P.S. I Love You

Lexi”s Point of view

I just wanted to die. I am such, such a fuck up! That note to Harry, was my ticket out of here! It’s not like i had a nice family, that would miss me. My mom was a drunk, and abused me, my dad was also a drunken smoker, who raped me , weekly! They don’t give a flying fuck about me! I did everything to get one ounce of aproval, but no. I got abused and raped. That’s why i moved in with El.

I feel terrible hurting Niall, but he deserves better. Wayy, better. And him saying that about me, i just lost it. I wish Louis sucked at running though. I wouldn’t of fallen, and i would of gotte to the cliff sooner. Then Harry wouldn’t of caught me, and i’d be in a better place. Ever since the first time i was raped, from my dad, i have wanted to see what heven is like.

Niall has tried to apoligize, but i just go back to my tour bus. Well, mine and Lou’s. Me and him shared that one kiss, i felt, sparks. Bombs, Nucular explosions. It was just perfecct. I have felt sparks with Harry, and Niall, but nothing even close to that! That was just perfection! I loved it! I dought he felt the same thing though. When we did pull apart, he looked dazed. Like a dreamy dazed. Like he did feel something. I am so happy me and him share a bus, alone. We both agreed not to teel about our little, bonding. Otherwise we would have to deal with Haters, Niall, Harry, and worse, Simon.

Right now, Lou is still asleep, and i’m just sitting on the couch.In the living area. I popped my head phones in, and I Dont Care by Demi Lovato feat. Cher Lloyd was on.

“You can take you're words and all you're lies, I really dont’ care!” I sang.

“Yeah listen up, hey, hey now i look back, don’t stuck oy, ego in stack, look boy why you so mad, because shorty you should hit that, hey boy picked the wrong lover, should of picked that one cuter than the other, i just laugh cause you're tring to be a hipster, kick it to the curb, take a poleriod picture.” I sang Cher Lloyd’s part. I heard clapping, and i looked up to see a Mr.Louis Tomlinson with a horrific bed head, clapping.

“Sorry Louis, did i wake you up?”

“No, i was awake, then i heard singing.”

“Oh, i sucked right?”

“Girl No! You were like, the apple to the tree!”

“What, Mr sasssy?”

“I have no idea.” He said as he snapped in a “z” formation. Weird, but adorable boy. How in hell did Elanor break up with him? It would probabl be bad i fi dated him though. Awkward. I heard Louis on the phone in the other room.

“No, Eleanor. You already broke it off, i am not doing this again.”

Silence.

“Eleanor, i already like another girl!”

What?

“Yeah, Maybe it is her!”

Who?

“Your not in control of her!”

Again, who?

“She could live with me!”

For god sakes, who?

“Lexi is her own person, not you're daughter!”

It’s me. He likes me!

“Yeah, okay!”

Yay!

“Bye.”

I should act like i didn’t just hear that.

“Hey Lexi.” He said as he walked out, and plopped down on the couch.

“Hey Lou, who was that?”

“Eleanor, but hey, i have a queation for you.”

“Okay, shoot.”

“Will you be my girlfriend?”

“Uhh, Yes!”

“really?”

“Yeah Lou! But where would i stay? El, would kick me out.”

“With me! It would be great!”

“Okay Louis!” I said as i hugged him tight.

“Yup!’’

“Now all we have to deal with, is Harry.”

Notes

That is the last chapter of P.S I Love You! The sequal will be up soon. ANd how is it? Lou and Lexi together? Does she still like Harry? Or, Love? Wait for the next Fanfic in the series! Letters Unwritten. Okay? Luff Choo!!!! Oh, and Noel, (bitch) will be in the second on a lot! alright, bye!