I was so heartbroken. I thought he loved me. I thought he was the love of me life. Like what the hell?? My life is fucked up..like always.

"NIVEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Louis yelled and finally got to me. "What the fuck do you want??" I said crying. "What ever Taylor siad was not true. We used to dat. You stopped talking to me when I got a girlfriend, Taylor was my Girl. I wanted you! Nivek, I wanted you. Me and You. Thats all I thout about!