. The doctor pressed record on the camera that was facing towards us and the door burst open.. Angel with tears streaming down her face and two nurses trying to put her in the room..

She he was shaking and mumbling things I can't hear .. Tears streamed down her face as she was shaking her head..

"Go" the doctor points to one of them and he steps up..

"Angel .. It's me look at me your okay hey your okay.." He says frantically and touches her arm.. She starts screaming at the contact and starts swatting her arms at him ..

"leave me alone!" She screeched an he stepped away,.

"Angel!" The other yelled and walked up to her slowly..

"It's okay your fine Nothing's happening it's all in your head please calm down.." He pleaded and touched her arm.. She once again screamed and pushed him away.,

"Angel! Please.." The boy said again obviously pained by the way she looked right now.. The doctor made I contact with me and I stepped up..

"Angel.. Look at me.. Look in my eyes.." I whispered cautiously and she whimpered ..

"Your fine,. " I said quietly and trying my best to stay calm.. I grabbed her arm and she flinched but didn't pull away..

"Look at me.." I lifted up her chin and she looked me in my eyes..

"You fine your okay." My voice kind of fell at the end of that sentence.. Her eyes looked as if they were in so much pain.. It broke my heart..

"Everything's okay.." I whispered and rubbed her arms and caressed her face.. Her breathing slowed and she stopped shaking.. She shook her head slowly as tears fell and she put her head on my chest.. I reacted instantly and wrapped my arms around her small body frame..

"Incredible.." The doctor whispered as he looked at our interaction.. I looked down at her.. I had so many questions running through my mind but I left it alone for right now.. She's calm and that's all I care about..

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