~Brynn~

Shit... How the fuck did Sam find out?! I was careful, i didn't talk to any of my dealers when they were around... I watched my temper when i'm not on drugs, how in the hell did she find out?! "What?" My only option is to act innocent, like you have no idea what shes talking about.

"Don't fucking act like you don't know what i'm talking about Brynn!" She snapped. "I told you not to lie to me, and tell me when, what, and where."

i have never see Sam this mad before, and I couldn't help but flinch at her choice in tone. Whenever she got pissed off, her temper seemed to egg me on and get me going "I don't have to tell you shit!" I snapped "Nothing is even going on, and even if it was, you wouldn't know about it!" I snapped at her, angry for her assumption. Well, it wasn't quite an assumption... But i figured she had just took a random guess at what has been wrong with me the past couple of days.

"Brynn... Don't make me kick your ass to get you to tell me!"

"Why do you even care?" now I was sobbing "None of you even cares. All everyone does is run around and worry about you!" My arm started to itch but I kept from itching... I didn't want the wounds on them to break open and bleed everywhere. Sam didn't know that I still cut, and I don't plan on letting her know.

"That's not fucking true and you know it!" She pointed a shaky finger at me.

i rolled my eyes "How the fuck would you know?! You have no idea what its like... Having something terribly wrong with you, and no one is there to help because no one fucking cares!"

I was done.

So done.

Without another word, i rushed upstairs to the bathroom and closed and locked the door. It was time to get comfort... And I couldn't help but reach out and grasp the razor sitting perfectly on the sink.
Your fucking stupid
Stupid
Stupid
Stupid!
Cut
Cut
Cut
My eyes started to get heavy as I looked down at my arm. Blood poured out of the wound and I gasped as I realized, i may have cut to deep. My body could no longer hold my weight so I crashed to the ground. Ignoring the pounding on the door.

So cold
So quite
So scary.

It was weird feeling the life drain from your body. The numb feeling was scary. My eyes drifted close, but not before I hear my name being called.

I couldn't tell who it was.
I was so cold
So cold
Cold...

Notes

Well... Little morbid but bleh. I'm at a friends house sooo i wasn't able to update long. But byyyeee. Please comment, rate, subscribe. We loves you all so much!!