~SAM~

ss Okay, so we won court. I had a perfect lawyer that did her best to make us win. And hell yeah we did. Oh gosh... finally we have our freedom. I love this so much. Almost as muvh as I love Zay- No Sam, don'tet the feeling get over you. Anyways we are back at the house. I really need a job though. I'm just really tired. I'll just go look for a job tomorrow. "Sam, I can'teve we actully won the court." Harry said to me. Brynn was just smiling and clapping her hands. She was so happy though.

"Yeah... we did it." I said a little dissapointed. I was at least trying to be happy. although, it didn't work out that well.

"What's wrong Sam?" Brynn said in a VERY serious tone.

"Oh, it's nothing. Just let it slip Brynn." I said. She signed to Harry that he'd walk ahead so she could talk with me.

"You really love him, don't you?" Brynn asked me. I was in shock. How did she know that? I mean, is it that obvious?

"Who?" I asked as innocent as possible.

"You know who. Zayn..." She spoke quitely.

"No, not at all." I said a little too quickly. Shit.

"You guys kissed though..." She grinned.

"Well, it was just to shut him up." I snapped back at her.

"Okay, cranky. Whatever you want." She said walking next to Harry. We came at the house and I almost walked in. But Liam told me not to go in. I mean, okay. So where do I sleep now? In a box?

"Why can't I go in?" I asked him. "Because uhm... well... they are busy. Doing stuff..." He said. I ready knew enough. Fine then...

"O-Okay th-then..." I sobbed. I went the other way around and walked down the street. I heard Liam calling my name but I just kept walking. I'm over this. I can't, I'm done. I hate my fucking life.

"Nobody wants you..." The voice said. What? "You're a worthless piece of shit. Yes you heard me!" It spoke again.

"Who are you?" I looked around, no one was there... what the crap? There are voices in my head.

"I'm your worst nightmare Sam. You can't escape from the bullshit I gave you. You are alive for no reason at all. Nobody loves you. Not even your own sister. She hates you..." It whispered. I fell onto the ground and screamed for help. I heard faint footsteps. I looked up and it was.................

Notes

So hi guys. Sorry it took me so damn long to update. I have alot of family and school problems. I'm depressed and I only want big jar of coffee. I know, pathetic right?? Damn, my life has been hell right now and I'm so sorry I let you guys down. I started cutting again and I was almlst 5 months clean... Sorry to dissapoint you guys. Anyways, I knkw it's a short chapter but yeah. Madi's still not here so I really miss her. But you guys needed an update so here ya'll go.

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I really love ou guys and uhm... Please vote, subscribe and comment. It'd be nice. Tell me what you think. A quick sorry again for the short chapter and for any spelling errors. Sorry, sorry, sorry... -Beau