Harry's POV

I pace nervously around the house waiting. Hoping that Elliot will come. I thought things would go better at her house. I thought that after I talked to Joe a few weeks ago that things would be better, I thought that she would actually be excited to see me. She wouldn't even let me in.

She looked tired. I talked to Joe a few times since I talked to him a long time ago, he gave me heads up today that she was at home and not at the studio today so I went straight to her house instead of home. I had the cab park a little down the way so she wouldn't notice me but I honestly thought she would at least smile.

This is not going how I planned. I saw her key on the counter when I got home, I felt so defeated.

I didn't think that it would be a perfect reunion, I knew she wouldn't come running into my arms and things would be great but I walked away thinking we are beyond repair.

I hear a beep from the front entrance alerting me that someone used the gate code and is coming in. I hold my breath and see Elliot's familiar jeep pulling in.

Thank God.

I look around and my house is a mess, I didn't unpack, hell, more then half the clothes I packed were dirty. I was just so excited to be down with London and all the drama with Zoe, I just wanted to fix things.

I watched her from the window as she parked and walked out of her jeep. I could tell she was nervous, wiping her palms on her yoga pants. Every time she wears those it it kills me, and she knows it.

She's getting closer to being able to see me so I quickly rush away so she can't see me and wait. She knocks on the door and I take a deep breath before I quickly walk to welcome her in.

“So I'm here.” She seems so shy. I move to the side and gesture her in.

“Um, sorry I didn't really have time to unpack, I thought you wouldn't come.” Why am I so nervous? Oh yeah, because I lied to her like nobodies business and thought it was okay.

“Well, I figured we could get this over with.” She dropped her bag on the floor and practically fell on the couch, I decided to take a longer distance and sit across from her. I just want to sit next to her and be there.

“Look, Elliot, I'm sorry, I know now I shouldn't have lied.” I finally get up the courage to say this.

“Why did you Harry? If you would have just told me the truth we wouldn't be in this situation right now.” She tells me as if I didn't know.

“I wanted to tell you the truth, but I just couldn't, I didn't want to lose you.”

“So lying about breaking up with your girlfriend is a sure way to keep me around then?” Yep, still upset.

“I'm sorry.” I just want to show her inside of my brain to see how much I've missed her and wanted to be wit her to let her know how I've been upset about the things I've done.

“You can't just keep saying that. I just don't understand why you had to lie about that. I would have still remained friends with you if you had a girlfriend. I mean, I can take a lie here and there about little things, like what you had for breakfast or what color shirt you're wearing but being in a relationship with someone? That's just low.”

“I know, I don't know what I was thinking but once I started it I couldn't seem to tell you the truth, it was stupid.” Please, please understand.

“Is there anything else you want to admit?” She asks and I take a deep breath, I need to just get it all out there.

“Well, I know I told you the baby isn't mine, but after talking to Zoe more, there's a chance it might be.” God, this is embarrassing. I can't believe I have to tell Elliot all of this, I need to but I don't like this.

“Okay.” She averts her eyes, she can't even look at me.

“We're doing a DNA test once the baby is born to see if it's mine or Jared's, her friend who she cheated on me with.” Pray to God, I'm not ready to be a dad.

“You think it's yours?” She's nervous.

“I kind of hope not to be honest. She lied to me about taking the pill when she was supposed to.” I'm still pissed about this situation.

“Well if you didn't want one you should have worn a condom Harry. This isn't all her fault. It sucks being lied to doesn't it?” That stung. I'm not blaming it all on her, I know I should have worn one.

“It does, but this involves a child, and if it's mine then I'm going to be a dad, I'm not ready for that. It would have been nice to know she wasn't taking her medicine responsibly.” She nods after I speak.

“Yeah, it's nice when people tell the truth, isn't it?” She reminds me.

“I can't say I'm sorry enough, please Elliot, if you can't be in my life like I want you to can we please still be friends?” I just want things fixed! I just want to hug her, and kiss her, and lay with her on the couch, wake up with her in the morning.

“What do you mean in my life like you want me to be?” She looks up at me with wide eyes.

“Well, my big plan when I came back was to tell you that I wanted to be with you, as in boyfriend, girlfriend. But now that I see how much I hurt you I understand your reservations about being around me.” I need her.

She takes her time in answering me, really looking at me. It makes me nervous to wonder what she's thinking about.

“When did you get back?”

“Today, I got off the plane and came straight you see you. I made you something.” I remember what Gemma and I talked about and ran to my bag to get the surprise I had made for her. I just wanted to do something special for her.

I now sit across from her on the table and pass her the CD I recorded for her. It took me a while to learn the lyrics and melody but really listening to the song makes me sad, talking about a girl who he loves but knows she's going to leave no matter what. I just hope it's not like that for us.

“I know it's your favorite song so while I was away, I learned the words and recorded it for you.” She smiles, I got her to smile.

“So should we listen to it?” She stands up quickly and I don't think before I stop her.

“NO!” I didn't mean to shout. “Sorry, it's just embarrassing so you should just listen to it later.”

“But I want to listen to it now. Why don't you just sing to me?” She's pouting.

“It's weird, I can't just sing to you, it probably doesn't make sense, but I can sing in front of thousands of people but not to just one person.” It's odd to explain but to her but it's hard to just start singing for one person, it's easier when I'm around more people and someone's not looking at me and waiting for me to do something.

“Maybe one day?” She asks.

“Maybe.” I feel like I'm in high school again and this is the first time I've talked to a girl.

“Okay Harry. Here's the thing. I missed you. I don't care if you're having a baby, that was before you even met me so I can't say anything. All I care about is you telling me the truth now. I appreciate honesty, and not being lied to so please remember that.” Holy shit. This is happening. Wish is coming true.

“So, your giving me another chance?”

“I guess. But lying and I'm out, I'll forgive the lying this time but I won't forget it..” Before she even finishes her sentence I'm up on my feet pulling her up and in for a tight squeeze. I missed her.

“I missed you, I'll spend our whole lives making this up to you.” I'm just taking this in, I can't not breath her in and hold her tight. I just want this forever.

Notes

Okay, so basically last chapter in Harry's POV but I felt it was important to get his side across about how sorry he was for the whole lying. And yes...I think they lie is a big deal.

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