Can I see your eyes through the lies...
The Only Exception
Emily's P.O.V.
"El I feel so lost." I said as she gave me a hug. "I know baby but everything will be okay." She replied squeezing me. All of a sudden the song " The Only Exception " by Paramore started playing in my head.
"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind. He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it. And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget. And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist. But darling, You are the only exception, You are the only exception, You are the only exception, You are the only exception."
"Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. And we've got to find other ways to make it alone, or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this keeping at comfortable distance. And up until now I've sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk. Well you are the only exception, you are the only exception, you are the only exception, You are the only exception."
I did not know whether to cry or smile a bit, I guess I did a little bit of both. I wanted to be so upset and cry my heart out because Harry had hurt my hand and lied to me saying he would always be there. But I smiled because... he is my only exception... The tears and smile came out at the same time.
I don't know there's just something about Harry that just makes me smile inside. I'm not saying I like Harry like a relationship kind of thing, but I don't ever want him out of my life I want us to stay friends. "El... I can't stay mad at Harry." I said as I ran my fingers threw my hair. " I know you can't." she said smiling as she whipped a tear of my cheek.
Harry's P.O.V.
After about an hour Rich and Preston finally found me, apparently the party had ended. "Harry why are you in here?!" Rich asked. "I was just fixing my hair..." I lied. "Well let's go the lads are waiting for you." Preston said as we walked out. As Preston opened the door I saw Zayn, and Liam no one else. "Where is every one?" I asked. "Niall is in the other car with Rich because he is really drunk. Emily, Eleanor, and Louis left early with Paul. So it's just you lads left." Preston responded. "She left..." I mumbled as I stared out the dark foggy window. "What was that mate?" Zayn asked. "Nothing..." I whispered.
Liam shut the screen between Preston and us so he could not here what we were saying. "Hazz what's wrong!" Liam asked. "Nothing I'm fine..." I lied again. "Who are you fooling, something is obviously wrong!" Zayn said raising his voice. "She Left ME!!!!" I said yelling back at them. I looked out the window as hot tears started to form. They all moved closer and we had a bro hug.
They could hear my voice and knew I was crying. "Mate she will come back" Liam said. "But here's the thing... She won't..." I replied. "Why would she not!?" They both said in unison. " Okay, 1: She's not allowed, 2: She probably saw what I did, 3: I hurt her hand before the party, and 4: why would she ever go for a "Womanizer" Like me." I said gesturing quotes on womanizer. "I lost her..." I said as I whipped tears from my eyes. I took a deep breath " Now all I can do is move on." I said.
Liam's P.O.V.
He's got it bad, I would not know what to do so I give him credit for being able to decide to move on. Emily is the type of girl I could see Hazza with. Funny, smart, beautiful, cheeky, and who knows what else. There really close, it reminds me of how me and Dan... wait... Danielle!!!! Oh my god! Oh my god! OH MY GOD! I had forgotten...
Danielle's P.O.V.
"There we go... day 49 of him not calling, texting, messaging me, sending me flowers, everything..." I sighed as I tore a page off my calendar. He's never going to come back, just face it. I said over and over again and again in my head. I started to walked up to my bed.
"I can't sleep tonight, wide awake, and so confused. Everything's in line but I'm bruised. I need a voice to echo, I need a light to take me home. I kind of need a hero is it you? I never see the forest for the trees, I could really use your melody. Baby I'm a little blind, I think it's time for you to find me."
"Can you be Nightingale? Sing to me, I know you're there. You could be my sanity, bring me to peace, sing me to sleep. Say you'll be my nightingale. Somebody speak to me, cause I'm feeling like hell. Need you to answer me I'm overwhelmed. I need a voice to echo, I need a light to take me home, I need I star to follow, I don't know." I sang Demi Lovato's new song " Nightingale " and slowly drifted off to sleep with tears in my eyes.
Harry's P.O.V.
Once we got home I walked up to my room and got changed out of my clothes and into a v-neck and my boxers. I grabbed my guitar and sat down on the bed and started to sing.
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" You, got me caught in all this mess, I guess, we can blame it on the rain. My pain is knowing I can't have you, I can't have you. Tell me does he, look at you the way I do, try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, am I crazy?"
"I catch my breath, The one you took the moment you entered the room. My heart it breaks at the thought of him holding you. Does he look at you the way I do,
Try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush? Is it more than a crush? Ahhhh, Ahhh, Ahhhh"
"Maybe I'm alone in this, But I find peace in solitude knowing, If I had but just one kiss this whole room...would be glowing. We'd be glowing, We'd be glowing. Does he... Tell me does he look at you the way I do, try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?"
"Tell me does he look at you the way I do, try and understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?"
Taking deep breaths after each word trying to get the picture of her face out of my mind.
Louis' P.O.V.
I was on my way walking to my room and I heard Harry singing. "I catch my breath, The one you took the moment you entered the room. My heart it breaks at the thought of him holding you. Does he look at you the way I do, Try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush? Is it more than a crush? Ahhhh, Ahhh, Ahhhh" he sang. I stood behind the door just listening to his singing. He really does like her, we all kind of knew it, it's just he always strived for her love and she never showed any major love back. He treated her like a queen ever though she was not his. Going thru the lyrics in my head... he was singing away his pain. I slowly walked to where I was going in the first place my room.
"El I feel so lost." I said as she gave me a hug. "I know baby but everything will be okay." She replied squeezing me. All of a sudden the song " The Only Exception " by Paramore started playing in my head.
