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The Secret

Over Again

Now the boys know. I was relieved when they didn’t get mad at me, I was shocked when Harry had slapped me anyone would have if they were Harry, but what I was most shocked was when Liam held me in his arms and comforted me. He always treated me as his younger sister. After telling the boys I felt a huge amount of weight lifted off of my shoulders, I was happy, everyone was. I had to go tell Taylor and Chelsea! We got back to my house. Miranda brought in Thomas while I brought in Elizabeth. Thomas was asleep and Liz was tired so I tucked them in. Miranda went home already to let me rest since that was the biggest thing I had ever done in my whole life besides getting married to Harry Styles of course. I went into my room got changed and laid on my bed and dialed Taylor’s number. She did not know that I was going to tell about my secrets. She was in America visiting her parents for a month and then doing work there.

Hey Mel! What’s up! She answered cheerily.

Hey Tay! I have big news to tell you I said worried that she was going to get mad at me after I told her. She had always wanted the best for me and always took care of me and was there when I needed her the most.

Ok shoot she said and I heard her shuffling around in the back ground.

Um… I told them.

Told them what and who She said stopping I her tracks, I could tell because it was quiet now. She was getting worried and I knew it just by the tone of her voice.

I told the boys about the kids and why I left and everything. I said scared now of her. It wasn’t pretty when she got mad.

Hun why didn’t you tell me about this she said calming done.

I let out a sigh of relief when I heard her calm done. I don’t know I just did it, but I did it for the best right? Harry deserves to know who his kids are right? I can’t hide them from him. Also, I don’t want to fight anymore Tay.

She sighed and said I understand Mel and I respect your idea as long as you’re happy I’m happy. Melissa I got to go now, but I’ll to you later yeah?

Ok thanks for understanding Taylor. Bye! I said

Bye and she hung up. Well that was easier then I thought. I called Chels and it pretty much was the same thing. I was really exhauster and went to sleep.

Harry’s POV

I cant believe I’m a father. This is too much for me to take it. I was such a jack ass and told her I wanted to do abortion. I face palmed myself and cussed at me for being a jerk and a horrible husband. I should’ve trusted her and let her explain why she was hugging Eric. I still love her though. I want her back, but I don’t know if she still feels the same way. I needed to act soon…very soon. Whenever I look at her it always bring back our perfect and wonderful memories. I hated myself for slapping her today. I just couldn’t believe that I was a father you know? I needed to talk to someone and the right person would be Liam. I drove over to Liam’s flat and knocked on his door. He came out with red eyes.

Hey I said looking at the ground.

Hey come in and motioned me to walk in. I did and went to sit on the familiar white leather sofa. He came and sat in the chair opposite of me.

What did you want to talk about? He asked.

It’s about Melissa. I can’t stop thinking about the way I treated her like shit. I should have let her explain herself when I saw her hugging Eric. She wasn’t kissing him or anything, just hug. I hug people too. I’m so stupid. I even slapped her and cheated on her. I said crying. Liam came over and pulled me into a hug.

Harry, its fine. We all thought the same thing. We all messed up, but you shouldn’t have slapped her. He said pulling away from the hug that he gave me.

I know. I messed up bad and. I want to apologies, but I don’t have the guts too. I love her so much, I really want her back, but I’m afraid if she says no. I’m also afraid that I won’t be a good father or if we get back together I’ll end up hurting her again…

Look Harry, its clear you still love her and very much indeed. I suggest you go after man. The sooner the better before she gets taken and has a change of heart. She loves you still Harry.

How do you know? I asked him looking up from my lap waiting to hear what he had to say.

Dani tells me she has been crying and always talking about you and looking through you photos. She’s trying to move on and start fresh. You have to act soon. He said looking back at me too and very serious.

The thought of knowing Melissa has been crying because of me was too much to handle. I hurt her really bad. You know what Liam, I’m going over to her place right now I said standing up.

