-Good morning!
Harry's voice woke me up, and I opened my eyes with a big effort, rubbing it with my hands afterwards.
I was lying on my left, aiming towards my night table.
Shit!
My head straddled me time to time, as I was still lying, not answering to Harry.
I tried to remember the events of the last night, which was absolutely amazing, and I recollected that I had gone home with Liam and Sophia, after Zayn and my erotic session.
-Babe, it's time for a breakfast.
Harry spoke again, and I eventually moved around to confront him. I slowly propped myself up in the bed, still drowsy with a pulsing head.
But when I saw him, only in lower pajamas, topless, holding a tray in his hands, everything was gone. He was grinning revealing his beautiful teeth, his lips perfectly feet around them, making conspicuous dimples on each side of his cheeks.
-Harry!
I murmured, half smiling, half sighing in disbelief.
He looked so perfect, so fresh and new that my heart fluttered seeing him like that.
Harry approached, settling himself on the bed, and he put the tray before me. Such a sweetheart he was, how thoroughful and caring from him, I knew that he was worried about my condition and that everything in the last few weeks had influenced on him so much.
-Hey, kiss me for a good morning.
He snickered, nearing towards my lips, placing a tender peck at them. I grabbed him by his neck with my hand, pulling him closer, as I sucked in his lip, kissing him gently and slowly once again.
-I love you, Harry!
I declared as I let go of him, looking straight into his eyes.
-I love you too, babe!
He confirmed back, cocking his head a bit in spite to show me that I should eat my breakfast.
My eyes diverted on the tray, looking what he got me to eat.
Lovely, at least I wouldn't be eating anything that consisted much calories, he got me all kinds of fruit I liked, with a glass of milk.
I looked at him, nodding approvingly, with a great smirk on my lips.
How could I not love him?
-Ummm, a visit to the doctor has been arranged for you today, after you finish with your breakfast. And don't worry, I'm going with you.
Harry claimed, following my moves with his eyes. I held back for a second, a bit appalled and baffled, glancing at him in confusion.
-I don't remember setting up my visit to doctor's.
I shrugged, continuing with my breakfast.
-I arranged it for you, because I was so concerned.
He bent his head, sighting at his hands, his digits, playing with a few rings he had on. I let out a loud sigh, not believing what he had done, but still I decided not to judge him instantly. I knew he was doing that for my best.
-I wish you had waited for us to get back to England. But I'll go, if that will make you happy.
My voice encouraging at the end, I didn't want him to be sad, he was my everything, and it was the least I could do to make him the slightest happy.

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-I'm sure everything is fine.
I uttered eventually when Harry and I entered the hotel.
He squeezed my hand in his faintly, looking before his legs.
-We'll see tomorrow, when the results come out.
His voice sounded so strange, as if he had known something.
I gazed up at him, and my heart just sank, breaking into pieces, his eyes were so damp and swollen.
We got into the elevator, when we finally were alone, without a bodyguard or anyone else.
-Harry? What are you hiding?
I hardly spoke, as I was totally astounded by his reaction.
-Nothing babe, trust me.
He gulped heavily, looking me in the eye. The bell of the elevator opening in front of us was heard and we both went out.
I didn't want to interrogate any further, since I knew he wouldn't say a word, even though he might have known anything.
We'd already been in our room, and he was quiet all the time, what really surprised me a lot. I hadn't seen him acting like that ever, so I decided to leave him with himself, that was the best solution, since I didn't know what to do.
Having found my gym garment, I dressed up in front of him. He didn't seem distracted at all, his blank features not revealing anything. I couldn't find the reason why he would be angry at me, that morning he acted so sweet and nice, and everything had been so perfect since now.
There was no point in staying with him, he should make up his mind.
I stormed out of the room, not saying where I was going, I just slammed the door and headed straight towards the elevator.
-Hey!
Niall waved at me, still standing in the elevator.
-Hey, you're on this lever or?
I demanded as I entered into, waiting for him to approve me if I could land down.
-I'll go with you.
Niall nodded with an alluring smirk on his lips, and he leaned on the wall opposite me.
-Haha, I'm going to the gym.
I stated, showing with my hand, my outfit as if it wasn't obvious where I was going.
He shook his head leisurely, approaching me wholly, as I was standing next to the command table of the elevator.
In the next second his hand rose upwards, stopping the lift.
We stared at each other utterly emotionless, his face just few inches apart from mine that I could feel his deep breathing.
I closed my eyes, when I felt Niall's lips on my neck, trailing sweet kisses, sending goosebumps all over my body.
A silent groan escaped my mouth, and I heard him snickering lightly.
-Niall, no.
My voice muffled due to the sensation he was giving me. I was already pushing him just a bit away from me, even though I wanted him to continue. But he grinded into me closer, going lower down my neck, kissing the area over my breasts.
-Niall please, we're in the main elevator.
I stated lowly, when his phone started ringing.
-Ah!
Niall growled, annoyed, looking at the screen. I managed to move away a bit, as Niall answered his call, and he immediately pressed the first floor on the table.
The elevator started going and we instantly set down on the desired floor.
The doors wide opened and Zayn appeared in my sight looking breathtaking.
He was wearing black sweatpants paired with a black tank top with a print on it, his hair styled in a perfect quiff.
Zayn crossed his hands in front of him looking frustrated, when he saw me exiting with Niall.
I dared to glance at him all the time, not wanting to look away. Before I aimed in front of me, Niall told me that he would text me later, what Zayn possibly heard. I sent him a wink and headed into the gym.
Hopefully the training would distract me from my haunting thoughts.
As I entered the empty gym, I rushed for the earphones and stepped on a treadmill.
The music was booming into my ears, my legs relentlessly running at the medium set speed.
I was so lost in the music and training that I didn't hear when Liam and Andy entered the gym.
My eyes glimpsed in their direction and I saw them working out on one of the machines. I snickered to myself and focused again on the treadmill and my pace.
After about 20 minutes, I noticed some kind of noise.

