Never Alone (Harry Styles Fiction)
Chapter One
"C'mon! Don’t be like that Evelyn! Lets go you know you want to"
"No, Suzzie, I seriously don't want to go, I don't want to be in-between sweaty horny people grinding on each other...maybe next time?"
"Ugh! That's exactly what you said last time! And look your not going! Please go with us Lynn! Please? I mean it’s been three weeks already for goodness sakes! Just forget about him and have some fun!"
I hesitated to answer, until I finally gave up and decided to go out with my two best friends, I have been down for the past three weeks since the break up, and they are just trying to help me get better. They've been trying anything they can to make me happy again. From taking me out to movies, to the arcade, and having girls night out, but never really made me feel better.
"OK, OK, alright, I'll go! Happy now?" I sighed as I was getting up from the couch.
We all lived in the same house. It was quite small, small living room, small kitchen, two bathrooms, three small bedrooms, and a small backyard.
"Hey, Suzzie? Adri?"
"Yes?" they both chirped.
"What the hell am I going to wear? I don't have anything that'll fit for a club!" I sighed and sat back down to the original spot I was before I had stood up.
"Here I'll let you borrow something just give me a sec, Kay?" Suzzie signed as she disappeared in her bedroom, seconds later she reappeared with a tight short red dress.
" Do have you any heels to go with it Lynn?" she asked as she gave me the dress.
"Uhh, yeah I think I do, I have black ones,” I sighed
"Well ok! Now get your ass up and get dress! I'll have the curler on to do your hair and Suzzie will do your makeup, Kay? Now hurry go!" Adri yelled as she tried to pick me up from the couch.
"Alright, alright I'll go" I rushed to the bathroom and took a short hot shower. I was scrubbing my legs when I found two small bruises on my hip still healing. I sighed and couldn't believe I let it go on for over three years, and yet I was still in love with him. I let a few small tears stream down my face, and let the warm water wash them away as I continued to scrub myself. I turned the water off and put my hair up in a wet bun, I put on the dress and Smiled at myself as I admired how the dress fitted so well, and showed off my curves. I walked out satisfied to a grinned Suzzie, and a squealing Adri.
"You look... Wow... Someone’s going to get some tonight" Suzzie winked at me
"Oh shut up!" I playfully hit her arm.
"Oh my gosh Lynn! You look so beautiful with that dress as if it was made for you!" Adri squealed
"Aha, it looks a lot better in you than it does in me, you can keep it Lynn" Suzzie smiled at me and winked.
"Thanks, it's really nice" I smiled and twirled for them see.
"OK, now stop showing what you got and get your ass in my room! I need to do your hair!" Adri playfully tugged at my arm.
"OK" I pouted, but didn't hesitate to move.
"OK sit, let me get the stuff, and stay here, and do not touch anything!" she said very seriously.
I sighed as I was left all alone, in her room, and like the kind of girl I am I didn't listen to her and decided on snooping around her things. I couldn't find anything that helped me from being bored, so I just got the remote and turned on the television. My favorite television show was on, it was my and Jake's favorite show. So many memories came rushing back, and I was too lost in my world that I didn't hear Adri come inside.
" I thought I told... Lynn? Hun what’s wrong?"
"Huh? Oh, n-nothing just watching some TV" I rubbed the tears away before turning around to face her.
"Evelyn, you and I both know your not, Lynn you can do so much better than that ass hole! I know you loved him but trust me you'll get over him, now come and sit on the chair so I can do your hair"
I move slowly towards her and sat down letting her take over my reddish brownish hair. After adding the finishing touches she let out a satisfying sigh and turned me towards the mirror. I was absolutely breathless. The amazing things this girl can do, I turned and gave her a 'thank you' hug and quickly went to my next destination. Suzzie was waiting for me; she had all her make out on the table with a giant grin on her face.
"Wow the things that Adri can do! Lynn you look beautiful,” she chirped.
"Thanks, but can you please hurry up? I just want to get this over with already"
"Hun, its only six right now and we wont be back until around midnight so chill" Adri said as she let her self inside the room and sat on Suzzie's bed.
"What?! Why so late?! Sissy! What the hell!!" I said out of shock, I don't like being out past ten and they perfectly know that.
"Sissy? Its about time you call me that, its been so long since you've called me from my nickname" she smirked as she ignored my questions.
"Ugh, whatever just hurry up!" She finished my make up and we were out the door by seven.
As we were walking towards the club I noticed a curly haired guy in the corner of my eye, I turned around to have a better look at him. He was quite attractive; as our eyes met I blushed a little as he caught me checking him out and yelled across the street. I couldn't make out the words he had said but I'm sure it was something inappropriate as I saw a smirk plastered on his face and couldn't help but notice dimples appearing. I smiled to myself and continued to follow my friends inside the club.
"Who was that? Huh?" Suzzie teased as we walked up to the bartender.
"Who?" I asked stupidly.
"Who? What do you mean who? You know who she's talking about, that cute guy you were just checking out" Adri laughed as she ordered the drinks for us.
" I don't know, he was just there and I couldn't help but notice him" I said as I found a table to sit.
"Well who ever he is, he's damn sexy!" Suzzie winked as she took a long sip of her drink.
"Mm-hm" Adri agreed as she sat and passed me my drink.
"I guess,” I sigh, as I was getting comfortable. I started scanning the place, so many people were here, some making out, others grinding on each other, and the rest dancing as if their was no tomorrow. I laughed as I saw people dancing so retarded. Then I saw him... Jake.
"No, Suzzie, I seriously don't want to go, I don't want to be in-between sweaty horny people grinding on each other...maybe next time?"
