THE DEATH OF ME

Harry’s POV

“Can you just chill mate? You’re giving me a headache pacing back and forth like this,” Louis snaps at me.
It has been only a half an hour since we got to the shack, but I am restless waiting for Ed to return from dropping Cassie off at home.
I can’t believe she was smoking and popping pills like that, in front of everyone. And she looked like shit! I mean she was still drop dead beautiful but she looked like she’s been dragged through hell and back.
Truth is watching Ed stand there with her, sharing a smoke and smiles pissed me fucking off.
“Harry, Cassie is probably safe at home by now, so why don’t you have a seat and finish your drink?” Eleanor offers.
“It’s taking him a fucking long time to get back,” I note angrily. I can’t believe I am jealous of my best friend.
“Ed’s probably snogging her in the back seat,” Louis jocks.
“Shut it Lou!” Zayn says before I have time to through my drink in his face.
“It was a jock lad- damn, this girl got you all mad mate,” Louis pouts.
“There he is,” Demi says from her stand by the bar, seeing Ed park the car outside.
I stride out to meet him, knowing it’s best to have this talk away from the others.
“What the fuck man?” I call, as he closes the car door after him.
“Sorry mate, I did what I had to,” He shrugs, standing in front of me.
“Explain, now,” I demand of him.
“Look Styles- she’s a mess right? You know it, I know it- hell everyone knows it. But she has a right to be, after all she went through,” Ed starts.
“Thing is, she won’t listen to anyone- not even to you- because she took the turn to drugs and smoking and all everyone around her is telling her is to stop with it and pull herself together- which is what we all should say!” He hurries to say when he sees the frown on my face.
“Didn’t look like you’re agreeing with us there when you smoked with her,” I remind him, folding my arms.
“Right- because I knew it will work- Look Harry, I was where Cassie is- remember? And she won’t talk to anyone who is telling her to stop it, but she’s talking to people who aren’t on her back, so I thought if I won’t feed into what she is doing she won’t push me away, and maybe then I will be able to help her… She’s better off talking to me then that creep who gave her the pills today,” Ed finishes.
“Did it help? Did she talk to you?” I inquire.
“She did, yeah.. She just wants to hurt now you know? Without people telling her she’s allowed or not allowed, so I gave her my guitar since I know it will do her good, and gave her some cigarettes-“
“You did what?!” I boom.
“Calm down- I told her I rather her smoke that then take those pills, and asked her to at least cut down on them to twice a day,” Ed rolls his eyes. “I also told her she can call me when it’s too hard and I’ll be right over,” He sighs.
“Fuck,” I kick at the ground. “Fuck.. Thanks mate.. I guess that if she won’t let me be there for her it should at least be you.. I trust you so thanks,” I look out at the dirt road.
“She loves you- you know that right?”
“I think so.. but sometimes I need to remind myself of that,” I say truthfully.
“She’ll come around Harry, she’ll get better… If she never breaks how will she ever know to put herself back together..” Ed replies.
“Man- you should put that in a song- that was a smooth line,” I remark with a half smile.
“Shut up, and get me something to drink- I want to hear all about Ben crying his eyes out for losing,” Ed chuckles pulling me into the Shack after him.
"Ed! How's it going?" Niall asks as we take a seat at the table, walking over with a beer for him.
"Alright, and yourself?" Ed smiles, taking the beer.
"Not complaining, the race today brought a lot of people," Niall looks around the bar.
"Sure has, even though drifting is illegal," Louis whispers, eyeing the officers sitting a few tables away from us.
"Everyone knows about it," Niall chuckles walking away.
"Harry- check it out," Ed nods to the door. The bloke who stood this morning with Cassie and gave her pills and cigarettes walked in with a handful of people. I recognize two of them- they are the two asswipes who tried stealing Cassie's beanie a few months ago. They sit down a few tables from us laughing loudly making my anger rise faster then what it should.
"Harry, don't," Eleanor warns me.
Suddenly, the guy who gave Cassie the pills glances over to us. When he notices me he smirks and whispers to his mates.
"Harry let it go," Ed pulls on my sleeve but I ignore him. I get up, my chair falling backwards and stride over to their table.
