Self Control
Dark secrets
[Read A/N in the end if you're confused by this chapter :) ]
Angie's P.O.V
"You said what !? " i whisper-yelled . Niall just shrugged and sat to the couch next to me .Looks like those two were waiting only for our confirmation . Gosh i am so stupid thinking that Harry would like me .
"Hey are you crying ?" I didn't turned around because yes i was crying . I was crying for a stupid idiot who took my heart so easily ! And i'm crying because i'm feeling to hate my little sister only for this guy !
"No" i lied and tried to hide my tears . It didn't work . I felt a hand removing my hands from my face . I might look horrible and my vision was blurry for my crying but i could see Niall looking at me with pity .
"I-i ...it hurts Niall " I broke down and i started to fall in the ground but his arms hold me . His arms were familiar . I care for Niall he's perfect and i feel like i'm home . Something i experienced rarely in my time back then . I hugged him tightly as i cried in his chest .
"Shh Angie don't cry " he whispered placing his hand in my head to comfort me . How am i supposed to calm down when i'm feeling this broke inside ? I got away from Niall's arms .
"I''m gonna go groceries shopping " i informed him quickly before leaving the room . I started to walk slowly and stooped at the stairs just to sit . Here i could at least be alone . My sobs were the only thing that was heard at the house .
"Hey you OK ? " I looked up to see Harry looking at me . Why do you care ? You made me like this . I placed my best fake smile to him .
"I-it's fine j-just family problems " i lied and looked at the door in front of me . I felt Harry sitting next to me .
"Oh i hope nothing serious " I turned to look him in the eyes .
"Yeah nothing serious , i have to go now " i said before i got up and left to the kitchen .
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These much will do it . I placed the last pasta in the shopping cart . I looked inside of it and then to the paper Sabrina gave to me , to buy . From the paper to the shopping cart . Animals . Who could eat this much !? I sighed and started to move the shopping cart with me .
"Miss you dropped something ! " All the heads of the market turned around to see a tall guy coming towards me . I drooped something ?
"Hey i guess this belongs to you ? " he said showing a bracelet in my face . Oh my . I quickly looked at my hand and saw that the bracelet that my mother gave me for my 15th birthday was missing . Thank god this guy took it . I smiled shyly and took it from him .
"Thank you so much " i said trying to place it where it belongs .
"Need help with that ? " he asked as he saw that i was having trouble tying it .
I sighed and shoved my arm in front of him . He just chuckled before he grabbed my wrist and tying the bracelet . In the meantime i was busy studying him . From what i saw his manners were great . I mean probably everyone who would have see the bracelet in the floor would have took it . Blonde hair , blue eyes , tall . At the end cute but too bad my type is a stupid curly-haired green-eyes man .
"Done miss...? " he mentioned before he finished .
"Oh just call me Angie " i replied casually . He started to look at me intensely . OK um you might be cute but now you are being creepy . I coughed to take his attention .
"Gosh you are prettier in person " he said . I immediately looked at him weirdly .
"I mean you are r-really pretty " he corrected .
"Thanks i-i have to go " i said pushing the shopping cart to go to pay .
"Cool see you , bye " he waved and left . Weird .
Sabrina's P.O.V
"You can't hit for shit ! : Harry said in a laughter and a mocking tone . That made me punch him again .
"Okay that was better but still low " he laughed and threw a pillow at me . I quickly dodged it and threw it at him again . And so it continued . He threw the pillow at me again .
"Say , how long do we have to pretend like we are a thing ?" i said placing the pillow in my tummy . This is getting boring . I don't know why i accepted to do this .
"I just wanna give Niall a lesson" he continued .
"Guys ?" We turned out attention on the door and saw Angie standing there .
"Yeah ?" i replied
"Have you seen Niall ?"
"Um i think he's in the backyard " Harry answered for me . She nodded and left the room . Now that i think of it ...
"Angie need to talk to you !" i said as i started to run to get to her . Oh man i'm panting like a dog , i really need to get together my shit .
"Finally , need to ask you something " i said as i sat to the kitchen island . She was placing all the groceries in their own place . Don't ask me because i don't know anything ! .
"Hmm what ? " she said moving to the fridge not paying attention to me .
"I need you'r help " i said deadly serious . She froze and turned around to face me .
"Oh man i knew this was coming " she placed the ice-cream in the table . Her hand rested on the lap as the other on was on the table . Thank you Angie for finally agreeing .
"Listen i know that you are having all that teenage stuff . I mean you'r hormones are all ove-"
"ANGIE STOP NO NO NO EWW I WASN'T GONNA ASK FOR THAT !? " i said covering my ears with my hands . I still could hear her laughter filling the room . Even that was disgusting i still laughed at this moment . I smiled and removed my hands luckily now she had all her shit together .
"I mean that i want you to train me " i said . She just shaked her head in disapproval and chuckled .
"Why ? "
"Why because i wanna be like you " i mentioned to her body . She looked down in ...shame .
"Angie what's wrong ?" i said jumping from the kitchen island to go near her .
"You don't need to be like me i have made so many mistakes " i placed my hand in her chin and i saw that she was crying .
"Oh Angie what's wrong " i hugged her tightly and she just cried more . This was so weird i never get to see Angie crying . I pulled away and sat her in the chair next to me .
"Tell me what's wrong " i demanded but in a calm voice .
"I-i can't tell you or else you would hate me "
"Ang i could never hate you , not after what you have done for me " i reassured her as i sat to the chair next to her .
"Just tell me i would never tell it to anyone else "
She took a deep breath .
"I't started like 5 years ago . My dad died in a plane crash so i was left with my mom . That was only until she married with another man . I was the first one who approved their wedding because he was sweet and he liked to make my mom happy . When she was happy i was happy. But my mom died a year later when i was 16 . My custody passed to him and he had the rights for me until i was 18 . He...changed and he....destroyed me ."
Notes
So hey Blue-Panda here . I need to inform you that i have written this chapter 2 times because the first time it got deleted !!! Aaa i was sad :( but as you see i updated today . Call it a Merry Christmas from me :)) So if you got confused let me explain . At the beginning Niall told Angie he saw Harry and Sabrina kissing . At the shop Angie meets Luke who is Harry's enemy . Sabrina is trying so hard to make her relationship with Harry look as real as ever but she is getting tired of it . Got it ? The next chapter will be written by Puppy-Lowe and it will have some Sabrina-Niall moments and Angie's past . Oh and btw go check out the trailer she made for her story called
" Obsession"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6e4sdpqiCY
Stay beautiful as ever // Panda's out ^_^ ( oh and sorry for any mistakes)
All of those questions are literally what I wanted to ask! I need answers! :'(
4/15/15