Crazy

My heart was pounding so hard in my chest like it was about to burst from my chest. What the hell had just happened? Harry had just kissed me and I was sitting on his lap, that’s what just happened. I guess you could still call it a kiss since our lips touched for a second or two before his phone began to go off. As we pull away, my heart was pounding so hard against my chest and I could feel my blood pumping through my veins. I had just cheated on Chris and kissed Harry.

“Yeah?” Harry’s deep tone calls into the speaker as he answers the call. Slowly, I move off his lap so I was sitting back on the couch.

“Why the hell are you calling me, Nick? I’m sorta busy with somethin’,” he says loudly into the phone and runs a hand through his curls in an irritated state. He mouths a “sorry” to me and I just roll my eyes and nod my head slowly.

“Why can’t you get a ride from Brae? He’s there, ain’t he?” I hear him respond to his friend on the phone. He rolls his eyes and lets out an angry sigh and continues to listen to whatever his friend was saying on the other line. I pick at my chipping nail polish as I sit there to keep myself from staring at him.

“Fine, I’ll come pick your drunk ass up, be there in ten,” Harry grumbles in the phone and hangs up, shoving the phone in his pocket.

“Sorry ‘bout that, love,” he tells me and stands up to his full stature, staring at me. As I glance up, I notice him staring at me, his emerald eyes glowing in the semi-dim light from the lamp in the corner of the room. “And I hope I wasn’t too forward with that kiss,” he finishes with a smirk.

Yeah, you weren’t forward at all. Just kissing a lass for the hell of it whom you hardly even know, who’s taken as well. I think to myself as I look over at Harry, my eyes locking with his.

“Have to go pick up my mate Nick, want to come along, babe? Won’t take long,” he asks, his eyes still locked firmly with mine as he reaches over to grab a pair of keys off the coffee table.

“I…I guess so but I should be getting back home soon, Chris will be wondering where I am,” I tell him and shift my eyes away from his. He smiles a bit and reaches out his hand to help me up. I grab hold of his hand and let him pull me up.

“Thanks,” I tell him and feel my cheeks heat up a bit.

“You’ll be fine, love, I’ll take you home to the bastard soon,” he says with a smirk. I roll my eyes and laugh a bit at his remark.

“Ready to go?” he asks looking at me.

I nod my head slowly in reply. He hastily makes his way to the door and turns to look at me as if I was slowing him down. I pick up my pace to keep up with him and let out a sigh. I decide to grab my coat from the rack and slip it on. Harry opens the door and motions for me to go so we could get going. As we step outside, I can’t help but shiver and pull my jacket tighter around my body. The temperature seemed like it dropped since I’ve gotten here.

“Come on, love, car’s this way,” he tells me with a smirk and turns to look at me, his green-blue eyes shining under the porch light.

“I’m comin’,” I tell him and stuff my hands in my pockets before I begin to trail behind him like a lost puppy.

We soon get to the big black car parked in front of the house. He sure had a big car, what looked like a Chevy Tahoe. He presses a button on the key, which makes a beep sound. He pulls the passenger door open for me so I could get in.

“Get in Sid, need to get going, he’s waitin’ on us,” he tells me sharply and runs a hand through his curls as if I was slowing him down. I comply and climb up into the vehicle, trying to warm myself up by rubbing my hands together. Once I sit down, he slams the door shut before hurrying over to the driver’s side and getting in. I fasten my safety belt securely while I wait for him to start up the car.

The car soon comes to life and he begins to drive. Harry presses a button on the touch screen panel and hot air filters through the vents throughout the car. “That too hot?” he questions glancing over at me, a smile on his lips.

“No, it’s perfect, thanks,” I tell him. He just smiles and turns another knob, trying to keep his eyes on the road in front of him. Loud music begins playing through the speakers throughout the car. It sounded like the beginning to a song by Coldplay but I couldn’t quite place what song it was. As he drives and focuses his eyes on the road, he begins to tap his fingers on the steering wheel along with the music.

“You like Coldplay?” I question with a smile as I glance over at him.

“Yeah, love them. Do you?” he asks looking back at me as he comes to a stop at a light when we make it to the main road.