In no time the bloke with the stupid smirk is held up in front of me by his collar.
"You stay the fuck away from Cassie do you hear me?" I growl in his face, only to get a chuckle out of him. I notice people are staring and Ed and Louis are standing in their places waiting to see if this gets out of hand. I let the kid go.
"This sounds funny to you?" I bark.
"Kind of.. she dumped you didn't she? So you have no right telling me what to do," He smiles a sly smile.
"Think again twat," I say through clenched teeth.
"It must be killing you ha? That she might want me over you?" The kid whispers.
"In your dreams," It's my turn to smile.
"Today I gave her pills to suck on.. next time it'll be my dick," The kid winks.
That's when I lose it. I swing and hit his jaw causing him to tumble over. I jump on top of him and hit him over and over rapidly wanting to get as many hits in before I get stopped.
"Break it up!" I am pulled off of him, the blood on his face giving me satisfaction.
Someone helps him to his feet. He is no longer smiling. Good.
"Harry Styles, why am I not surprised?" An officer asks. I forgot about the cops in the bar.
"It's just a little blood he'll live," I shrug, flashing a cheeky smile.
"Yeah well, to bad for you though this is your what? Fifth time this year getting into a fight that ends up with me stopping it?" He remarks.
"Well, how else will I get to see your lovely face?" I bat my eyes at him.
"Officers, hello- I appreciate you stopping the fight, but I can take over from here," Louis steps in all smiles.
"You the owner?" The officer questions. I try to remember his name but I can't.
"Yes, and there is no need taking Harry to the station," Louis replies.
"Well it’s for me to decide mate, what's your name kid?" The officer turns to the boy I hit.
"Nick," He wipes blood from his cheek.
"And how old are you?" The officer questions.
"18," Nick hurries to show him his ID.
"Well then Nick why did the famous Styles smack you up?" The officer inquires.
"Because he is handing out drugs to under age kids," I spit.
"Is that so?" The officer questions. I finally notice the name on his uniform. Jack. That's right.
"No sir," Nick shakes his head.
"Why don't you empty your pockets son," Jack asks of him. The boys sat at Nick's table go pale.
With shaking hands Nick starts taking out all the things in his pockets. He takes out a pack of cigs and gum, car keys and a wallet. Then he takes out a bottle of pills. Jack takes the bottle from him and reads the label.
"Are these yours?" He questions.
"Yes sir," Nick nods.
"What for?"
"Busted my knee playing football sir," Nick replies.
"Is Harry right about you handing them out to people?"
"No sir,"
"You fucking liar! I saw you giving them out today!" I boom.
"Calm down Harry, who did he give them to?" Jack asks.
"Yes Styles? Who did I give pills to?" Nick asks a glint in his eyes.
Fuck you Cassie! Is all I can think of.
"Some random person in the street," I say through clenched teeth.
"Sorry lads, you both need to come down with us now," Jack sighs.
I glance at Louis and Ed who are both watching.
"I'm going to follow you there Harry," Ed calls.
I see Eleanor and Zayn standing near our table watching matching frowns on their faces.
And with that Nick and I are walked out of the Shack, hands behind our backs.
Ed follows after as he promised, and so does Louis. Jack opens the car door for us.
“Mind your head kid,” He tells Nick.
As I bend to get into the car I notice Eleanor Niall and Zayn standing at the doorway watching. El gives me a slight wave. I know she isn’t as worried as she seems, she is used to bailing me out every now and then, but Zayn.. he seems pissed. I send him a confused look and then glance over to El. That was enough for her to look at Zayn and touch his arm. He shifts his eyes down at her, and after a swop of words she pulls him back in. The car door is closed in my face, and Louis bends down to talk to me.
“Alright mate?” He question.
“Yeah, I’ll be back in about an hour,” I answer with a smile.
“Don’t count on it loverboy I told you last time you’ll be stuck in for longer if I ever catch you again,” Jack says.
“He’s kidding, he loves them jokes,” I wink at Louis as Jack starts the car.
“We’ll see about that Styles, why don’t you learn from your friend her and just shut up for now ha?”
“He’s no friend of mine, I don’t roll with potheads,” I hiss, sending Nick a deadly glare.

Notes

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