Vanessa's POV


It's a rainy day. The mood in the house seems dull because of this but then again it was never bright when Veronica was absent. The dirty blonde was the light of Jesse's life as he was the light of hers. Their love was truly something beautiful, warmed the house but made me sick in a sense knowing that's something I'd never have by choice. Veronica has been away feeding for only a few hours and their was already shift in the atmosphere.

"Vanessa!!!"

I groaned hearing the call of young Alexander who was ...new to our little family.


"It's open Alex" I yelled back but he was already inside wearing a bright smile that I knew I could never match even if I wanted to.


"Hey, what's going on? You haven't come out your room at all today" he said looking around, irritating me.


Calm down Nessa, he's new. Remember what Jesse said , give him time.


"I just want to be alone today" I spoke softly hoping he'll take that as his queue to leave but of course not. Instead he takes a seat on my chair, grabbing one of my many novels and browsing through.


I said nothing, giving him my back and looking at the trees outside like before hoping that his little crush ends soon for his sake. The last thing he needs to do is fall for me. I am a hopeless case. An empty shell that feels nothing for no one in that way. This, he will find out soon if not from Jesse, from me.


Feelings are dangerous and lead to disasters. Disasters cannot be controlled, they destroy everything. They ruin you and I am proof of this.

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Cold air hits my pale skin. My dress dirty from the ground I lay on. I stand, looking around for anyone, calling for him but no reply.


"Harry!!!!" I yell answered by silence.


With no recollection of what happened before I woke up I begin to wonder in search of him knowing he would never leave me.


"You have transformed quite beautiful, princess" his deep voice spoke from behind me. I turned immediately to face him, wrapping my arms around his build in relief.


"Please don't leave me like that again" my soft voice spoke, keeping my head on his chest.


He laughed in a way that made me shiver.


"I'm sorry my dear but as of now I have no choice"

Notes

So this is the first chapter.... Kinda sucks I know but I'm working it ... Comment if I should continue

- Carla Gus.