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I walked out the hotel as with my hood up, My sight was blurry and I could not see anything because I was basically crying, my dad had gotten worse.

“Hey, wait.” Calum said running out the hotel. I turned back and looked at him. He looked at me with a symptomatic look on his face.

“Yeah?” I said softly looking up at him.

“I will give you a ride home, it is too dangerous for you to be walking out here all alone.” Calum said softly.

“If I can't see Ashton doesn't that mean that I can't see the rest of you.” I said looking at him.

“No, We can still see each other, she never mentioned us, She just said when the interviews came on just to make sure that we just refer to you as a fan.” Calum murmured as he walked me to the car lot and to his car.

“It is not fair.” I said almost yelling.

“I know, But that is modest for you.” Calum said softly as he made his way to opening my car door.

I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to say, I didn't want to complain to Calum about my issues because he was just going to be bored with me. I looked down and then sighed, I slid inside of the car and then crossed my arms over my chest.

Calum had began to drive me home, He knew that I was feeling so much hurt right now, he only knew that this hurt me, I felt so empty and he knew that I had a bad day.

He had soon arrived at my house, He had stopped the car and then I opened the door.

“Bye Calum.” I said softly, looking at him and he looked back at me.

“This isn't good bye, It is see you later.” He said with a soft smile.

I smiled back at him, He was a good friend. He was such a good friend to me. I got out the car and then closed the door behind me.

He honked a few times before driving off, I began to walk to the house, I hope Tyler was not up at this time of night, He wouldn't want me to be up either, I couldn't tell the girls what was going on because then they will be upset with it, I am just going to say that Ashton and I didn't work out.

I had got inside of my house, all the lights were off and everything was quiet, I looked around the house and then made my way towards my room. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and looked at it, to see if I have any notifications on here or anything. I didn't have anything but hate mail. I sighed and decided that I was just going to give up on everything, I was going to change and be a better person. I wasn't going to listen to peoples hate anymore.

I got onto my twitter account and then made a new tweet.

TinyTar: It is time for me to grow up, make changes and take the risk onto hopping onto new levels.

I had began to make a vlog, I got my laptop and opened it and then went onto my site and then pressed broadcast.

“Hi. You guys must have seen me everywhere on the computer today.” I said and then sighed. “Yes, I kissed him, Yes it was a honest mistake and honestly no one will leave me alone about it. I completely understand that, but I am just going to continue what I do best, and I am going to stop vlogging. Most of everyone who enjoys my videos, I am sorry, it is just time that I grew up some and take on new challenges.” I look down, disappointed in myself. “I hope you guys understand, Bye.” I said my voice cracked at the end and then I waved at the camera and then I took it off.

I sat in bed, for a moment and just thought about everything, There has been a lot going on in the past few days, so much drama and so much going on. I just wish it will all stop, and now it is time for me to let it all go and just enjoy life.

Notes

I have been the only one updating lately. I guess the other girls have been busy, but not me. xD I will be busy soon though, I have gotten accepted into a college. I don't really know what I am suppose to be doing though, I am going to have to start working again so I can drive to and from college.

BUT, I am glad that you guys like this story, I hope you guys are enjoying my updates. How have you guys been doing lately?

I hope that Ashton is going to be okay. (In real life.) He is in the hospital and when i heard the news I just wanted to cry, but i couldn't because I was in school and I don't like crying in front of people.


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