We continued eating dinner. By the time it was over, I didn't finish 1/4 of my dinner. All I did the whole time was stare at Niall whenever he wasn't looking at me, which he didn't most of the time. I'm so lucky no one has seen that I might be interested in Niall. He is a really nice guy, who wouldn't fall for him?

The guys waved good bye to me and they started heading to their rooms. I eagerly waved good bye to Niall, which made everyone but me smirk and Niall blush really red. He nodded and turned around going straight to his room. I smiled.

"Good night Anaja?" Louis asked. I faced him, I totally forgot about him. I nodded and went to my room closing my door extremely loud. I jumped into my superior bed. My hands were spread out and my legs were together tightly.

When it was about 11:00 PM, I assumed everyone was sleeping. I reached for my phone and looked through my contacts. It wasn't a lot. The only contacts I had was One Direction, my mother, and the police. I hadn't texted or called my mother in a long time, I wonder if she misses me. My mother and I haven't really bonded when I still lived with her. I'd usually just go home from school and do my homework regulary. I wouldn't ask for help when I needed it. I didn't go to much places with my mother, and when I did, the car would be filled with silence instead of a nice conversation. I was a quiet kid growing up, I was extremely shy also. When I was sick, I remember my mom asking me questions about my health and I was so quiet I merely nodded a yes or no. I didn't say anything while I was sick, in a car, doing my homework, everything. I dearly regret it now. Because if I wasn't such a quiet kid, my mom would love me much more.

I looked through for some text messages I missed and I did miss one. It was from..

Mother..

I jumped up immediately and read the message. I was disapointed.

From: Mommy <3
Hello sweet angel. It's been a real long time, and I can't visit. I know we planned this trip for months, maybe even a year. But something happened, and I cannot visit you anymore. I'm terribly sorry this happened. I miss you.

Tears started appearing in my eyes. Of course she said she misses me, to be nice. She can't see me for a long time. She works hard and yet I can't come back to her cause I have no freaking job. Her schedule is tight so she can never have time to call. Having touch with mother is hard. Yet always something happens to mother and I when we are in contact.

If we call, someone orders her to get back to work. Dang it.

If she texts, I've gone over my texting limit. Dang it.

If she visits, something happens. Dang it.

Nothing!

I threw a pillow and dove my head in another one. I heard a creak in the door. It was Louis and Niall. I sucked my breath in.

Louis? I get that. But Niall? Oh my gosh! My heart is skipping a beat or two!