My hand immediately rose up and I reflexively pull out the earphones, turning around, when I saw Zayn all furious, yelling for some reason.
-Liam, Andy would you please leave the gym?
Zayn yelled through his tighten teeth, giving Liam the look that only he knew what meant.
My hand ran over the screen on the treadmill and I turned it off. I climbed down, going for a bottle of water in the fridge.
Zayn didn't say anything to me so I guessed he wanted to be alone in the gym, what really didn't make sense.
Liam and Andy were about to leave the gym, they were exactly on the door, when I started following behind them.
I sneaked behind Zayn and just when I reached for the door knob I felt a firm grip on my left arm.
-What do you think where you are going?
Zayn's voice deep and rough, I'd never heard him sound like that.
He flipped me around, that I almost spill myself on the floor, from how harsh he did that.
-Zayn?!
I yelped utterly astonished, flickering slightly. My features stiffened in surprise, throat completely dried out, preventing me to gulp.
Zayn locked the door of the gym, walking towards me, his eyes even darker brown almost black. I heard his teeth screeching.
-Zayn we're in fucking hotel, Harry is here and you just locked us in the gym. Liam will tell Harry that I'm with you and what then! Give me that fucking key and stop acting like that.
I started losing my shit too, my brows attached in a line from how intensively I was frowning.
But little did I know what was the reason for his bad behaviour.
-How long have you been fucking with Niall??? Did you fuck him first???
He hissed in my face, his rage diffusing around me. My emotionless features that beamed towards him, must have pissed him totally off. I didn't want to answer, how he knew, how the fuck he founded out.
I turned my face away from him, looking at the side on my right, he had no right for saying anything like that, absolutely not.
-Answer me, before I do something regretful.
He growled threatengly, yanking me by my chin to look at him. His pressure on my chin was so intense that it hurt, I panted numbingly, my hands forcefully pushing his away from my face.
-Zayn, I've never..ah let me go!
I screamed whimpering all the way, my eyes filled with tears that were about to shed down my cheeks.
His eyes sending daggers into mine, and I could swear that I felt how much he hated me at that very moment.
One lone tear slid down my face, creating a clear wet trail. He leaned his forehead against mine, his hands on my arms gripping frantically.
-I thought we were a thing.
He breathed, calmly, our foreheads still attached, his eyes closed shut.
-Just don't leave me Zayn.
I muttered, inhaling his scent, yearning for him.
The second tear dropped like a bomb, and the explosion was followed by the waterfall that began streaming down my face.
-Zayn!
I sobbed lowly, ashamed of myself.
-Shut your filthy mouth!
He spat, making me shiver over his words.
It would've felt better if he had stabbed me with a knife.
-I thought..
He started, sounding irritated.
-What did you think? I expected you to understand my feelings for you, this is different, I really can't go on without you even though I love Harry unconditionally. I just can't get over you.. I.. I..
I struggled out of his grip, stepping just a few paces away.
Tears pouring down my face, but I didn't care, I desperately needed him to get my point. I cupped my face in my hands, shaking tearfully, barely standing on my legs.
-I feel the same way for you, that's the problem, I've never planned that! Ever! I want to be with you every day, to touch you whenever I want, to kiss you for a goodnight. But I can't! And this unknown feeling I have is growing bigger day by day.
Zayn gently approached me, removing my hands from my face. He caught my glimpse and we stared at each other for a while.
-You know, it's hard for me to know that you're not mine, and that Harry has the luck to have you all for himself, but what hurt me the most is that you've been with Niall, and who knows maybe even with Louis and Liam!
Zayn whined, that time steady and firm.
He stroked my cheek with the back of his hand, softly rubbing the tears away.
-I haven't Zayn, I haven't.
I stuttered a little, mumbling utterly confused, as I didn't want him to know that I fucking fucked even with Niall.
My head constantly shaking with no, our eyes darted, we were only blinking time to time.
-Then why has the lift been stopped and you two were in? Why is he looking at you so seductively, lusty and blazingly? Why?
Zayn pleaded, brows curved in a question.
-What should Harry say about the way you're looking at me?
My voice sharp and blunt.
-What should Harry say about you fucking around with his best mates?
Zayn spilled the words out so easily, as if he changed in the moment, as if he didn't care anymore.
I stubbornly started walking out from him, but he jammed me, since he jumped straight before me, forbidding me to run ahead.
His hands stayed on my shoulders, and I instantly struggled away from him, hurrying towards the doorway.
He ran to me, grabbing me by my hair. As I felt the pain I momentarily turned around, and as we beamed into each other he pressed his lips onto mine, still holing me by my hair, tugging me closer as he could reach deeper.
His lips brushing onto mine, driving me crazy, but I urged my common sense and broke the kiss right away.
He gave me the confused and apologetic look of his but I pushed him as hard and as far as I could from me. He stumbled backwards, almost falling down, but he managed to stay still on his feet.
-I won't ever forget the words you let slip away from your mouth. I'm done with you!
I literally screamed at the top of my lungs, my already broken heart burning in my chest, sending me the signals that it could stop working anytime soon.
-How could you be done with me?
He stormed in front of me in the matter of a second, cornering me with his temple, smiling at the edges of his lips.
He bent down his head, and bit harshly on my lower lip as my mouth were half opened. I felt him sucking on in, teasing with his tongue, and that was enough for me to feel the fire wildly being lit in the pit of my stomach.
The eccentric need for that man was indescribable, unstoppable and indestructible.

Notes

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