“Of course, they’re great. I have all of their CD’s,” I tell him with a chuckle and feel my cheeks heat up. I didn’t know if it was the air coming from the vents or that I was in close proximity with him after we kissed less than ten minutes ago.

On the drive to wherever we were headed, Harry and I talk amongst ourselves. It was nice I have to admit, especially since he doesn’t force stuff out of me like Chris always has to. About five minutes later, we pull into the car lot of someplace wherever this friend of his was. I notice the place was packed with people, some bar with music blasting through the speakers loudly. Harry pulls up in front of the place and stops near the door, rolling the window down.

“Nick! C’mon mate, get your ass over here!” Harry calls out the window toward a boy who stood on the sidewalk with tousled brown hair, round glasses on his face and a bleach blond haired girl latched on his arm. The two of them slowly stumble to the car noticeably drunk off their asses.

“H-hey Harry! You don’t mind if K-Kels c-comes a-along t-too, d-do you?” the guy I presume is Nick says as they climb in the backseat once Harry unlocks it for them. The blonde girl, Kelsey, I think, giggles as they climb inside.

“Yeah, yeah, just don’t puke in ‘ere, just cleaned it a few days ago. Hurry it up, mate!” Harry tells his friend loudly staring at him through the rearview. I laugh softly at his remark to his friend.

“O-okay, o-okay, Haz I got it! N-no puking in your p-precious c-car,” he slurs his words, laughing a bit, the aroma of the alcohol floating through the air in the small closed space. I scrunch my nose up at the smell and cough a bit. The car soon moves forward in a hurry as Harry zooms from the lot.

“H-hey, y-you’re Sidney aren’t you? Harry’s told us some stuff ‘bout you, love. He’s sure right, you are quite somethin’,” I turn to stare at the brown haired boy sitting in the back seat as he looks at me, the blonde girl not fazed at all like she was already passed out. I nod my head slowly in response to his question.

“Shut the fuck up, Nick, you ‘ave a lass with ya, keep your thoughts to yourself and I’ll do the same with mine,” I feel my cheeks heat up a bit as he replies back a bit harsher than I expected him to. I turn back to the front as he opens his mouth to speak. Nick just lets out a sigh and doesn’t say a word in response. What the hell was going on? I’m blushing and I already have a boyfriend. A boyfriend who treats you like shit, that doesn’t deserve you at all… I think to myself.

I stare out the window as I begin to collect my thoughts. In a few minutes, I’ll have to face him and it made my stomach churn. It wasn’t going to end well, it usually never does, I mean it’s Chris I’m talking about here. I am soon pulled out of my thoughts when I hear Harry open his mouth. I jump at the loudness of his voice.

“Sorry for startling you, love, but we’re uh…we’re here at your place,” he is looking over at me with a small smile. I nod my head slowly as I glance outside to find we actually were here. Just great, I think to myself when I see his black car sitting in the driveway. I give him a small hint of a smile in return as I undo the seatbelt that was still fastened and open the door. I pull my jacket tighter around my small body and grab my purse putting the strap over my shoulder and stepping out.

“I’ll uh…I’ll walk you up, Sidney,” he tells me and undoes his safety belt in a quick movement before getting out and slamming the door shut.

“Okay,”

He cuts the engine and leaves the keys in the ignition. I get out of the car and make sure I had all of my things with me before I slam the door shut behind me. I make my way around to where Harry was but run into him. A laugh falls from both of our lips as we look at each other.

As Harry leads me up the steps to the door, I feel his hand on the small of my back. My cheeks heat up at his touch and I feel my heart beat quicken. Is this shit really happening right now as I’m walking up to the place I’m living with my current boyfriend? I was going to be dead, literally if Chris found out what happened between us earlier.

Just as I was about to slip my keys in the door to unlock it, the door swings open. Fuck, you’ve got to be kidding me… I think to myself as I stare at the person I was dreading to see…him.

“What the fuck is he doing here?” he asks in a serious tone, anger in his voice as he stared at Harry who was beside me.

His eyes were bloodshot and stared through both of us like daggers, he was pissed drunk just as I expected. I wanted to tell Harry to get going but I’m interrupted by his arms dragging me through the open doorway and pinning me against the nearest wall, his grip tightening even more. I was a bit surprised when Chris was trying to close the door but was caught by Harry’s shoe stopping it from closing.

Notes

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