"When I was younger I saw my daddy cry and curse at the wind. He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it. And my momma swore that she would never let herself forget. And that was the day that I promised I'd never sing of love if it does not exist. But darling, You are the only exception, You are the only exception, You are the only exception, You are the only exception."
"Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. And we've got to find other ways to make it alone, or keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this keeping at comfortable distance. And up until now I've sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk. Well you are the only exception, you are the only exception, you are the only exception, You are the only exception."
I did not know whether to cry or smile a bit, I guess I did a little bit of both. I wanted to be so upset and cry my heart out because Harry had hurt my hand and lied to me saying he would always be there. But I smiled because... he is my only exception... The tears and smile came out at the same time.
I don't know there's just something about Harry that just makes me smile inside. I'm not saying I like Harry like a relationship kind of thing, but I don't ever want him out of my life I want us to stay friends. "El... I can't stay mad at Harry." I said as I ran my fingers threw my hair. " I know you can't." she said smiling as she whipped a tear of my cheek.
Harry's P.O.V.
After about an hour Rich and Preston finally found me, apparently the party had ended. "Harry why are you in here?!" Rich asked. "I was just fixing my hair..." I lied. "Well let's go the lads are waiting for you." Preston said as we walked out. As Preston opened the door I saw Zayn, and Liam no one else. "Where is every one?" I asked. "Niall is in the other car with Rich because he is really drunk. Emily, Eleanor, and Louis left early with Paul. So it's just you lads left." Preston responded. "She left..." I mumbled as I stared out the dark foggy window. "What was that mate?" Zayn asked. "Nothing..." I whispered.
Liam shut the screen between Preston and us so he could not here what we were saying. "Hazz what's wrong!" Liam asked. "Nothing I'm fine..." I lied again. "Who are you fooling, something is obviously wrong!" Zayn said raising his voice. "She Left ME!!!!" I said yelling back at them. I looked out the window as hot tears started to form. They all moved closer and we had a bro hug.
They could hear my voice and knew I was crying. "Mate she will come back" Liam said. "But here's the thing... She won't..." I replied. "Why would she not!?" They both said in unison. " Okay, 1: She's not allowed, 2: She probably saw what I did, 3: I hurt her hand before the party, and 4: why would she ever go for a "Womanizer" Like me." I said gesturing quotes on womanizer. "I lost her..." I said as I whipped tears from my eyes. I took a deep breath " Now all I can do is move on." I said.
Liam's P.O.V.
He's got it bad, I would not know what to do so I give him credit for being able to decide to move on. Emily is the type of girl I could see Hazza with. Funny, smart, beautiful, cheeky, and who knows what else. There really close, it reminds me of how me and Dan... wait... Danielle!!!! Oh my god! Oh my god! OH MY GOD! I had forgotten...
Danielle's P.O.V.
"There we go... day 49 of him not calling, texting, messaging me, sending me flowers, everything..." I sighed as I tore a page off my calendar. He's never going to come back, just face it. I said over and over again and again in my head. I started to walked up to my bed.
"I can't sleep tonight, wide awake, and so confused. Everything's in line but I'm bruised. I need a voice to echo, I need a light to take me home. I kind of need a hero is it you? I never see the forest for the trees, I could really use your melody. Baby I'm a little blind, I think it's time for you to find me."
"Can you be Nightingale? Sing to me, I know you're there. You could be my sanity, bring me to peace, sing me to sleep. Say you'll be my nightingale. Somebody speak to me, cause I'm feeling like hell. Need you to answer me I'm overwhelmed. I need a voice to echo, I need a light to take me home, I need I star to follow, I don't know." I sang Demi Lovato's new song " Nightingale " and slowly drifted off to sleep with tears in my eyes.
Harry's P.O.V.
Once we got home I walked up to my room and got changed out of my clothes and into a v-neck and my boxers. I grabbed my guitar and sat down on the bed and started to sing.
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" You, got me caught in all this mess, I guess, we can blame it on the rain. My pain is knowing I can't have you, I can't have you. Tell me does he, look at you the way I do, try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, am I crazy?"
"I catch my breath, The one you took the moment you entered the room. My heart it breaks at the thought of him holding you. Does he look at you the way I do,
Try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush? Is it more than a crush? Ahhhh, Ahhh, Ahhhh"
"Maybe I'm alone in this, But I find peace in solitude knowing, If I had but just one kiss this whole room...would be glowing. We'd be glowing, We'd be glowing. Does he... Tell me does he look at you the way I do, try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?"
"Tell me does he look at you the way I do, try and understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush?"
Taking deep breaths after each word trying to get the picture of her face out of my mind.
Louis' P.O.V.
I was on my way walking to my room and I heard Harry singing. "I catch my breath, The one you took the moment you entered the room. My heart it breaks at the thought of him holding you. Does he look at you the way I do, Try to understand the words you say, and the way you move. Does he get the same big rush, when you go in for a hug and your cheeks brush? Tell me am I crazy, or is this more than a crush? Is it more than a crush? Ahhhh, Ahhh, Ahhhh" he sang. I stood behind the door just listening to his singing. He really does like her, we all kind of knew it, it's just he always strived for her love and she never showed any major love back. He treated her like a queen ever though she was not his. Going thru the lyrics in my head... he was singing away his pain. I slowly walked to where I was going in the first place my room.
Notes
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Emily
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5/23/13