Leave Your Lover
Chapter 9
Vivian's POV
"Are you alright, love," Louis asks me as he reaches for my arm. With tears falling from my eyes I stand up and shake my head.
"This never should have happened," I tell him as I grab my jacket and my car keys. I speed-walk to my car and start the car once I'm inside. I don't know where I'm going, but as long as it's not here.
I drive out of town, away from all my memories, everyone I know and places I've been. Hopefully, I get to leave my feelings behind too. I'm not even sure why I kissed Louis.
Maybe it was just in the moment, but I can't have feelings for him. Why did he even kiss me? He was drunk and that kiss probably ruined a friendship. And Liam. How could I ever go back to him after he actually slapped me? I wouldn't know if it will happen again.
My tears become too much and I pull up next to the road. I need to talk to someone.. Someone who knows Liam and Louis well enough to help me too.
I pull out my phone and dial Harry's number.
"Evening, love," Harry's voice beams through my phone.
"Harry," I sob.
"What's wrong???" He sounds worried as I hear movement from his side of the line.
"Please go to my parents house, I'll meet you there in ten?" I ask him as the tears fall freely.
"Alright, drive safe," he tells me before he cuts the call.
It's hard to concentrate on the road ahead when my vision is blurred by tears. I see my parents' house come into view and a sob escapes my lips thinking about what they might think of all this.
Just before I turn into their driveway a truck drives into the side of my car-my side might I add-and I feel myself slipping..
Notes
"My dear, find what you love and let it kill you. Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness. Let it kill you and let it devour your remains. For all things will kill you, both slowly and fastly, but it's much better to be killed by a lover."
@Telichia DLR
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