That’s good, good luck Hazz you’re going to need it. He said and walked me out. I got into my car and called Dani for Mel’s address. She gave it to me and warned me if I ever hurt her again she was going to kill me. I assured her that I wasn’t going to do that. I came to Mel’s place and walked up the steps to her house. I was very scared of what I was going to be facing soon.

I rang the door bell. She didn’t open yet so I was worried. Did Dani tell her I was coming so she won’t open the door? All of these thought were going through my head when Mel opened the door.

Melissa’s POV

Harry? I asked him confused. What in the world are you doing here and how do you know where I live?

Can I come in? He asked me not making eye contact with me. I stepped a side and opened the door wider letting he come in. He went and sat down on the sofa while I went into the kitchen to get him a glass of water. I came out and set the glass of water in front of him.

Thank you he said still not looking at me. I didn’t like it when people do that.

No problem. What is it Harry? I asked getting impatient.

I know I was a jerk. I didn’t allow you to explain and I cheated on you. I also wasn’t a very good person for saying and abortion. You must’ve thought I was a monster or something. I was an ass hole, but I love you still and very much. I would buy you the world if I could. I know you would say no, but could you forgive me? He asked. I was taken by surprised. I didn’t know that he had come over to do this. I was angry at him still though for everything he had done to me that hurt me.

Of course I said with a smile happy that he had man up and came over here to tell me this. I was happier that he still loved me. I thought he hated me because he was so cruel to me.

He looked up finally making eye contact with me and asked me something I wasn’t expecting. He took my hand in his and asked me Melissa, will you take me back? He asked with hope in his eyes.

I wasn’t expecting this. I really wasn’t. This was more than I could handle and I let a tear fall down from my cheek. He quickly wiped it with is thumb. I knew I was taking a risk, but if you don’t take any risk then you are missing out. I really don’t want to be hurt again, but he convinced me that he was not the man he was before. I didn’t want to lose him. Yes I said and let more tears fall out. My tears were full of joy ness. He pulled me into a hug that I had missed so much. I cried more and then finally stopped. I pulled away and we both had a big grin plastered on our face.

Thank you for taking me back Mel. I was worried that you wouldn’t because I was such a- I cuted him off by putting my lips on him to make him shut up. He was surprised and I knew it. I pulled away.

What was that for he asked?

You talk way too much I said and giggled slightly. He smiled at me. Harry, can we take things slow. I don’t want to go down the same rode that we took last time. I don’t want to get hurt.

Ok Mel. Whatever you want, but I can assure you I won’t hurt you anytime soon, not now, not next year, not any time. I smiled at him and pulled him up.

Where are we going he asked.

I took him to Liz’s room first. He walked in and looked at her and smiled. She has your nose and hair he said.

And she has your eyes and dimples I said back. Then we went to Thomas’s room.

He is so adorable Harry said looking down at Thomas who was in his crib.

I know, He has everything that belongs to you, your eyes, dimples, curls, mouth, and nose. I said. And he laughed quietly not waking up the baby.

Notes

In chapter 35 how Thomas just apperaered I am so sorry for just adding him. I thought it would be better. Lets just pretend he was jsut here ok? Sorry for the inconvience. Keep reading! I lvoe you guys! There will be more and you guys should be expecting a sequel! :) :) :)

Comments

Keep up with the good writing!
Love it if you'd read mine! ;)

swedishfan swedishfan
2/3/14
@Shayla
Hey, so glad you like it! I have a sequel to this story called Everything has changed. GO check it out! http://www.harrystylesfanfiction.com/Story/6442/Everything-Has-Changed/ :)
Swiftioner2000 Swiftioner2000
5/23/13
I really don't know what to say. Wow. This is THE BEST fanfic that i have EVER read in my life. Can't wait till chap. 42
Shayla Shayla
5/22/13
@NiallHoran
Thanks! LOL
Swiftioner2000 Swiftioner2000
5/11/13
AWWW SNAP. That house is amazing
NiallHoran NiallHoran
5/10/13