Triggered

Oh god... This isn't happening... This isn't happening. Not here. Not fucking now. Not with Harry here. All i wanted to do was just run. Go and find Harry. Make up some stupid excuse of why I came and found him. I don't do well in crowds would work... But it was already to late. Greg slowly removed his sun glasses and his blue eyes swept over me, making my skin itch. I forgot how fucking cute he is! Now I remember why I was desperately in love with him. Why i gave him everything. Everything I fucking had. He was part of my reason to move, and now him, and fucking Robert followed me back. I'm in the same place i was back in Cali, just without my mom. "Laney?" Greg's voice cut through my thoughts and I flinched. My eyes shooting up to meet his. "Is that... Really you?" He tried to take a step toward me but out of instinct I took two steps back, keeping my distance.

"No." My voice shook. I couldn't help it, my mind was in shock and nothing made sense at the moment. Harry would be back soon, then what? He knew what Greg did to me, and he told me what he wanted to do to him. I didn't want conflict, I just wanted peace. "I-I mean yeah."

"Oh, my god. I can't believe it!" A smile lit up his face and he rushed to go and hug me. Atthe sudden jesture my legs buckled trying to side step his out stretched arms. My back was pressed against a light pole and my hands gripped tightly onto my bag. "Your not still... Upset about, Tania are you?"

All the worry I was feeling suddenly transformed into sudden anger "What?!" I snapped "No. I'm not angry that your fucking plowed into my best friend. Not one teeny tiny little FUCKING bit." Did the fuck tard seriously just ask that question? Did those words seriously come out of his fucking mouth?!

"Laney... I'm sorry. I've already told you how sorry I am." He held his hands out.

"Oh. That makes it all better." I smiled sarcassticly and smacked at his hands "Get your fithy hands away from me before I stick them in a blender." My words cane out as a growl.

"I understand your upset."

"Upset? Nooo, I'm not upset. Whatever gave you that idea?"

"I love you." His eyes tried to hold mine steadily.

I grit my teeth "Don't you ever say those words to me ever again. I don't want to here anymore lies."

He looked like he was on the verge of tears "i've told many lies. I'll own up to them... But your the only honest thing in my life."

"I'm not in your fucking life Greg!" Where the fuck is Harry? "I moved to get away! Why couldn't you just let me get away!" Now i was on the verge of tears.

"Because I don't want you to be away. I want you to be with me! Forever like I promised." His promise came back into my mind.

-Flashback-

I smiled at the T.V, laughing at how sappy this love story was. I didn't understand why Greg loved them so much, their all pretty much the same thing. But he seemed to enjoy them, and I'd be lying if I said they haven't grown on me a little bit. "DeLaney?" My eyes looked up to meet his beautiful blue gaze. He only calls me by my real name when he's pretty serious about something. "I love you."

His words made my smile grow "I love you to Greg." I leaned in to peck his lips.

He shook his head "No, I mean I really love you. I have never felt like this with anyone before. I have this feeling that we will be together forever."

That thought kind of scared me. I mean, I'm only 18... I don't want to think of that thought right now. Sure I love him, but to be together forever? "Where is all this coming from?"

"I don't know. I've just been thinking." He shrugged and kissed my temple.

"All those love stories finally getting to you?" I joked and tightened my grip around his middle.

"No. I just really love you. And I promise to always love you."

-End of Flashback-

Two weeks later he was caught with his dick inside Tania. "You should have thought of that while you were fooling around with someone else."

"I wasn't thinking!"

"I have a boyfriend now Greg! I've moved on so leave me alone! I wont, no I can't... Ever forgive you! You took something from me that I can't ever get back! It wasn't yours to take." My virginaty. It was meant to be for someone who loved me. Like Harry. Harry loved me. He has always loved me.

"I loved you. I still love you." He begged.

I shook my head and started to back away, seeing Harry black car at the front gates "Do me a favor Greg... Fuck off. I don't love you anymore. You shattered my heart, and someones trying to fix it. Please, just let them." Then with that, i turned away and jogged over to Harry's car.

I love Harry.
I love Harry.

He's finally helping me get fixed.

Notes

Hola readers! Another update. I'm gonna try and update this one more frequently... I kinda now have a sense on where i'd like it to go. It just has to kinda pan out that way I guess.

please read my pther stories :DDD It would mean a lot to me. Love you all. Buh bye!!

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