YouTube Little Sisters

“Clair! Tyler is here.” Connor yelled up the stairs to me. I called Tyler over so we could talk about Tarah and what is actually going on with her.

“Send him up!” I replied. A couple minutes later Tyler walked into my room and sat in my desk chair while I sat on my bed.

“Ok. Let’s get to the point. Tarah likes, if not loves, Ashton. Everyone sees it. Even she does, but she will never act upon it unless you talk to her.” I said crossing my legs and tossing my phone up and down.

“Ok, but what makes you think she will listen to me?” He asked.

“You’re her big brother and you know her better than Abi and I combined.” I said as I continued to toss my phone.

“Ok. Well I’ll talk to her if you work things out with Abi.” He said. I groaned a little bit and he gave me a stern look. Tyler can be all shits and giggles, but when he is serious you can tell. It is actually kind of scary at points.

“Fine. I’ll talk to Abi, but I don’t know if she will talk to me.” I replied standing up. Tyler stood up also and walked over to give me a hug.

“A little birdie tells me that she will. Now I have to go be the love master.” Tyler said before he walked out my room. I followed him downstairs and to the door. I closed and locked it behind him. I turned around and Connor was standing there with a smirk.

“What is your plan here?” he asked me as I walked past him and into the living room.

“No plan per say. Just trying to get Tarah to see what we all see.” I said sitting down on the couch.

“Way to go sis! I have a date tonight so you are on your own.” he said sitting next to me. I turned to face him.

“Name, age, picture?!?!?!” I sort of squealed.

“Not telling or showing. Do you have a hot date?” he asked me.

“Nope. Probably just going to stay home and record a video. I haven’t done a cooking video in like forever.” I stated as I thought about videos I could do.

“Do like a girlfriend boyfriend cooking challenge.” He said wiggling his eyebrows at me.

“I would, but my boyfriend is busy right now.” I said just as my phone rang. I answered it without looking at the caller ID.

“I need to get away. I need someone to talk to.” Harry’s rushed voice came through my phone.

“Do you want me to go over to the hotel or do you want to come here?” I asked as I got a concerned look from Connor.

“I’ll come there. Will your brother be there?” he asked me as I heard a door slam.

“He has a date tonight. He may be here when you get here, but he won’t be here for long.” I said walking into the living room.

“Ok. See you in a few.” He said. He hung up before I could reply. I threw my phone on the couch and walked into the kitchen where Connor was getting a drink.

“What was that about?” He asked after he took a sip of the orange juice he got out. I shrugged and got two mugs out and our hot chocolate machine. I plugged the machine in and got the powder down from the top shelf, which proved to be harder than I thought.

“Nothing. Harry is just coming over in like the next five minutes.” I said with a shrug. I hopped up on the counter and sat with my feet dangling. Soon Harry was here and Connor let him in. I then got the milk out and put it in the machine along with the powder. As I pressed the start button Harry walked into the kitchen taking his sunglasses off at the same time. His face had tear stains and tears were slowly falling from his eyes. I stood up and walked over to him and pulled him into a tight hug. Even though he is obviously taller than be her buried his head into my shoulder. We stood there like that for what seemed like eternity, but was really only five minutes.

“What’s going on hun?” I asked pulling back and looking up at him.

“Zayn.” He said before bursting into tears again. I led him to my room, I set him on my bed and then walked back into the kitchen to get out hot chocolate. I poured it into the mugs and then put whipped cream on top. I carried them back to my room and found Harry laying on my bed with his shoes off. I closed the door with my foot and then set the mugs on my night stand. I crawled into bed next to Harry and he put his head on my lap.

“Ok, what about Zayn?” I asked him.

“He is leaving the band.” He said through his sobs. They aren’t silent sobs. They are sobs that wretch your whole body. I can’t believe Zayn is leaving the band! I know the cheating rumors lately have been really fucked up, but wow! I feel for the boys and I would be crying right now, but I know that won’t help at all.

“I’m sorry babe. You guys will always be brothers though.” I said pulling him up so he was facing me. I wiped the tears from under his eyes and then kissed his cheek. I reached for his mug and handed it to him. He thanked me and then cuddled into me as he drank it. We sat in silence until Connor walked into my room.

“I’m off. You kids have fun.” He said the last part as he slowly looked up from his phone.

“Okay bubbs. I want to hear all about it tomorrow. Love ya.” I said. Once we were alone Harry handed me his mug.

“Can we do something to get my mind off of the please baby?” He asked me.

“We can have a game night/ movie night.” I said.

“Game night.” He replied. I stood up and got our board games from the closet in the hallway and brought them back into my room. Harry had to use the rest room and while he did I sent a text to Abi. Seeing Zayn leave the band and the way that Harry reacted to that has taught me that nothing is forever and that I should enjoys it while I have that person in my life. I shouldn’t let anything petty get in the way.

Notes

Hey guys!!!! SUPER SORRY for the long wait for an update!! So the girls and I have talked to each other about our feelings on Zayn leaving the band and we probably feel like most of you. It put everything into prospective for me! All the petty Elounor (now just Louis and Eleanor) and Larry drama was seriously just stupid in my opinion. We are all here for those 5 boys and the fact that for one of the 5 his biggest dream became his biggest nightmare is pretty fucked up!! Everyone who has killed themselves or cute themselves over this are probably making him feel worst than he already does. I'm not saying that just because they did it for that reason that they should be ignored, because both of these are still pretty freaking serious!!! The people who are sending hate to Perrie are freaking crazy! Do you honestly think sending hate to the one person Zayn could possibly love more than life itself is going to make him want to join the band again? If you do I hate to break it to you, but it won't! We all love the boys and doing everything that is happening isn't really showing it. These are strictly my opinions and none are the girls'. I can't speak for them. I am sorry if I offended anyone or hurt someone's feelings, but this is how I feel! We all have to bond together as a fandom more than we ever have right now. For the sake of out sanity and the boys' sanity! I freaking love you guys! If you ever need to talk message me and I will give you my KIK! SORRY AGAIN IF I OFFENDED OR HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS WITH THIS NOTE!!!!! <3