Vivian's POV


"Baby, wake up," a husky voice whispered to me. A hand gently rubbed my cheek but I slapped it away, earning a chuckle from him. "Babe, come on," he spoke again. I opened my eyes and frowned at him.


"What?" I snapped.


"Geez," he held his hands in the air. "Moody much?" He teased. I rolled my eyes and turned my back to him then frowned at my aching body.


"Why does it hurt so bad," I complained. Liam pulled me back to his chest and chuckled.

"Two rounds can be exhausting," he smiled.


I closed my eyes and thought of last night. How we made love twice, crying the first time. The memories that came back to me flooded my mind as he kept a steady pace on top of me. The soft "I love you,"'s we exchanged. In the moment of all the memories, I smiled.


"What are you smiling about?" Liam breathed. I simply shrugged and cuddled into his chest more. "Um," he cleared his throat, making me sit up to give him my full concentration. "You have to go see Louis today," he kept his eyes locked with mine as he spoke. His words made my heart beat rapidly against my chest. I never thought about that at all. But I knew that it was needed, I had to do it. For my own sake and Louis'. There's just no point in holding him on a leach.

"Ok," I nodded my head. Liam smiled at me and stood from the bed then walked to his closet.


"Do you want to borrow some clothes?" He asked. My eyes traveled along his body.

He's perfect.


"Just a shirt," I told him. He nodded his head then walked back to me with a grey jersey in his hands.


"It's cold today," he answered my questioning look. I took the jersey from him and made my way to his bathroom.

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Liam took me home, and said he'd see me at night. I watched as he drove away from my house and frowned once his car was out of site.


Where am I going to tell Louis? His house? Mine? Somewhere else?

I sighed as my phone rung. I pulled it from my purse and hit answer.

"Hello?" I breathed into my phone.


"Hello, dear," my mother greeted me.

"Hi mom," I smiled at her voice.


After I got my memory back, I've been feeling bad for treating them so hostile.


"How have you been?" She questioned.


"Great!" I beamed as I unlocked the door. I stepped in and locked it behind me. "I have news, mom," I smiled at my words.

"Well, what is it?" She asked me as I walked to the kitchen.

"I got my memory back. At least I think it's everything," I shrugged. Just as the words left my mouth, I saw Louis sitting by the kitchen island. His eyes grew wide at my words. I froze as I locked eyes with him.


This is it.


"Well that's great honey!" My mother spoke in excitement.

"Mom, I'll call you back. I love you," I cut the call before she could say something else.


"Is it true?" Louis stood from the chair and made his way to me. I took a few steps backwards as his eyes scanned Liam's shirt on my frame.

"Yes," I whispered. He stopped walking and frowned, then let out a heavy sigh.


"I've seen the photos," he ran a hand through his hair. My heartbeat rose at his words.


"What photos?" I quietly asked.


"Of you and Liam yesterday," he frowned. After we stared at each other for a long few seconds, we both sighed heavily and looked away.


"I'm sorry," I muttered without looking at him.


"You choose him?" He asked. I heard him walking closer to me until he stopped right in front of me. "Answer me," he whispered in a defeated voice.

"I did," I continued to look at the floor. Too ashamed to show my face to the boy who's heart was breaking. A laugh escaped his mouth, making me the one to frown then.


"So I'm just supposed to move on?" He asked.

"I don't want to loose all of our old or new memories. But I can't go back to you," I whispered. "I still want you in my life, Louis,"


"Is being friends your way to say goodbye?" He was the one to whisper then. "It won't be easy for me to be friends with you," he shook his head at the same time I looked up at him.

"Please, try to understand,"



"We kissed even before the accident, which means you felt this before then," he stated as he took my hands in his.

"Please," I begged and closed my eyes.


"I can't," he sighed.

There was silence, until he spoke again.


"I just can't," he let go of my hands and I shot my eyes open, just in time to see him walking away.

"Louis wait," I called after him. He stopped walking and turned around, giving me a small smile.


"I really do hope that he makes you happy, Vivian. You deserve nothing less than that," he told me. I shook my head and allowed the tears to fall. "You've always loved him," he stated.

"I love you too," I sobbed.


"You've always loved him more, that's the thing," he stepped closer to me. "I'll be alright, Vivian," he smiled warmly at me. His fingers brushed my hair gently, I leaned in to his touch. "I'll always love you, but I respect your choice," he whispered onto my face, fanning my wet cheeks. Before I had the time to say something else, he left me. I watched the door he left in with wide eyes, until I wiped my eyes and rushed to my phone.

I don't want to be alone when I feel like this. I need him.


I dialed Liam's number and impatiently waited for him to answer.

"Missing me already?" He joked. I laughed softly at his words and shook my head, even though he couldn't see it.


"Come over," I pleaded.

"You have to talk to Louis," he sighed.


"I did," I quietly told him after a few seconds. I played with a loose piece of my hair and twirled it around my index finger.


"And?" He curiously asked.




"I'm yours," I smiled.

Notes

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LASR CHAPTER OF Leave Your Lover!!!!! :D

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