THE DEATH OF ME

Harry’s POV

"It's Cassie," Eleanor says in a stern voice. I feel my heart stop for a moment, fear clenching at my throat-Cassie? What happened to my Cassie?
Eleanor's fingers close over mine, and I feel her tug on my arm. I shake my head and take a few steps after her.
"El- what happened?" I demand.
"There was an accident, we need to go now!" she raises her voice. My helmet drops to the floor as I I hurry up after her, the fear and worry wrapping itself around my insides. What does she mean accident? Where are we going? How does El know where to go? Is Cassie hurt?
Before I have time to ask out loud I am stopped by Ben, who has sped along and stopped in front of us.

"Where the fuck do you think you're going Styles?" He says angrily.
"Move aside Ben," I demand, trying to pass him.
"Think again smart arse, we have a bet, you're not going anywhere."
I freeze, remembering the reason I am even here. It was all because of Cassie. The bet I mean.. I wanted to make sure she is safe and away from Ben. But Cassie is hurt, she needs me, and right now I don't give shit about the race.
I reach into my pocket and take out my keys, I glare at Ben for a moment longer and throw them at him, a gasp follows El and I as we walke away, leaving behind an amazed and confused Ben and crowd.

"Tell me what is going on El," I order her, once we are sat in her car.
"I got a call... I called Cassie to see if she was coming, since you two weren't really talking this past day or so, and it went unanswered. I called Louis to find out if she was still at work, and he said her Nan showed up cross demanding Cassie would come home with her, but when I hung up Cassie called me back.. But it wasn't Cassie," She stops to take a deep breath, her voice slightly shaking.
"Who was it?" I posh at her.
"It was this bloke- I think he said his name is Toby, he said he was at the hospital with Cassie, that her Nan and her were in a bad crash and that Nan wasn't doing so well, and..." Eleanor broke of not able to finish her sentence. I wait for her to calm down enough to continue, even though I didn't give a shit right now how much it's hard for her- the only thing I care about was Cassie.
"He said Cassie's file says she has no one other than Nan.. and since I was the last to call her, he thought it was a good idea to let me know what is going on," Eleanor sniffed.
"What is wrong with Cassie Eleanor?" I ask again, my jaw clenched reminding myself not to lose it with Eleanor, she did after all come straight to me.
"He said it seems she will be alright.. they are running tests now, and she is badly bruised and has some cuts, but she will live... Nan on the other hand..." Her voice trails off. El is not one to cry, and I can tell this is really hard for her.
"Very well, we'll get there and see what we can do," I try and calm her down, laying a hand on her shoulder.

Once we get to the hospital, I get out before El finds parking, for a head start with finding Cass.
"Excuse me- two woman came in after a car accident- can you tell me where to go to find them?" I ask the nurse at the front desk.
"Are you family?" She questions.
"Yes," I reply without another thought.
"Trauma," She answers, and with a rushed thank you I take off, taking out my phone to tell Eleanor where she needs to go.
Once I get to the right floor I lean over the desk.
"I'm looking for Cassie Price- she was brought in after a car accident, with her granny?" My words rumble into each other, but it seems the nurse understood me even though, since she looked down at her file.
"What is your name?" She inquires.
"Harry Styles," I tell her.
"You're not family sir," She states.
"No, I'm her boyfriend, and other then Nan there isn't any family," I explain, very close to losing it with this lady.
"I'm sorry Mr. Styles, but only family are permitted in to see the patients," She says matter of fact.
"I don't give a shit, this is different- she has no family, and her Nan is dying- you tell me where I can find her," I demand.
"What is going on?" Eleanor makes her way to us a frown on her face.
"She won't let me see Cassie," I explain angrily.
"We were called by a Toby, he asked us to come," Eleanor tells the nurse in a calm voice.
"Why would he call you? You're not Family," The nurse furrows her brows.
"This is bullshit! Cassie! Cassie!" I start shouting her name, maybe she will hear me, know I am here.
"Sir. You can't! I will have to call security," The nurse exclaimed in a startled voice.
"I told you she has no family! I am family- Cassie!" I shout, turning the corner to look for her.
I hear Eleanor try to reach a compromise with the nurse, while she asks for security.
"Cassie!" I call out again, striding swiftly down the hall, peeking into rooms.
When I take another turn I come to an abrupt stop.
There, right in front of me is Cassie. She is sobbing, heaving as she tries to breath, taking small steps towards me. When her eyes meet mine, it seems as if something inside of her breaks, which makes me leap to her. As I touch her arm she falls to the ground, not able to keep herself up any longer. I catch her in time, pulling her to me, and tucking her under my arms, shielding her from anything that might hurt her. Maybe this is how I can make her better.
“I killed her… Nan.. it’s my fault.. I..” She sobs, and with every breath, tear, cry, my heart cracks a little more.
“No it’s not, everything is alright, I’m here Cassie, you’re ok, you’re safe,” I assure her. She is having a hard time breathing, chocking on her sobs, which makes her start to cough.
“Help me! Why is she like this? What is wrong with her?” I demand of the man standing next to us.
When I Look down I notice the blood splattered on Cassie’s hands.
“She’s coughing up blood! What is wrong with her? Fix this!” I shout up at him.
The man kneels down and takes a syringe out.
“What is that?” I demand to know.
“It should help calm her down,” He explains, pricking Cassie with it.
It only takes a few seconds to see the effect. Cassie’s coughing stops, and her eyes roll back as they shut, her body going completely limp in my arms.
“Come I’ll help you carry her,” The bloke gets back on his feet.
“No! I’ll get her, you go get help,” I order him. No one is coming near her unless it’s a must.

