Triggered

~LANEY~

Did I seriously just complain about my life problems to some random stranger? Seriously? I have issues! I mean, she did come up to me... but that didn't mean I needed to spill my whole life story! God, she must think I'm a wreck. She's just gonna go home and laugh at me, telling her family about the "pathetic sack of shit" she met at the coffee shop today. I was a sack of shit, but it still hurt knowing people still though of me that way. My coffee was the only way I wasn't going to have a mental break down and die. I hadn't talked to anyone for three days, locked myself in my house, and stayed quite. Not a trace of my existence. Just the way I wanted it. I must look terrible if someone walked up to me to check if I was okay. Granted I hadn't eaten or slept in three whole days, and not once trace of makeup or any other helper of the kind was on my face or body. The only thing I did was try not to drown myself in my bathtub. I was terrified of drowning, that's the main reason why I didn't do it. My mom was gone and realization hit in about two days ago. That's not the thing that frightened me though, I was sad and depressed that she was gone, but I was also scared for my safety. The whole reason that Robert left me alone was because of her. Now what's going to happen? He's gonna get bored and lonely and he is gonna come after me. He had a habit of taking his pain out on others, blaming them for what he did to himself. My mom's death wasn't his fault, but he still needed someone to blame, and who is better to blame then the idiot daughter who ran from her problems? He hated me with a burning passion, and honestly, I had no clue why. I never did a thing to him. He just randomly one day cut me, and said he was gonna do it over and over again until I finally got the hint that I was a burden to everyone. I got the hint, I knew I was, and yet he still tortured me. His words haunt me every time I closed me eyes, and Greg, god damn Greg, was the only person to help me through that pain. The only fucking person and now he was fucking gone, along with my slutty best friend. Suddenly, something vibrated in my pocket making me flinch at the sudden sensation. Slowly I pulled it out and groaned at who it was.

Harry. Well, he was named Curly in my phone.

I hadn't talked to him since our date. He drove me home, and offered to stay the night. As much as the idea insisted me, I declined. I didn't want to be a bother and I knew I was. So I closed the door in his face, and refused to talk to him. He had left me messages, came to my house, and left tons of phone calls. I don't understand why he keeps trying... I mean he doesn't really care about me. I'm just a stupid project to see if he can lift up anyone's spirits. I was a lost cause, and he didn't seem to get that.

Hey... it's been three days and I have tried to give you space, but now your starting to worry me.

I let out a chuckle, a chuckle without any humor. Worried my ass. But I decided to text him back, tell him I'm okay. Maybe then he would leave me be and he would finally be free from my annoying self I'm fine Curly... thanks for worrying. You don't have to keep checking up on me, I'll be alright.

Almost the second I pushed the send button, my phone vibrated again Love, when you call me Curly, your either joking or your pissed. Your hurt, and I want to help you through this.

I could just imagine him cracking that million dollar smirk, and I wanted to burst out into tears and tell him how desperately I wanted his company, but I didn't give in I don't need help. I'm fine.

Will you stop fucking saying that?! God dammit Laney, your not fucking fine, I know your not! So will you swallow your fucking pride and let me come over!

This was a new change. He was having a sweet convo, then he randomly blew up. Holy shit.

I'm not home.

I know exactly where you are... gramms told me. Stay there and I'll come pick you up.

I frowned and looked blankly down at my phone, then I sighed Fine.

Notes

I know I'm the one writing this... but Laney sometimes pisses me off. Hahaha well, I got three votes :P Better than nothing. The more I update, maybe the more votes I get. Comment, vote, subscribe!!!! MUCH LOVE!!!

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