Harrys pov
i felt like i had been shot. Alex had cancer. She didn't tell me. She is going to die soon. She didn't even tell me. I walked out of the restarunt and it started to rain. Louis was pissed. Words can't even explain how i felt just then. My time was limited. I decided to walk back to the restaraunt. When i got there louis was still pissed but alex and cassie wasnt there. "Where is alex and cassie" i asked niall. "Alex stormed off and cassie followed her" niall told me. "Im gonna go look for them you comming" i asked niall. He nodded and followed me.

Alex's pov
when i left the restaraunt i started walking. I didnt care where i was going or where i went anymore i just needed a break. Cassie followed me. "Alex i-" i cut her off. "I dont care anymore cassie i have about a month it doesn't matter anymore i should just kill myself"i told her. "Alex dont you dare say that we all love you and will miss you" "yea but im gonna die anywhere. Lou doesnt care if i die hes pissed at me and theres no point." I told her. I could see her ready to break down and cry. "What about harry alex" she asked me. Suddenly my legs couldnt hold me and the buckled out from under me i couldnt stop sobbing. "There is nothing i can do nothing"i mumbled as cassie held me in a hug. "I know hun i know" cassie kept repeating. "Let me just call the boys to let em know we are ok and where we are." Cassie told me and i nodded. "Ello" i heard cassie say "yea.....yea shes alright......yea........no.....alright bye" she said and hung up the phone. Instead of getting the boys to pick us up we decided to walk and talk to get our minds off stuff and for once it was really peacefull.