Paige POV

I pushed him away. I can't deal with a relationship. Not after what happened.

I will never fall inlove!

"Harry I just can't. I will never ever fall inlove with anyone"

"B-but please i really like you"

"I-im sorry"

I kinda like harry. He is nice, hot, and smart

But I can't

I run away to the table. but instead i ask Zayn to take harry's seat.

After what happened i dont want to see Harry.

"Zayn get up" Harry said

"No. Paige wants me to sit here. So I'm staying"

"If you dont want to get hurt. GET UP"

"He said no Harry" I said

Harry looked at me. Sad and angry. He left.

I can't do this.

I put my head down and start crying.

Why me? everything was great till he confessed he liked me.

"Paige are you alright?" Niall asked

I just shook my head.

"I-I want to go home"

I got up and started walking to the door. Well, more like running.

I heard footsteps behind me.

It was Niall.

"What happened? What did Harry do?"

"Nothing. Let's just go"

Everyone else appeared. then we left.

I just want to go in my room and cry my heart out.

I knew Eleanor was worried about me. When she saw me crying she had a worried look on her face.
When we arrived at the house i went into my room and slammed the door shut.

I went into my secret box were i had all my memories. I had this when I was homeless. This was the only thing my parents let me keep. They said "we dont want your shitty memories" and threw the box at me.

I opened the box and almost a started crying. It was my ex-boyfriend and me. I loved him so much. He was my first love. I thought i was going to marry him. Guess i was wrong.

Then there was a picture of my mom, dad, little sister, little bother, big sister, and big brother, and me. We were a big family. But we love each other. Well loved. i heard that my little sister and brother miss me. Not sure about my big brother and sister though.

My mom was the prettiest person ever. She had red hair and brown eyes. She was nice, and loving but cared to much of her reputation.

my dad had blonde hair and blue eyes. he was pretty much the same like my mom.

And they were both cubian.

Anyways, the next picture was my mom bringing me home from the hospital with the biggest smile on her face.

I could'nt help it. I cried and cried. My mom said i was the best daughter ever. Then she just threw me out to the streets.

The other picture was with my brothers and sisters and me.

Oh how much i loved them.

the other stuff in the box were some braclets that my little sister made me.

And a necklace that says best sisters. I had best my older sister had sister.

I couldnt take it any more. i closed the box and climbed into my bed.
I cried till i fell asleep


If only I did'nt make that one big mistake

Notes

:'( this part made me so sad

But anyways hope you guys like it!!

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