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Once we had gotten in the plane I sat next to louis. There was only like 5 rows of seats on this plane it was small but comfy. I set my sling bag by my feet and get buckled in as the lady started to do the whole exit speech.

"You okay?" Louis looked over at me nugging my arm that was on the arm rest.

"yeah im fine, so what do i do when we are on tour, like when u are practicing and stuff?" I ask

"Umm probably do something with lou are hair dresser" he replied

"okay" there was a dining noise coming from the speakers on the ceiling of the plain cabin.

The plan started to move and then we started to lift up and then we were up in the air. i watched the ground until i couldn't see it any more. i leaned back and put my headphones in and zoned off to the song breath me by sia. It became my favorite song after my dad passed in the fire...

-----flash back-----
We were all decorating the tree for christmas when dads pager went off for a fire call. my dad was a firefighter. He quickly ran off and went out the door and mom and me kept decorating. hours went by we got the tree done and we had started to do the lights around the trees outside. we finished them also. by this time dad still wasn't home.

It was about 10 o'clock at night so i went to bed just to get woken up to glass shattering and screaming and crying at about 4 in the morning. i ran downstairs to see my mom surrounded in glass crying her eyes out.

"Mom what happened?" i asked tiptoeing around the glass to get to her.

"Y-Y-our father is gone" she said between wheezes

"wait why would daddy do that?"I asked crouching down to hug her

"He wouldn't he was trying to save a child when he got smashed by the burning house crumpling on top of him." she cried even harder now

----end of flashback-----
Its been 2 years since that day.
I miss dad so much i don't know why i didn't stop him for once. If only i could have kept him at home and safe decorating with us.

"hayley you sure your fine?" louis was looking at me and hoding my hand rubbng his thumb over the top of my hand.

"yeah i am, I just miss my parents" I told him

"Okay just tell me if anything is bothering you."

i nodded my head and started to zone off again

------flashback------

I now am 15 and mom keeps going out with random guys. last night she brought one home. he isn't nice at all.

I walked down stairs to get some food for breakfast. when i waked into the kitchen he was in there.

i quickly grabbed a poptart and got out when he called for me

"Hey get over here"


I walked back and looked at him he was drinking some kind of yellow drink.

"Don't you think you should lay off those pop thingys you're getting pretty fat" he said taking a drink

"Umm yeah i guess" i said putting it back

"well get ur little ass back to your room and stay there if you come out u dont wan to know what will happen"

"your not my dad you can't tell me what to do!" i told him

"Ohh you think so!" his eyes filled with anger as he marched over at me and began to unbuckle his belt and took it out of his pants. He brought his arm up and brought it down with power the belt stung my back. i screamed in pain. he repeated this about 13 times by the tim he was done with me my back was bleeding.

He walked away leaving me on the bottom of the stairs bleeding. i heard him and mom talking

"you need to teach that little worthless bitch how to respect me!"

"I know you did the right thing thou" my mom replied

how can my mom think this is right. this is abuse i cant even think of my father doing this to me! What did I do to diserve this!

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