From Zayn: Let's just meet in my flat, if you can get there unnoticed? Tonight at 8 p.m. is it okay?
I went in the bathroom, as I had just texted Zayn back that I would come there without any trouble. But of course, I was a little too much anxious about our meeting, however, we hadn't seen each other for ages, and it scared me what could happen.
No, I didn't mean anything bad, but Harry had just said he didn't want me anymore, and I was in such pain that I was not aware of yet, it would hit me when the last was expected.
On the other hand, I would never give up on Harry, would I? And as logic as that we needed some time, and as much as I wanted to see and talk to him, I couldn't. He hated me right now, and I did the stupidest thing in the world that now everyone knew about.
I should move on, Harry would eventually change his mind, and everything would be like it used to be.

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It was half past seven when I left the hotel room where I had stayed with my parents, and I took my mum's jeep to drive myself to the desired destination. I drove cautiously since I was still recovering from the hangover.
When I finally got there I parked the jeep near the building where Zayn lived, not wanting to leave any suspicious trails, and I headed towards his flat, disguised as much as possible.
As I was approaching nearer I was able to see the lights turned on, but just then I realized I was 20 minutes late, it must have been that I was driving too slow and didn't notice how much time it took me to get here.
Since I knew the spare way in the building, I approached stealthily to the entrance and entered his apartment. Quiet music was playing in the background when I closed the entrance door. On my tiptoes, I went to look up for Zayn who was nowhere to be seen, what really upset me. Just when I reckoned of going upstairs, he was stepping down the stairs.

-You're late.
He smiled smugly, his hand removing his hair on a side.
My body froze on the spot, I was staring at him, my lips parted. I hadn't blinked one time since I saw him, he took my breath away, I was astonished.
His hand repeated the same movement as in the first place, as he was standing just a few inches before me.
He had changed a lot, he cut his hair and got more tattoos, he looked unbelievably mesmerizing. My eyes couldn't witness anything more beautiful than he was, it literally hurt how perfect Zayn looked without a slightest effort.
It was about time when I rushed straight into his embrace, holding him tight inside my arms.
-I missed you so fucking much.
Zayn babbled through his gritted teeth, whilst hugging me closer to him.
Everything was just a big muddle to me, I hadn't said anything, and I didn't know how.
I stepped a pace backwards and gazed into his eyes that had a kind of a sparkle I'd never seen in Zayn's eyes before.. That triggered a smile on my lips to appear, I was so glad I had a chance to see how Zayn had changed to better, just in a few months, he was utterly fresh, new man.
-I'm so sorry, everything was my fault.
He blurted out, his hands on my cheeks, dearly fondling them with his thumbs.
Obviously, I shook my head in negation, it was no one's fault, we couldn't turn back time now, we shouldn't be holding onto the past.
-Don't you ever blame yourself.
My facial features hardened and I scowled at him. Voice low but audible, due to the lump in my throat that had been stuck there since I saw him.
-But..
He parted his tempting lips, looking into my eyes directly, not being able to come up with the words.
-No, Zayn, no "but". I'm here, I'm fine.
I mumbled, but what I said was far from the truth.
A beam of a bright smile kissed the edges of his lips, and I couldn't help but smile back at him. How on earth he was capable of leaving such impression on me, why I always lost my mind in his presence.
His next move really surprised me, he bent towards me and left the softest and gentlest kiss onto my lips. I missed him, I missed his scent and his touch.
At last, he released me out of his hands and leaned his forehead against mine, a grin never leaving his face. I took a long, deep breath, as if I was trying to sweep a burden I carried within me off my chest, but unsuccessfully. He rose his hand up to my scalp, and started tracing his thumb onto my lower lip, gazing intensively at me.
-Why is everything so complicated?
I sighed, not looking at him, but at his lips that had been distracting me ever since.
-Don't think about it now, you deserve a break from everything that's been happening for the past few days.
Zayn stated, his voice prudent and mushy.
But, I still couldn't believe he was before me, with his eyes on mine, looking majestically magnificent himself. The love I felt for him would never vanish.
Oh, Lord, would I ever cope with this loving-two-men-at-the-same-time syndrome?
-Here, come with me, I know what you like to do the most.
A big smirk flashed across his face, as he stretched a hand for me. I couldn't hold on a laughter so I started giggling stealthy, blazing a frisky glimpse at him, and I eventually clutched my hand in his.
We strolled into the hall, where Zayn put his jacket on, and took his keys and a wallet. He indicated me to go back in his garage and enter his all-black-windows-car, namely, his newest Audi something.
I did as I was told, since he had to go back in the apartment.
Once I entered the car, I put the seat belt over, and locked it in its place, while nervously glancing around in the garage that was screaming with darkness. Shit, I forgot to turn the light on.
Somehow, I managed to switch the light on in the car, and a face out of nowhere appeared on the window opposite me. Holy cow! I shrieked in horror, my heart rate quickened to the max. The knock was heard, and Zayn spoke loudly, trying to get to me, since I was scared to death.
-Oh, God, I can't believe I scared you that much.
He teased as he settled himself on the seat next to me, his hands pulling me into his embrace.
My senses relaxed, but my heart was still pounding insanely fast. I rested my head on Zayn's chest, as his hand roamed up and down my back, comforting me. He kissed me on my forehead and we parted from each other.
-Sorry.
He hummed with sort of amusement in his voice.
-It's okay Zayn.
I couldn't resist not to smile at him, he respired with such fresh and not-at-all-usual energy, that was dragging me towards him even more. I officially would not ever stop having feelings for this man. What if he made me forget Harry, what if I stopped loving Harry. No, no. Why I always have to destroy myself with my thoughts, why?
-Hey, you seem to have drifted away.
Zayn's voice drew me back to reality, and I immediately dismissed the flow of thoughts in my head.
I shrugged, watching the garage door opening wide for the car to drive out of it. When Zayn drove out of the garage, the door closed itself, and we headed to the main route.
-Where are we going?
I questioned him, my eyes diverted on the road.
-Nowhere, I just took you out for a long ride, since that's what you like.
He beamed in my direction and winked, then he directed his eyes before the car.
I snickered shyly and flushed at the thought that he'd remembered what I liked, I couldn't believe my ears, he was so unpredictable.
-I can't believe you're wasting your petrol just because I love long rides.
I leaned my head back in the seat, as a shy smile tickled my lips, making me grin widely.
-Believe me, this is nothing compared to what I would do just to be with you.
His voice diffused around me, hugging me into its warm and sincere embrace. My heart dancing along with the music only it could hear, making my senses go wild. The smile on my face grew wider, feelings stirring in my stomach, waking in me some sort of entirely new sensation.
If I'd summed up all the things Zayn and I been through, it would've been quite a lot, for me. Zayn was my distraction, and now I didn't regret a second spent with him. We were meant to be, seemingly not from the start and not as a love at the first sight, not to last a few months or years, but forever. Something Zayn had deep inside him, that I wasn't able to see from the start, attracted me to him, and now we were knot-tied lovers.
-Tell me?
Zayn laughed, grinning ear-to-ear.
-I love that innocent smile of yours, when you are in your thoughts and they make you smile in the most genuine and beautiful way.
He declared, with such liveliness that it made his eyes shine in the dark. Of course, it was just in my head, but that light coming out of him truly enlightened my soul.
-I love.. .. I love being with you Zayn, that's all.
And I love you Zayn, more than you can imagine, you make me alive.

Notes

One casual chapter. Nothing much is going on here, but for her it seems like the most important thing. Hmm..
Zayn has his powers, I can't deny it.
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