Never Is A Promise

It was perfect, we were perfect, childhood sweethearts, he even named his cat after me then one day it all changed.

It all started with a doctors visit, then I got a test result I couldn't ignore, so I left. I left my home, my friends, and my boyfriend.

I broke his heart when I left and he followed my advice, it made him famous. While I thought about him every day, he fought everyday to forget me.

My name is Mickole Dearth and this is the story of how I broke Harry Styles heart.

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He closed his eyes turning away running a hand through his hair again before he took a shuddering breath and open his eyes, anger flashing through them. "Sorry?!" He rounded on me "Two and a half years, a letter, and a fake death later and all you can say is Sorry!?!?" He bellowed, mocking me, his eyes wide and tortured as he stared at me. “I deserve an explanation! A few of them!” he yelled his eyes wild looking for something from me, anything. "You've changed Kole." He shook his head looking at me, confusion and anger marring his handsome face.

“I didn’t want to hurt you. I’ve never wanted to hurt you Harry. You know you mean as much to me as I do to you.”

“Don’t.” He cut me off his eyes going steely trying to stop himself from breaking down. “I don’t want to hear it Mick, just stay away from me.” Harry said walking away.

Just as he got to the end of the hall I spoke again. "I was hoping you would have gotten over me. I didn't mean to reopen any old wounds.”

"I'd never get over you, you were mine, all mine" he trailed off whispering his head dropping. He looked up green eyes clashing with my blue and brown speckled ones "Congrats Kole, you've broken my heart again," He turned away as tear formed in his eyes, storming off again so I wouldn't see them fall.

"Let me know when you want me to fix it." I sighed shaking my head "Believe it or not Styles, but you’re still my entire world.” I said letting myself slide down the wall behind me letting. “I do love you.” my voice cracked, and I could no longer find the words to say anything.

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Was originally named 'Sorry' (hence the banner)

1. Prologue: Holding Out For A Hero - Ella Mae Bowen

2. Chapter 1 : GoodBye My Love - Vedera

3. Chapter 3 : Mary's Song (Oh My My My) - Taylor Swift

4. Chapter 3 : Why Can’t I – Liz Phair

5. Chapter 4 - We'll Be A Dream - We The Kings Feat. Demi Lovato

6. Chapter 5 : Fast Car - Ilya

7. Chapter 6 : You're The Reason - Victoria Justice

8. Chapter 7 : U + Me = - Dan Black

9. Chapter 8 : Not Over You - Gavin DeGraw

10. Chapter 9 : Brokenhearted - Karmin

11. Chapter 10 : Need You Now - Lady Antebellum

12. Chapter 11 : Stay Beautiful - Taylor Swift

13. Chapter 12 : She Will Be Loved – Maroon 5

14. Chapter 13 : Bad For Me - Megan & Liz

15. Chapter 14 : Misery (acoustic) - Julia Sheer feat. Eppic

16. Chapter 15 : Gravity - Sara Bareilles

    This has some really mature content including non-con so read with caution if you don't like it it's marked and skip over it.

17. Chapter 16 : Lightening – Alex Goot

18. Chapter 17 : Stitch By Stitch - Javier Colon

19. Chapter 18 : Run This Town - Lucy Hale

20. Chapter 19 : Love The Way You Lie - Skylar Grey

21. Chapter 20 : Haunted - Kelly Clarkson

22. Chapter 21 : Learning to Breathe - Nerina Pallot

23. Chapter 22 : Tenerife Sea - Ed Sheeran

24. Chapter 23 : God Damn You're Beautiful - Chester See

    This chapter is pretty much all mature so if you're uncomfortable with that wait til the next chapter but for those who want to read the bit of stuff that isn't smut i'll block it off for you

25. Chapter 24 : Slow Dancing In A Burning Room - John Mayer

    There is smut in this chapter, I'll block it off if you don't want to read it

26. Chapter 25 : How Do I Breathe - Mario Barrett

27. Chapter 26 : White Houses - Vanessa Carlton

28. Chapter 27 : Once Upon A Dream - Lana Del Ray

29. Chapter 28 : Secret - Maroon 5

30. Chapter 29 : Human - Christina Perri

31. Chapter 30 : Black Roses Red - Alana Grace