"Ugh! That's exactly what you said last time! And look your not going! Please go with us Lynn! Please? I mean it’s been three weeks already for goodness sakes! Just forget about him and have some fun!"
I hesitated to answer, until I finally gave up and decided to go out with my two best friends, I have been down for the past three weeks since the break up, and they are just trying to help me get better. They've been trying anything they can to make me happy again. From taking me out to movies, to the arcade, and having girls night out, but never really made me feel better.
"OK, OK, alright, I'll go! Happy now?" I sighed as I was getting up from the couch.
We all lived in the same house. It was quite small, small living room, small kitchen, two bathrooms, three small bedrooms, and a small backyard.
"Hey, Suzzie? Adri?"
"Yes?" they both chirped.
"What the hell am I going to wear? I don't have anything that'll fit for a club!" I sighed and sat back down to the original spot I was before I had stood up.
"Here I'll let you borrow something just give me a sec, Kay?" Suzzie signed as she disappeared in her bedroom, seconds later she reappeared with a tight short red dress.
" Do have you any heels to go with it Lynn?" she asked as she gave me the dress.
"Uhh, yeah I think I do, I have black ones,” I sighed
"Well ok! Now get your ass up and get dress! I'll have the curler on to do your hair and Suzzie will do your makeup, Kay? Now hurry go!" Adri yelled as she tried to pick me up from the couch.
"Alright, alright I'll go" I rushed to the bathroom and took a short hot shower. I was scrubbing my legs when I found two small bruises on my hip still healing. I sighed and couldn't believe I let it go on for over three years, and yet I was still in love with him. I let a few small tears stream down my face, and let the warm water wash them away as I continued to scrub myself. I turned the water off and put my hair up in a wet bun, I put on the dress and Smiled at myself as I admired how the dress fitted so well, and showed off my curves. I walked out satisfied to a grinned Suzzie, and a squealing Adri.
"You look... Wow... Someone’s going to get some tonight" Suzzie winked at me
"Oh shut up!" I playfully hit her arm.
"Oh my gosh Lynn! You look so beautiful with that dress as if it was made for you!" Adri squealed
"Aha, it looks a lot better in you than it does in me, you can keep it Lynn" Suzzie smiled at me and winked.
"Thanks, it's really nice" I smiled and twirled for them see.
"OK, now stop showing what you got and get your ass in my room! I need to do your hair!" Adri playfully tugged at my arm.
"OK" I pouted, but didn't hesitate to move.
"OK sit, let me get the stuff, and stay here, and do not touch anything!" she said very seriously.
I sighed as I was left all alone, in her room, and like the kind of girl I am I didn't listen to her and decided on snooping around her things. I couldn't find anything that helped me from being bored, so I just got the remote and turned on the television. My favorite television show was on, it was my and Jake's favorite show. So many memories came rushing back, and I was too lost in my world that I didn't hear Adri come inside.
" I thought I told... Lynn? Hun what’s wrong?"
"Huh? Oh, n-nothing just watching some TV" I rubbed the tears away before turning around to face her.
"Evelyn, you and I both know your not, Lynn you can do so much better than that ass hole! I know you loved him but trust me you'll get over him, now come and sit on the chair so I can do your hair"
I move slowly towards her and sat down letting her take over my reddish brownish hair. After adding the finishing touches she let out a satisfying sigh and turned me towards the mirror. I was absolutely breathless. The amazing things this girl can do, I turned and gave her a 'thank you' hug and quickly went to my next destination. Suzzie was waiting for me; she had all her make out on the table with a giant grin on her face.
"Wow the things that Adri can do! Lynn you look beautiful,” she chirped.
"Thanks, but can you please hurry up? I just want to get this over with already"
"Hun, its only six right now and we wont be back until around midnight so chill" Adri said as she let her self inside the room and sat on Suzzie's bed.
"What?! Why so late?! Sissy! What the hell!!" I said out of shock, I don't like being out past ten and they perfectly know that.
"Sissy? Its about time you call me that, its been so long since you've called me from my nickname" she smirked as she ignored my questions.
"Ugh, whatever just hurry up!" She finished my make up and we were out the door by seven.
As we were walking towards the club I noticed a curly haired guy in the corner of my eye, I turned around to have a better look at him. He was quite attractive; as our eyes met I blushed a little as he caught me checking him out and yelled across the street. I couldn't make out the words he had said but I'm sure it was something inappropriate as I saw a smirk plastered on his face and couldn't help but notice dimples appearing. I smiled to myself and continued to follow my friends inside the club.
"Who was that? Huh?" Suzzie teased as we walked up to the bartender.
"Who?" I asked stupidly.
"Who? What do you mean who? You know who she's talking about, that cute guy you were just checking out" Adri laughed as she ordered the drinks for us.
" I don't know, he was just there and I couldn't help but notice him" I said as I found a table to sit.
"Well who ever he is, he's damn sexy!" Suzzie winked as she took a long sip of her drink.
"Mm-hm" Adri agreed as she sat and passed me my drink.
"I guess,” I sigh, as I was getting comfortable. I started scanning the place, so many people were here, some making out, others grinding on each other, and the rest dancing as if their was no tomorrow. I laughed as I saw people dancing so retarded. Then I saw him... Jake.
This story is one of the most confusing stories ever. With the flashbacks just being italic and then all the dreams. And now it's over, and i don't even know what to think right now. I'm kinda stunned and didn't realize this story was over. I feel like so much more could happen, like its unsolved, all our questions are unanswered. It's really confusing, but still a great book :)
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