Stay Strong

*BEEP* *BEEP* *BEEP*

I loudly groaned in my sleep.

"JUST FUCKING SHUTUP WOULD YOU!" I yelled at my alarm clock.

"Oops!" I said to myself and covered my mouth. My mom doesn't like me cursing in front of her. I tried to turn my alarm clock off and I fell on the floor. I said I TRIED.

"God damn it." I said again. I covered my mouth again. Man I'm really bad at this whole not cursing thing. Everytime I curse in front of her, I owe her a dollar. I'm currently broke so I really got to keep my mouth shut.

I got in the shower and scrubbed my body and did the usual. After my shower I grabbed my clothes and got ready. I threw on a white muscle tee with a galaxy cross on it and wore some black ripped jeans from Hollister. I put on some galaxy shoes and wore some bracelets to cover the cuts on my wrist. I quickly tied my hair in a messy bun. I looked at my phone and saw it was 7:50.

"Shit!" I yelled. I smacked myself on the head for cursing again. I seriously cannot risk losing money. I didn't even do my makeup yet. I quickly put on some eyeliner, mascara, and lipgloss. I looked at myself in the mirror and was kinda happy with what I saw looking back at me. I grabbed my backpack and my phone and ran my ass down the stairs. I checked my phone.

"7:55, Phew!" I said to myself.

"Forgetting something?" My mom asked.

"Sorry!" I said as I grabbed my money for lunch. "Love you, bye!" I hugged my mom and left.

I seemed fairly happy today for some reason. I probably shouldn't get so excited. My mood ALWAYS gets ruined by the time school is over. I just gotta wait for that shit load of crap that's just gonna smack me in the face and ruin my day. I hopped in to my car and drove all the way to school. I reached at 8:10. We're supposed to be in class at 8:30. I stopped at my locker to get my books for my next class. I was stopped by Tess, my friend and the school reporter. She pretty much writes about all the gossip going around school and what not.

"Hey Emily! What's up?" Tess said cheery as always.

"The sky." I simply said.

"Classic" Tess said as she rolled her eyeballs at me. "Anyways, today I have a very special report that I think you might enjoy!" Tess squealed.

"Why?" I asked her.

"Oh you'll see.." She winked at me. "Okay, I need to go hand the rest of these out."

"Okay, bye!" I said and shut my locker.

I carried on walking and found a quit place to sit. I went on my phone scrolling through pictures on Facebook. I didn't really pay much attention to the newspaper Tess gave me. I never really do considering they're always all about the Pink Squad. I'll probably read it at lunch anyways.

*RING!*

The school bell rang indicating that it's time for class. I walked in to my French class. I walked in to see everyone staring at me. Wonder what that's about. Not a great way to start the day. Madame Lucy broke up with her boyfriend. This is bad. All she ever does is talk about her constant break ups. She keeps on yaking her mouth all day long. When are we gonna do some actual learning in here? Wow,that's something I thought I'd never hear myself say. I fell asleep during French. It was so boring.

*RING!*

Finally! French is over! That was the worst 50 minutes of my life!

----------- a few classes later -------------

I threw my stuff in my locker and headed for lunch. Everyone was still staring at me and I don't get why. I wasn't looking where I was going and bumped into Melissa.

"Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit" I muttered under my breath. I'm going to die now.

"Hey! Watch where your going loser. Ugh. I hate little peasants like you walking around like they own they place. Seriously, like get away from me you little pest. Shoo" She said and shooed me away with her hand as if I was some bug.

"HEY!" I heard someone yell. "Don't talk to her like that!" I heard the same voice yell. I turned around to see Harry there. Oh great, Harry. The last person I need is Harry right now. He's going to make a HUGE scene right now.

"Just go.." I said as I tried to get him to move.

"Oooo, Emily's little boyfriend has to come to help her." I heard Melissa snicker.

"Boyfriend?" I said.

"Yeah, boyfriend. It's all over the school. Loser" I heard Melissa say. She walked over to me and stepped on my foot with her heel.

"Ouch!" I said as quite as I possibly could.

"Let me help you there.." Harry said trying to comfort me.

"No! I'm not 2 years old that you need to fucking help me every single time! I already told you to never talk to me and to leave me alone!" I yelled at him.

"I'm sorry! I'm just trying help out!" He yelled back.

I opened my bag and took out the newspaper Tess gave me. I saw there was a picture of me and Harry. It when he was holding me close to him and I heard the flash go off. I thought it was nothing but boy was it something. Now the whole school thinks I'm dating Harry!

I took the paper and shoved it in his face. "See! if you didn't come crying to me yesterday this wouldn't have happened!" I yelled at him.

"If I didn't save you yesterday you would've been DEAD!" He yelled back.

"If I was dead I wouldn't have to deal with any of this bull. Thanks a lot Harry." I said to him and walked away. I left him standing there shocked but I could honestly care less.

I ran to the bathroom. I got in a stall and locked it. How could Tess betray me? She was probably the closest thing to a friend I had and now she's gone. I'm alone. I really am alone. I didn't like how that sounded or felt. Being alone wasn't fun. Its hard to think that you've reached rock bottom at this point when everyone is gone. I honestly really hate Harry right now but I feel like I shouldn't have locked him out of my world. Because that means I'm really all alone...

I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. I was not going to cry. Not here, not now. But I couldn't help it. I had no one to lend me a shoulder to cry on. No one to help me or support me. All I had was Harry. But now he's gone too. The tears slowly started to build up and I let it out. Soft quiet sobs so no one could hear me.

"Hahaha!" I heard a girl snicker while entering the bathroom. I knew that laugh from anywhere. it was Roxy and the Pink Squad.

"And then you stepped on her? Hahaha!" I heard Chloe say. They're talking about me. Shit. This can't be good.

"Wait, some bitch is crying." Melissa said.

"Who is in there?" I heard Roxy say. "I'm counting till 5. If you don't get out there in 5 seconds, I will tell Principal Davis. Five...Four...Three...Two...

Notes

Okay, So I did a pretty long chapter. Took me an hour and a half to write. Phew I'm tired. more drama in the next chapter ;) Tell me how you liked this chapter by commenting below! Tell me what you want to see next!

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