*The next day*

~SAM~

So, it's the next day. I hated it here. Dad was now getting groceries. He told me if I was going to leave, he'd find me and kill mom, Brynn and all my loved ones. Anyway, I was cleaning up the house. I vacuumed, did the dishes, cleaned the bathroom, and all after that I took a shower. Now I'm watching Netflix. I chose to watch 'The Fault In Our Stars'. I popped some popcorn and put some salt on them. I was laying on the couch with a blanket and some pillows.

-After the movie-

Dad came home, he was damn horny because he came up to me and kissed me on my neck. He went down on the couch and pulled me on his lap. He forced me to kiss him. First I obeyed but than I bit him on his neck. He moaned and kissed me on my lips. He tasted like alcohol. He took me upstairs, in his bedroom.

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He ripped off my shirt, which was my favorite, he took off his shirt and his pants. I could see his buldge growing through his boxers. He took off my shorts and he began nibbeling on the piece of string called, a thong. He rubbed his fingers across my clit and he studied my face for a second. Maybe I looked frightend, maybe I looked pissed but his stupid evil grin made him even uglier than he already was. Without a warning he took off my thong. He took off his own boxers too and slid the condom on. "Baby, I want you to say what you feel. Okay?" He said hungrily. He placed his hands on my cheeks and kissed me passionate. I kissed him back before I was slapped. He began to 'tease me' by rubbing his dick against my clit. Than without any saying he began to thrust into me. He was going so fast. I cried, so hard. I cried in pain. Everything hurt. That was the time that I didn't want to be here anymore. "Moan my name baby." He demanded.

"D-daddy…" I whispered. It hurts so much. He began thrusting harder and faster. I totally didn't like it. He kissed my neck and went over to my cheeks. With one hand he cupped my covered breasts and with the other hand he slapped my butt. This was horrible. Torture. No woman needs to go through this. It was… rape. "Please, stop." I begged. But it didn't come out as hard as I planned. I whispered it. I was crying so hard.

"Just a little while…" he said. I knew he was almost there. He was going to cum. I didn't know what to do. "I'm a-almost th-there." He stuttered and looked me in the eyes.

"Dad!" I yelled, withing he would stop. But he didn't. Right on that moment, he came.

"You were such a good girl, Sam. Such a good girl." He said smirking evilly. He took off his condom and he threw it in the bin. I ran downstairs, putting on my clothes along the way and ran to the bathroom.

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I was in the bathroom when I looked for my good old friend. I was a year clean now, but it was time. I reunited with my old friend, Razorblade. This was the time. The right time. "Hi little buddy," I began talking to myself. I was totally crazy. I looked in the mirror. My hair was ruined, my make-up was running down my fave and I looked like I was pushed out of a car. "It's the perfect time." I said and carved the words ugly, fat and mistake in my arm. Praying this would all be over, but no. I needed to get away. I needed to go to my 'friends.'

"I'm going out. Bye!" I yelled. I didn't wait for an answer and just ran out the door. I was running to Zayn's. Finally I was there, with blood covered arms and hands. I accidentally smeared it on my face while taking the make-up off. After like 2 minutes Zayn answered the door. He looked shocked by my looks. I just cried and he gave me hug. I hugged him back quickly but then pushed him back.

"W-what h-h-happend?" He asked, he was stuttering so bad. I fell onto the floor and I just cried. He took my wrists to pull me inside but I screamed in pain. He looked at my writst and gasped. "S-Sam, why would y-you d-d-do this-s?" He cried a little.

"I don't know okay?! I really want the best for you guys. And that is to keep him away. He took it Zayn, he took my virginity. He just took it.…" I cried so hard. "Where's the rest?" I asked, standing on my feet.

"Getting groceries. They should be home soon. You should come inside, it's freezing out here. Come on." He said. Right on that moment I got a panic-attack. I screamed and fell onto the couch. I pulled at my hair and I wish the voices wod go away.

"Die, they say. Die! Burn in hell. Slut, whore, useless, worthless, ugly, fat, mistake, go away, kill yourself." I screamed. Zayn came to me and held me close. I tried to get out of his grip but it didn't work. He took me upstairs and the moment I saw a bed, I freaked out. "A-are you going to d-do the s-s-same?" I asked, freaking out.

"No, you should get some rest." He said. I needed to clean my wounds though. It doesn't hurt anymore but I needed to clean it. I walked over to the bathroom but almost fell. Zayn catched me and I hugged him.

"I'm so sorry, Zayn. So sorry…" I cried.

"For what?" He asked. "For ruining your life, your shirt, getting all of you guys in trouble, your shirt is all covered in blood. I should clean it and-" he cut me off by pressing his finger on my lips. I looked at him confused.

"Come on, love. We'll get you cleaned up. Then go to sleep okay?" I just nodded. "Okay, this might sting a little, Sam. But just squeeze in my hand when it hurts, yeah?" He asked.

"Okay, I'm ready." I took his hand and he put rubbing alcohol on my wounds, I thigtly squeezed his hand and he closed his eyes in pain. After he was done, he said I broke his hand, which was a joke, obviously. He took me to his bed and I fell asleep instantly. I could only hear faint footsteps going away. That's when I fell asleep…

Notes

So guys, my chapter. What do you think. It took me quite a while to write. I got some ideas and just did something. I hope you like it. Madi is next. Get it girl! Bye lovelies xx