I make sure to be gentle with her as I slide my arms under her and pick her up in my arms. I can pretend that she is sleeping, but she isn’t, not with all this blood everywhere.
“I need an O.R now- get the doctor something inside is bleeding,” The man notifies the nurse.
“We know! We were looking for her- the results are back- he needs to leave now!” She says when she notices me.
“No- he needs to stay, he is the only one she listens too,” The man orders. I get then a flick of his badge. Toby. That is the man who called Eleanor.

“Oh my god! Cassie!? Is she alright? What is happening?” Eleanor runs to my side, hands over her mouth in shock.
“Miss, you need to move,” A nurse says, as they slide a bed over. I lay Cassie gently on it, making sure she is handled softly, and take a step back as they wheel her away. Toby stays behind with us, being he isn’t a doctor but a paramedic.
“Thank you,” I turn to him. I have blood on my hands, and face, so I don’t reach out to shake his hand.
“Of course,” He nods.
“Eleanor, this is the man who called you about the accident,” I introduce her.
“Thank you for calling- will she be alright?” Eleanor grabs his hand.
“She will, I’m sure she’ll be out in a few hours, and you’ll be able to see her..” He assures us.
“You can’t promise me that,” I state.
“I can see why you both are good for each other.. Sorry I’m meeting you under such circumstances, but I’m a big fan,” Toby smiles.
“I am forever in your dept,” I nod.
“Not as long you keep kicking Ben’s arse you’re not,” He winks and walks away.
“Harry there has to be some kind of mistake, I’ve been talking to the nurse and she claims some family relative is on his way.. But Nan only has this one sister Linda.. and when I mentioned it to the nurse she said no such name exists in her file..” Eleanor whispers to me.
“What does that mean?” I furrow my brows down at her.
“I don’t know and she wouldn’t tell me anything more saying I’m not a relative,” Eleanor looked worried.
“Let’s just wait for Cassie to get out of surgery, and work from there,” I sigh, feeling as if I haven’t slept in years.
“Very well.. let’s go get you washed up,” She pushes me towards the men’s room.
I stroll in and lean down on the sink. I peek in the mirror. I looked like shit. I had Cassie’s blood all over me, I had dark rings under my eyes, but all I can see is Cassie coughing up blood or Cassie crying, sobbing for her Nan. I wash my hands and face and dry them on some paper towel, than I slip out my phone and dial the only person besides El that can help me now.
My phone rings and he finally answers.
“What the hell man? I’ve been calling you and Eleanor but neither of you are picking up!” He shouts.
“I know.. I’m at the hospital.. Listen Ed.. I need your help.”

Notes

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