The Edward Sisters

Life sucks balls, more than Hitler sucks ass. I mean it’s nothing like I haven’t got the best life it’s just sometimes I feel so…closed off and I sometimes feel as if I’m just not me, if you get what I mean.

Let me elaborate for you.

When I say life sucks I mean as in I wish I was dead most of the time because one of these days I’m going to fall in love and I don’t want to because they’ll never get the fact that I can’t love. I can’t commit because I’m just to destructive and I hate life because of that because sooner or later I’m going to be the one leaving not the other way around because I know whoever I choose would fight for me but I don’t think I’d have in me to fight for him because I’m me.

To everyone around me I’m a ticking time bomb and one of these days I’m just going to explode and that’s why I try to distance myself from everyone because I’ll just explode.

“Damn life stinks!” I whisper to myself before looking back at myself in the mirror. My pale blonde hair was put up in a ponytail by stark green eyes where pale and I had bags and my face was clear of makeup.

“Paige?” My father yelled from the other side of the door. I sighed once again before grabbing my backpack from the top of the toilet seat and opening the door.

My dad looked at me in concern and moved to touch me but I flinched back. He didn’t know and if he touched me, he would know, and I don’t want give him that burden of him knowing what’s going on with me. I don’t want anyone to know.

A look of hurt flashed across his face and I felt guilty instead I pushed him back with my gloved covered hand and moved towards the kitchen.

I could almost hear him sob as he entered the rest room his face pale as if he’s seen a ghost and I’m sure he has because that ghost is me.

I grab and apple and leave a note on the night stand before leaving the house not bothering to say goodbye.

Walking across the street I looked from left to right and just as I was about to cross again a car began speeding towards me I froze and at the last minute jumped out of the way as the car went speeding into the nearby pole by the sidewalk!

I crawled away and carefully got up before watching as the driver stumbled out onto the ground.

A awhile light flashed and then everything went dark. My mind seeming to figure out one thing and one thing only.

The trigger has been set and it's only a matter of time before its shot.

Notes

So here's the final edited version of this chapter hope you like it and lets get that rating to an 10.0!

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