Attached at the hip.

*Savannah's POV*

Numb. That's how I feel. Numb.
I trusted him. I finally trusted him, I broke down my walls and let him in and then this. Why? Why did he do it? I had a million thoughts rushing through my head as I layed in the corner of my room. I was on the floor next to my shattered phone crying so hard i could barely breathe. I thought he was over her, I thought he cared about me, I thought I loved him... I just don't understand. I don't get it, if he felt lonely he could have called me, told me, I would've done something, found a way to miss some school and go see him...But instead he runs to that whore, I guess he saw her tweet about being in Cali and just decided that it would be a good idea? Maybe he was just horny and knew I wouldn't and couldn't give him that...I don't know...And at this point I just need a hug, and the one person that would make me feel better right now is the person who broke me.

When I wake up again it's about 2:00 in the afternoon. Crying really wears a person out, I'm still in the same spot on the floor and I don't plan on going anywhere. I look at my phone, 81 missed calls. 70 voice mails. 130 text messages. Wow Liam, doesn't he know when to leave me alone? Even though I want tpo be left alone, I also want him to just cuddle me and tell me everyhting will be okay. Why must this be so complicated? I missed two classes. Oh well. I don't care anymore. I don't care about anything anymore. My phone keeps vibrating and I can't take it anymore. I just turn off the phone but when I swipe the off bar some glass goes into my thumb. Great now I'm bleeding.

I manage to get up and clean in up. I then pee and then start a bath, maybe that will help. I make the bath as hot as I can possibly stand. I get in and just lay there, cry, get pruney, and cry some more. Finally the water is cold. But I feel limp. I don't want to get up, I can't. Finally I start shaking so I pull myself out of the tub and dry off. I put Liam's hoody back on and grab some leggings and crawl into my bed. I lay there for hours, I don't look at the clock and I don't bother to do anything. I just stare at the wall and cry.

*Six days later*

I still haven't done much. I think I've goten a few glasses of water, went pee a few times, showered twice, and thought a lot. But other than that I've laid in bed numb. I stopped crying a while ago. I ran out of tears. I don't know how long its been honestly, could be a few days, maybe a few hours, I don't know . Maybe I should check my phone, see if anyone cares to know where I am? I turn it on and have like 250 unread messages, most from Liam, a few from the other boys, and some from Kay, Josh, and Jenn. Apparently it's been six days, whoops, I've missed a lot of classes. Oh well I will figure it out later. I can't think about school right now.

And as if he knew I turned my phone on Harry calls. I don't know what on earth posses me to answer but I do. I put it on speaker but dont say anything "Savannah? Love are you there?" Harry asks and I hear Liam in the background "Did she answer?!" he calls out and I can tell he is running closer. Just hearing his voice makes me break down all over again. I thought I ran out of tears but I was wrong. "Tell ehr I'm sorry, tell her I love her" he calls out "Savannah? Hun I know you hear him... look I know you're upset and your hurt, but please just say something. I hate hearing you cry" Harry says and I try but I can't all I can do is cry. I keep hearing Liam in the background and I can't handle it, I tap the end button and hang up.

Of course he calls back again and again so I just turn my phone back off and try to sleep. But when that fails I do the one thing I know to do. I grab my Bible and start reading. Yes I know I sound like some annoying bible pusher, but honestly I don't mind. I'm not ashamed to be a christian and this is the one thing I know that will help me. After all one of my mottos is "When in doubt pull your Bible out." I read for what feels like hours, it must have been because I read the first the books of the new testament.... I can't miss anymore school, besides my school is basically church so it will probably help me.

After my eyes hurt to much to read anymore I put my bible away and I actually feel a little better, sure this still sucks and my situation sucks and I am ready to murder Liam...but it took out the sting. I finally decide that I should probably eat something....I go to my kitchen and look for stuff to eat, but doing that made me realize I really am not hungry. I should probably tell Josh, Kay, and Jenn that I'm not dead.... I turn my phone back on and yet again I have more messages, thank God I have unlimited texting... I tell them all I'm alive just going through issues with Liam and that I want to be alone for a while, of course that doesn't work but I can try. I also text some friends from my classes to ask for notes which they all give me and I spend the rest of the day/night/whatever time it is studying.

But then my phone goes off and I look up, it's another text from Liam...this one has a video attached to it...?

I click on the video and my heart drops as I realize what the video is....he wrote a song about me?

Notes

Click the link to figure out which song is about her! and make sure you listen to it even though I know you all know it by heart, because it literally applys perfectly to her situation! Let me know what you all think of this chapter and keep commenting!