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Tarah's pov


I had decided to go for a drive I needed the time to clear my mind, I was listening to some soft music, I wasn't in the mood to listen to some groovy music, or just some catchy songs right now, Depressing songs is what I want to hear. That was my mood at the moment, I haven't heard from my friends in a while. I wonder how they are doing. I wonder what everyone as going I felt lonely and bored lately since I was not doing any vlogs anymore, maybe I should do one more, Like a finale one, or something. But I know it is not best for my intention.

Amnesia had came on, my hand pressed forward to turn off the radio, I let out a long sigh. He who shall not been named ran through my head all day and honestly it wasn't fair, he got no pain for it. I wasn't even the one to do anything, this was all his idea he decided to hurt me and make me feel low inside. I wanted to cry, some part in me was still torn and it could not be fixed. I didn't cry though, I was not going to let some rock star get the best of me. No. It will not happen. I stopped at the river front parking my car and stepping out and looking down at the current moving slightly.

Some part of me wanted to be a fish, and swim freely, and not worry about the constant lies, and believes. But then a part of me just want to just take the risk, but I did not know what to do. I was lost, unsure on what to do, At this point I was no one, just a girl, who gets judges based on what happened, and people don't know the story and the story can not be told, it just have to be that way. It all has to end in a bad way. I never believed in happily ever afters.

My phone had buzzed and I looked down at it, and saw that Clair was calling me, What is she doing calling me at this time of night? I hesitated to answer my phone for a moment.

“Hello?” I whispered, I don't know why I was whispering, I was alone, and no one was near me. I guess all my energy and happiness had finally cleared and now I realized how bitter I was.

“Tar! Hey!” She said, excited. “I was wondering if you wanted to come over,” She spoke.

I don't think I should be going over there. I shouldn't be going anywhere right now, I should be here, thinking about how horrible I am.

I sighed. “I shouldn't. I can't.” I lie.

“I know you're lying, I will just come to your house.” She spoke smoothly.

I groaned. My house was dirty and I don't want to be around anyone right now, I don't deserve to be around anyone right now. But she was going to come and see me whether I like it or not.

“I will be there shortly.” I said and then hung up the phone.

I looked down at the river for a short moment before getting back into my car, I should think about getting one of those one person cars, just for myself, I don't have anyone with me ever. I drove off to Clair's and when I got there, all the lights were off.

I got out of my car and walked to her door. I knocked, it was effortless.

She opened the door, and I could see a slight blue shading behind her, she was watching a movie, and I seen a curly haired guy on the couch, great. The third wheel. I should have known.

“Come in.” She said cheerfully.

I walked in, but stood near the door, and then sighed.

“So.” I said, feeling like I was interrupting something.

“Have a seat, we are only watching a movie.” She spoke with a smile.

I'm guessing she forgave him.

I sat down on the couch away from Harry and rested my elbow on the arm rest and put my head in my hand, and watched what they seemed to be watching and that was TMNT. I didn't like this movie, and I don't know if Clair did either. Harry? I don't know, he seems to be the one that likes black and white movies. Older films. He has an old soul.

“I don't like this movie.” I confessed. “It's boring, and weird.”

They both looked at me, Why am I here again.

“I should go.” I said standing up.

“No, wait.” Clair said, and then grabbed my wrist.

I didn't say anything.

“I just miss hanging with you, I feel alone without being friends with Abi.” She said.

“Just forgive her, she's like your sister.” I said, without caring.

“Like evil step sister.” She corrected.

“Whatever, I am going home, I am tired anyway.” I mumbled.

“Fine! I will, just come follow me, I want to show you my recent song and I think you might like it.” She said with a smile. “I was thinking that you should play guitar for it, since you are good at that.” She smiled and pulled me out of the living room to her room.

“Okay.” I said, not knowing anything else to say.

Her room was dim. She pushed me inside of her room and then she ran out and locked the door behind her.

“What the hell, Clair, what are you doing?” I asked and banged on the door. “Let me out!”

“I can't” She spoke.

“Yes you can, just unlock the door!” I said, upset.

“I can't!” She said again. “I should go.”

Wow. She locks me in her room, that was so not Clair, so not her.

“Hey.” I heard a familiar voice, I turned around and seen Ashton stumbling out her closet. Great! Just great!

Notes

Hiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's been ages!!!!!
I've decided to update with a new chapter, and this was probably the longest chapter I HAVE EVER written for this story. :D I am proud of myself. LOL


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