Abi's P.O.V

I can't believe she just said that to me. I mean what right does she have to go off on one at me. I have been texting Niall, actually, because we are planning a surprise party for Nikki. Yes, I have also be texting Luke but only because they are leaving next week. I look back at my phone and have a new text.

From: Unknown
You look so hot in those shorts your wearing today.

Fuck. How can he see me. Sean has kept texting me since we landed. I haven't told anyone about it because it's my problem, he's my problem. Clair thinks that she has it hard, I know she has had depression but a least she has told people, she has them that she can rely on. I can't tell anyone that my angry and violent ex boyfriend is stalking me.

To: Lukey Pooky Poo Bear <3
Clair has just flipped out at me for the whole Harry thing. I can't stay here with her. I need space, can I come to the stadium and watch you rehearse? <3<3

I send that and try to push back my tears that were threatening to fall. Everyone thinks that they can read me like an open book. Little do they know that the smile I show them everyday is the one that I practice every night. Even my own brother and sister don't know.

Soon on we pull up to the hotel and I am the first out. I rip my case out of Joe's grasp and walk into the lobby.

*SAY SOMETHING I'M GIVING UP ON YOU. I'LL BE THE ONE, IF YOU WANT ME TO.* I grab my phone out of my bag and hold it to my ear.

"Hey baby, you okay?" I hear Luke's soothing voice on the end of my phone.
"Not really. I'm just angry and upset and pissed and I don't know." I sigh. I'm really trying hard bit to break down under stress right now.
"Is that Abi!" I hear a British voice tell I the background.
"Harry, I'm trying to talk to my girlfri-" Luke is cut off by someone taking the phone out of his hand.
"Abi! What happened!?" I hear Harry shout.
"Ugh it's all your fault! She's pissed off at me now." I yell. Everyone turns to me. I see that Conor has just gotten the keys. I walk up to him and he hands me one without question. I stalk off towards the elevator.
"I'm sorry Abi. I just need to show her I'm sorry." I hear the upset in Harry's voice. Ugh, now I feel guilty.
"Your a freaking pain. Just so you know that." I sob/giggle. I hear a shout and then Luke's voice again.
"Dont cry." I don't what it is, but Luke can always tell when I'm upset.
"Can I come?" I ask in a small voice. I'm now placing my suitcase on my bed.
"Yeah. The guys wanna see you as well." I can sense the smirk in his voice.
"Thank you. I'll be over in a bit." I hang up and grab my bag.
"Were are you going?" Zoe calls when I walk into the lounge bit.
"To the stadium to see Luke." I sigh. "I'm not wanted here."
"Clair is just upset. You know what she's like, she has a lot going on right now." Zoe hugs me. Sometime I feel like Clair is always the centre of attention. I'm not being bitchy, she is my best friend. But sometimes that just how I feel. Since Harry popped up on the scene, it's always about him and Clair.

Suddenly my phone starts to go off in my pocket. Again.
"Hello?" I ask. I wave to Zoe and walk out into the corridor.
"Abi! It's me, your bestest friend in the entire world ever!" I smile to myself.
"Awwww Lucy!!" I scream. Lucy had moved to America just before I started my YouTube channel. We have been best friends since we were both 3. I haven't seen her in 2 years but we Skype frequently.
"How are you bub?" She asks. I click the call button for the elevator.
"Good good. What about you?" I start playing with my nails.
"Yeah I was fine until I found out that you are dating THE LUKE HEMMINGS!" She yells. I hold the phone away from my ear and start laughing.
"Yeah, that happened." I laugh.
"How long!? How did it happen!? Abi! We have to meet up!"
"OMG yes okay." I have missed her so much and I know that Zoe and Joe would love to see her again.
"Okay, Abi I have to go. My teacher is being a bitch. Skype me later." I say goodbye and hang up. I walk over to the desk and the elderly woman behind it looks up at me with warm eyes.
"Hello dear. What can I help you with?" Se asks.
"Can I have a cab please." I tell the woman and she immediately call one up.

I pay the cab driver and get out. The amount of fans are crazy. I then spot Paul waiting at the entrance. I start to push my way through the crowds, getting pushed and pulled in every direction. With all of the emotions inside of me right now, I'm trying very hard to control my anger. Paul finally spots me and sends a security guard to help me.
"Abi. Luke told me you would be coming. I didn't expect to see you again so soon." Paul hugs me.
"Yeah. I just needed to get out of there." I laugh awkwardly.
"ABIII!" I hear Niall yell into the microphone from the stage.
"Hi!" I smile as run up to the stage and get pulled into the arms of Niall.
"Hey Ni! I want my hug first!" I turn around and bang my head in Luke's chest.
"Lukeee!" I giggle. He wraps his arms around my waist and I do the same at my arms around his torso.
"This is the famous Abi?" I turn around when I hear a female voice.
"Yeah. El and Lottie. Meet Abi. Abi, you know Louis's sister Lottie and girlfriend Eleanor?" I smile and walk over to the girls.
"Hi Abi! OMG I haven't seen you since the last show. How are you?" Lottie pulls me in for a hug.
"I'm really good Lot's what about you? How are your siblings?" I ask her. I am in love with Ernest and Doris. They are the cutest.
"Yeah they're good. They are all back at the hotel, they are coming tonight. Are you coming to the concert tonight?" She wonders.
"I think so. I have a youtuber meeting tomorrow morning so I can't stay for long." I don't want to go at the moment. I just want me and Clair to be okay again. But I have a feeling she won't listen to me.
"Well we were just going to go out for a bit. The guys have an interview to do tonight before the show. You wanna come?" El informs me.
"Yes! I really need some girl time without the drama." I laugh.
"I thought you came to see me." I look at Luke who is trying to act upset. I walk up to him and give him a massive hug. I moves my chin with his fingers and connects or lips.

My First Kiss Ever

Our First Kiss As A Couple

The Thing That Could've Made It Better?

If I Was On Better Terms With My Best Friend.

I miss her.

Notes

Hi!! This chapter is a little bitchy but it doesn't last forever! I really do love her to pieces!! Just want to say that so people don't get the wrong idea.

Has anyone else made friends through the 1D or 5SOS fandom? I have and they are my best friends, I could trust them with anything! I love you girls!!! <3

JustABlonde <3