*-Try me. *
Zayn beamed into my face, but his eyes seemed like drifting away, as he was surely on something strong.
-Are you out of your mind? What do you want to achieve?
I literally screamed, holding him tight by his elbows as he was prepared to stand up and find Harry.
-Well, you're avoiding me, and I miss being with you, ok?
He gritted his teeth and growled through them. I loosened the grip, and I felt Zayn squeezing closer to my body. My senses went crazy, I couldn't bear him that close to me, it made me immediately aroused.
-Zayn don't!
I barely hummed, as his lips were kissing me a bit down my cheek. I wholly lost my shit, what he did to me was indescribable.
-Zayn please, Liam and Sophia are sitting there.
It was time for me to get my shit together and I pulled away just a bit. I dared to peer at Liam when I saw him angrily looking at two of us. Sophia had probably gone in the toilet, as Liam was sitting alone, utterly irritated. It seemed like he was more angry at Zayn, I could've told by the way he looked at him.
-The fuck, Liam's gonna tell me a shit, about misbehaving and I'm sick of everything!
Zayn hissed furiously looking anywhere but at Liam. I glanced at Zayn and his eyes diverted on mine. He traced his tongue on his lower lip sucking it inside and bit it slightly. My lips crooked into an alluring smirk and Zayn neared once again towards my right ear.
-Ummm, wanna go somewhere? Like I'm really sorry for everything I've and haven't done. Okay?
His voice was a music for my ears, his words hypnotizing me slowly, piece by piece and I almost gave in. Almost.
-No, I really can't. Zayn we have to stop doing this. We're only hurting each other.
Managing to say the words that should've been said a long time before, I stood up, utterly broken but it was better for both of us.
I started walking among the crowd, the music bouncing in my head, my vision slightly blurred as I had also forgotten to put my eye lenses on.
Dammit! I cursed to myself, hopelessly searching for Harry in a crowd.
I moved a few steps to my right when I felt someone behind me.
I sensed a hand around my waist as the one on my back grinded into me.

My hand trailed down on the hand that was around my waist and I felt that there were two rings around his digits. I grinned cheerfully, knowing that it was Harry, for he had put two rings when we headed out. Or at least I hoped it was Harry.
We danced basically glued to each other, my eyes closed, and all I felt was his touch. I held his hand in mine, lifting it upward to my lips.
I placed a few kisses, then I run his fingers onto my lower lip. I was sure he liked it since I felt him nearing to my body as much as possible.
When the song ended and the other one was about to take off, I opened my eyes unintentionally sighting at the hand intertwined with mine.
Harry! I sighed lowly, wrapping the other hand around Harry's neck.
My body relaxed even more when I finally had seen that it was really Harry, I didn't know why I doubt myself. I shifted round, confronting him, while he had the most tempting smile I'd ever seen. The happiness I felt just because it was him and not Zayn, made me complete and satisfied. I couldn't stop smiling, my heart fluttered from excitement.
Harry approached closer, and our lips locked together. I felt the fire in my stomach every time he touched mine lips with his.
Some kind of positive shiver roamed throughout my body. I caught him by his hair, drawing him nearer, as he deepened the kiss. My second hand rested on his bare chest as he was wearing half unbuttoned shirt.

*Zayn's point of view*

Zayn, we're only hurting each other!
The words she had said were still wandering in my head, as I constantly analysed them over and over again.
A few minutes passed since she had left me here. My empty gaze still focused on something in the distance, that even I hadn't known what it was.
Eventually I pulled myself together, deciding to go and find her.
But when I put forward on my trembling legs, Liam harshly grabbed me by my shoulder, shifting me all ways round.
I rolled my eyes and crossed my hands towards me. Even though I was annoyed due to his roughness I didn't want to make scenes, however it wasn't the first time. I got used to his lecturing, and he was right every time.
Only then the situation was different, since earlier he was raging at me for getting the drugs what I hadn't broken yet, but I lowered the quantity.
And, how he dared to judge me when he was used to taking weed sometimes, what a jerk, but never mind.

-Are you fucking crazy? You want Harry to kill you?
He bawled more pitifully than angry.
Well, actually I didn't want anyone to kill me, it was what it was. I merely desired to try his girl, that was all. And seemingly I liked her, I loved the way she moved and the pleasure she had given me. It was impossible to just forget about her. The biggest problem was that I cared about her, and that I might have had slight feelings for her.
She really did make me special, although I had a fiance and was about to get married this winter, I couldn't fight myself, the feeling.
I just stared at Liam bluntly, as I had taken a very strong coke and I couldn't look more serious.
-Fuck mate!
I said pointlessly, my lips crooked into a grin, and I fully shrugged looking at him.
-Did you two..?
Liam interrogated curiously.
-Nah, seriously? C'mon! No!
I yelled at him, acting the best possible, making sure that he wouldn't assume.
I would never tell anyone, maybe I was drugged and stuff, but no.
I yanked my hand in the air, since I had to behave as I was disgruntled. Then I turned around, walking away from Liam, losing myself in the massive crowd.
Knowing that I still had somejoint in my pocket, I pulled one in my hand.
Damn, I was really stoned, as fuck.
I place the stick in my mouth, bending down just a bit as I could ignite it. I took the smoke in, and let the steam out through my nose. I lifted my head at that moment, looking straight before me, my eyelids half open, but even so I could visualize them distinctly.
She must have felt the same way as I felt in that moment, when she had entered my room the other day. It fucking hurt. I felt as I saw them for the first time.
Possibly I only should’ve proceeded forward and tell him everything, and then we could be at last together.
Yes, I should do that.

Notes

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