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Tarah's pov
I was in my room, sobbing, the hurting in my chest would not go away because I knew that what me and Ashton had was over, and there was nothing I could do about it. I didn't want to talk to anyone right now, I didn't know how this was going to end and now I feel empty and worthless. I sat on my bed and curled in a ball hugging my pillow just thinking about the things that Ashton and I could have gone together, I could have went to meet his parents, and then have good laughs, but no. I was sad. I just wanted to quit on this festival that I have made. I don't want to do anything anymore. My joy is gone and my heart is gone. Now it is just me and my soul. I am lonely and I wish that he would say that all of that was auto correct but it wasn't. A few more sobs had escaped my lips before falling asleep.

I was a big fan of all of the boys and dating one had made me feel more and more confident about myself, but now, I just feel so weak and helpless, There was nothing I could do about the situation I was in, I wish I could move to Australia but it is not going to be that easy, I can't just leave Tyler and my friends behind.

I decided to get myself together, the moment lasted, I dragged myself out of bed and made my way towards my door. I was going to eat the pain away. That was all I could do about everything, I wonder if Tyler left some ice cream in the freezer for me to have. Maybe some chick flicks or something.
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I was on the couch eating vanilla ice cream watching The Notebook. I cried when the movie ended, this could have been me and Ashton but, you know. The distance...
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-The Day Of The Festival-


A lot of people decided to show up, but I wasn't really up for it. I was happy that everyone came but I wasn't happy just because I was let down, I thought Ashton and I could work through long distance.

“We are going to do amazing, we worked on a new song and we hope that you really do like it.” James said softly looking at me with excitement in his eyes. I nodded.

“I hope you guys have out there.” I said forcing a smile on my face and then walked away and then started to check things off. I looked around and everyone was so happy. People had brought there interments and there was stuff cocking around everywhere. I decided to make a tweet. I sign into twitter and then the first thing I saw was a status from Ashton.
Ashton Irwin: 'She is what makes my world go round...'

I felt the need to cry, he had already found someone new? Someone much better? Wow. I give up. I was just going to try and enjoy my day. I walked around with a bet of more confidence.
Once it was my time to go up, I made my way up to the stage to introduce today.

“Hello, I am Tarah Oakley and I am hoping everyone is having a great time. I have put my hard into this, Music is really something I love and I am putting this fundraiser towards the band and I want to see how much you guys love music as much as I do.” I said with a smile on my face.
“If you guys have any questions I will be willing to answer them, I will be walking around here.” I said in a small voice. “Enjoy your time.”

Everyone cheered and then I had someone come up and then take over the mic to have the people performing come up.

I walked around and looked at how much of the interesting things are going on. I sent out a tweet.

TinyTar : 'The festival is looking good. So proud of how it turned out.'

I sighed and continued to walk around until I seen a mass of shaggy hair. Wearing glasses and a black tank top. I stopped were I was. Why was he here? Why was he at something I worked really hard on and he was just probably over here to see me look humiliated. He looked around and then his eyes met mine. I quickly turned away and then I began to walk away.

I heard some feet running behind me and getting closer and closer and then I groaned when I seen him come beside me. I rolled my eyes. Girls were noticing who he was and then pointed him out to their friends. They were just standing there screaming there heads off.
“Tarah, can we talk?” He said grabbing my arm.

I tugged away from him.

“There is nothing to talk about.” I said looking down.

“Can we go somewhere, I can't hear you.” He said slightly yelling over the crowd of people.
His hand slipped in mine and then lead me somewhere, I never agreed that I wanted to go anywhere. I didn't want to see him right now. He had hurt me. He knew he did and plus he had moved on.

He had pulled me into a tent that someone had set up and then he looked at me.
“Tarah, Listen.” He said in a soft whisper. “I'm sorry, You have to understand.”

“Sorry, but I don't.” I said crossing my arms and the hurt showing up on my face.

“Just the distance.” He said, looking down.

“okay, you done?” I asked looking down.

“No, I was hoping for a last kiss before I go.” he said grabbing my hand.

I didn't say anything for a moment. I sighed and then nodding, somethings better than nothing right. He leaned down to kiss me and I got onto my toes, and once he pressed his lips to mine, the tent open revealing paps.

Notes

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