Vivian's POV



"Vivian!" A voice boomed in my ears. I opened my eyes slowly and saw Louis leaning over me. "You fell asleep," he smirked. I let everything that happened sink in before I talked to him; knowing that being vulnerable at that moment wouldn't have been good for the situation. I needed to speak my mind, and Liam had to be there too.


"Where's Liam?" I asked Louis as I sat up. I noticed that I fell asleep on the sofa backstage, and God my body was in pain because of that.


"Why?" Louis frowned at me.


"I have to speak to you guys," I frowned at him as I stood up from the sofa. There was a few people backstage, and I thanked God that there was no paps there, because Louis laced his fingers with mine.


"I'll take you to him," he muttered with his lips against my cheek. I gave him a small nod and allowed him to pull me toward where Liam was. We walked in silence; down a hallway, through some doors, and finally we entered a small kitchen. Liam was leaning on a small fridge, Perrie was sat on the kitchen table and Zayn was standing between Perrie's legs as he hid his face in her stomach. Liam looked up at me with a small smile when Louis cleared his throat. I let go of Louis' hand as I walked to a small chair in the kitchen.


"Could you," Louis looked at Zayn and Perrie. Perrie offered me a small smile which a frowned at. She sighed as Zayn pulled her out of the kitchen. As soon as Perrie and Zayn left the kitchen, Louis closed the door. "Alright," Louis cleared his throat as he took the chair next to mine. Liam still stood leaning against the fridge with a frown as he studied me curiously.


"Guys," I begun. Liam cocked an eyebrow at me before smiling small. "I'm going to skip the bullshit," I shook my head. I made sure to keep my eyes on the floor as I spoke to them. "Liam, I am no longer with you. I am with Louis and I want to be with Louis. I get that we have to act around the fans and paps, but there is a line, you have to understand that." I sucked in a deep breath before I continued. "I don't want you two acting the way you did on stage when you sung. I know we have a history Liam, and I'm sorry that I can't remember any of it," I lied to him. Well at least I hope it was a lie, because the memories and the dreams I really wanted to be real. For some reason, I liked it. "But we are in the past now Liam," I finally had enough courage to look at Liam. "I would like for us to be friends, but the way you guys acted was unacceptable. You're making me uncomfortable and right now I want to put all my attention on getting my memory back," I didn't miss the smile on Liam's face when I said I wanted my memory back. "As for you," I turned to Louis' frowning face. "You can't act like that around the fans or paps either,"


"Frankly Vivian," Louis shook his head. "I don't care if people see us together,"


"But I do ok!" I didn't mean for it to leave my mouth at that high voice tone, but I couldn't help it. "I have enough stuff to deal with, and this isn't helping! I don't want to be the reason for a band ending! And add a friendship to that too! You guys are actually friends! How did everything end up at this?" I stood up from my chair and started pacing the small kitchen.


"I thought you loved me," I heard Louis mutter. I turned back to him and laughed a short laugh.


"I do love you Louis!"


"You love him?" A third voice joined our conversation. I sighed as I turned to Liam.


"Yes Liam, I love Louis."


"Am I disturbing something?" Another voice entered the small kitchen. I spun around and looked at Simon.


"No," I muttered coldly.


"Good. Vivian and Liam, I need you two outside for the paps. 5 minutes tops," he smiled at me before leaving. I sighed as I fell back into the chair I sat on earlier.


"I'll see you later," Louis stood up from his chair and walked out of the kitchen. I wanted to run after him, to kiss him and to tell him that I wanted him to stay, but I also knew it would have made everything worse if he saw Liam and I together. Defeated, I stood up and walked to the door.


"Let's get this over with," I breathed. Liam's presence was next to me in a few seconds. Liam started walking and I followed. We walked through a few doors again and soon we were in the hallway Louis walked me through a few minutes ago. It was silent in the hall, except for our footsteps. A warm hand cupped mine and I looked up to see Liam with a small smile.
"God that concert took so much of my energy." Liam chuckles.


"I'm tired too," I pout at him. He smiles and squeezes my small hand in his bigger one.


"Want to grab a coffee?" He asks with the same smile.


I give him a small nod before he throws his arm around my shoulders. I place my free hand on his torso as we walk through the last door.


"You know babe," Liam mutters with his lips against my forehead. We stop in the hall as he stands in front of me with a smile. "Remember how we talked about getting married?"


"I'm sure that you are the first guy to ever ask the girl permission to ask for her hand in marriage," I mock him with a soft laugh.


"Hey, at least I'm a gentlemen," he chuckles with his hands in the air. He places his hands back on my hips as he steps closer. "Anyway," he pecks my lips before continuing. "I was thinking we should keep it from everyone when we get engaged. At least for a few weeks," he shrugs.


"Why?" I frown at him. He brushes some hair from my face with the same small smile.


"I'd like to have my fiance to myself for a while before everyone knows. And we should go on a small honeymoon before we tell anyone," he winks at me, making me giggle. "So is that fine with you?" He asks with a frown.


"Yes," I throw my hands around his neck.


"Good. So it's settled, we're still getting engaged in the next week. Just hide your ring for a while," he mutters in my hair.

"Vivian?" Liam pulled on my arm. I took deep breaths and shook the thoughts-,or was that memories?-from my mind.


"Yes?" I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"You just stopped walking. Are you ok?" Liam asked softly.


"Yeah, I'm alright," I nodded eagerly. "Can we go please?"


Liam gave me a frown before nodding. "Let's go," he breathed.

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We stood in front of the paps and talked a bit as we held hands. We shared some laughter too. I actually enjoyed talking to Liam. Even though he only told me about something that happened before we were together. Liam drove me home and we exchanged a fast goodbye before I rushed into my parents' home. I missed my parents, I really did. I walked to my room after locking the house and collapsed on my bed. I didn't feel like getting up, so I undressed myself on my bed and scrambled under the covers in my underwear. I laid in my bed, trying my best to sleep. But the thoughts of whatever it was that happened when I walked with Liam, occupied my mind. Was that real? If so, when did that happen? A few days before the accident? A month? Was I engaged to Liam? If yes, why didn't Liam mention it to me?

Notes

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