Liam’s p.o.v
The week has almost passed and Niall hasn’t woke up, it is weird not having Niall around and everyone has become distant from one another, no one is really talking to each other and management is going mad because we won’t let them see Niall and since we still haven’t done any concerts and we haven’t left the hotel room since that night.
I was sitting on the settee in the sitting room and everyone else was spread out throughout the hotel room and it seems awkward who would have thought by losing one person would wake us fall apart.
“hey Lou, Harry have you two fed since Niall has been you know dead.” I said.
“we fed once.” Louis said.
“has Rachel fed at all.” I asked and Louis shuck his head, you guys should really feed we don’t want you to get to breaking point.” I said.
“don’t worry we have been drinking from blood bags which I kind of stole from the hospital.” Louis said In a tone where he knows he shouldn’t have done it.
“you stole them from the hospital, Louis people need those.” I said.
“I know, but we need them too without blood we will die.” Louis said.
“fine just don’t take too many, has Rachel had any of them?” I asked.
“not that I know of, but I have offered her some and she refuses to drink, it’s as if she is trying to kill herself.” Louis said.
“Wait, we need to get her to drink what happens if she is actually trying to kill herself because of Niall.” I said.
“we will make her drink don’t worry.” Harry said and they grabbed some blood bags and went into Rachel’s room.
“Zayn, do you really think Niall is dead.” I asked.
“I hate to think that he is, I wish he wasn’t but he hasn’t woke up so I think he is gone.” Zayn said.
“Zayn.” I said.
“hmm.” He said still continuing to watch the tv.
“when is the next full moon?” I asked.
“I don’t know and I don’t really want to think about it.” He said.
“shouldn’t you be prepared though.” I said.
“I guess but I don’t want to worry about myself come on Niall is dead and everything is falling apart everyone is distant from each other and just everything isn’t going right and the last thing I want is to top it off with this werewolf business.” Zayn said.
“don’t worry it won’t do anything it might actually take peoples mind off about everything that has happened.” I said.
“I doubt it.” He said.
Rachel’s p.o.v
I was sitting on my bed reading, I’ve gone through 10 books since Niall has died, it’s been taking my mind off of things, but once I finish them reality hits me, but I guess everyone dies eventually I just didn’t want Niall to go this early.
“hey Rach.” Louis said.
“what do you want.” I asked.
“when was the last time you fed?” Louis said.
“ the night Niall died.” I said.
“Rach that isn’t good you need to drink before that process happens.” Louis said.
“I don’t really care, I don’t actually have anything to live for.” I said.
“I don’t have anything to live for.” I whispered.
“that’s not true you do have something to live for, all of us we love you Rach we care for you please don’t say you have nothing to live for.” Harry said.
“but, I don’t.” I said I quickly through this on http://www.polyvore.com/galaxy_inspired/set?id=89066808
And ran out of the door.
“Rach wait.” They yelled, but I continued to run and I sped off into the town, I could feel my throat burn I walked to the nearest club and compelled the guy at the door to let me in it barely worked because of how weak I was but It was just enough I walked into the middle of the dance floor and started to dance with this guy, I looked him in the eyes.
“don’t make a sound.” I said and I drank from his neck and felt the warm, thick Scarlett liquid run down my throat, extinguishing the burning in my throat, but once I stopped without killing him so he was still alive and I moved on drinking about 10 more people before leaving the club.
I looked around at the town and saw that Louis and Harry were at the bottom of the street.
“you know you have nothing to live for Niall never loved you, you should kill youself.” I heard a voice say I looked around and saw no one was near me.
“you have nothing to live for no one loves you or cares for you.” The voice said again I heard the voice a few more times but after the last time I knew I wasn’t living for anything. I looked around and walked to the park, It was empty as it was about 12 o clock, I sat on the swings.
“I shouldn’t live, I should be dead, I was meant to be dead, I need to be dead.” I said. I walked to the nearest petrol station and filled up a petrol can up with petrol and went to the nearest convenience shop. I walked in the shop and bought some matched. I gradually made my way back to the park and took in my surroundings and poured the petrol all over me. I took in one deep breathe and lit the match.
“ NO RACHEL DON’T” I heard a familiar voice said, but I ignored It I was holding the match still.
“RACHEL STOP LOOK AT ME.” The familiar voice said.
“RACHEL PLEASE LOOK UP AWAY FROM THE MATCH.” The voice said again getting closer to me.
“I don’t have anything to live for, I shouldn’t be alive I should be dead and that’s what I’m going to do.” I said