Good Girls are Bad Girls

Noelle POV

1 week Later
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I sit in bed staring at the picture frame with me and Calum. I want to break it in so many pieces, rip the picture up into little scraps until no more of it shows. I turn on This is Gospel, to clear my thoughts. I set the picture down.

I look up at the ceiling, watching the fan twirl in circles. I hear a knock on the door. "Come in." I saysay, turning down the music. "Hey." It says as I stood up straight at who it was. "What the hell are you doing here?!!"I ask as my eyes are at the brick of tears.

"I came to talk." Calum says. "We got nothing to talk about."I say. "Yes we do." He says coming to sit down on the bed."No I dont want to speak to you right now..."I say letting my voice trail.

"Please, just one talk ." He says. "Fine."I say tying up my hair into a pony tail filled with knots. "I'm sorry, okay." He says holding my hands into his very large ones

"I don't believe you."I say. "I know you don't . But I am Noelle. Can I just have one more chance." He asks. "What about your slut, huh? How do I not know that you're still with her? How do I not know that the first time I just wasn't your little whore at first?"I question harshly.

Tears threaten to spill out of my eyes. I hate still loving him. I hate that we were ever together, I hate that I still care. "Because you weren't my little whore , I just didn't know what was happening at that time everything was mixed, I didn't know what to do. But this is what I know." He says. "What the hell do you know?"I ask feeling like I should push him off the bed.

"I know I still care and fucking love you. I care so fucking much about you Noelle. I hate seeing you sad like this. I hate seeing you crying and I hate seeing you with a smile." He says squeezing my hands as tears fall . "Then why?" I ask. "Why did this all come into place? Why did that have to happen?" I ask.

"I don't fucking know. All I know is that I want to be with you." He says wiping the tears from my eyes. "But how could I trust you this time?" I whisper. "Please just give me one more chance just one more chance."he whispers back.

"I-l ." I stutter. I can't get the words out of my mouth. " Please?"he asks resting his forehead on mine. "Y-y-yes."I manage to say. Giving him a embracing hug sobbing into him.

"I love you Noelle Kacey Johnson." He says. "I Love You Calum Thomas Hood." I say as he kisses me.

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