* Harry's POV *

* Flash back *

" Harry you can't do this " Louis was shouting now

" I can't leave her like this Louis " I made my mind and no one was going to change it . I still don't know the consequences of my action no one did this before and even if it happened we don't know what happened to them .

" you have to . you can't risk your life for her "

" I don't care I'm doing it . I love her Louis ! " I shouted back

" that was our number 1 rule and you broke it ! .. This is dangerous I won't let you " I knew from the moment she gave her pacifier to that crying baby that I was falling for her .. I kept loving her for almost 18 years and now I just can't let her go that easily even if it means risking my life .

" I'm not asking for your permission I'm just telling you " I snapped

" how are you even going to do it ? The gate is secured by guards and you know you can't pass that easily "

" that's why I need your help I have to pass them to be able to enter the human world " I explained he glared at me for a second I know he's against this but he's my best friend I know he will help me even though he doesn't like it

" c'mon Louis please " I begged him he went on without a reply but gave up at the end

" fine fine but I don't like it " he was angry at me but I knew he's just mad cause he's scared about what might happen , to be honest I'm a little anxious about it too but seeing her struggling with her sleep having these nightmares again , remembering stuff . I can't let her remember it . It will destroy her .

* End of Flashback *

" are you even human ? " her words took me by surprise I don't know why , I mean I expected her to ask it but Im afraid it will scare her away

" promise me you won't run away " I begged her staring into her hazel eyes those eyes I've been watching all my life I grew up with her studied her I can know how she thinks about stuff how she reacts to different things what turns her on what turns her off what she likes what she hates who she likes who she can't stand I know everything about her and by looking at her eyes now I can say that she is frightened she is on the urge of running again .. She didn't reply and didn't promise me anything I was scared she might fear me like this if it just wasn't for my glowing chest , but I have no power over it I couldn't stop it .. It only happens when she touches or get close to me the person who causes it is the only one who can see it , the first time it happened in math class I panicked I didn't know that other humans can't see it only Jenna can ..

" I know you're scared " I whispered slowly she was more scared now and started backing away slowly

" will you hurt me ? " she asked terrified ..

" what ? No No hell No ! Of course not Jenna I'm here to protect you " I said quickly as she kept backing away ..

" can you read my mind ? Is that how you know everything about me ? " she asked again

" actually no I can't read minds " I explained making her frown and confusion mixed with fear filled her eyes

" But I can read you Jenna " I tried to explain further ... I'm your guardian angel and I've been protecting you since the moment you were born Jenna I loved you since day 1 and my love kept growing everyday for the past 18 years I've broken over a ton of rules for you but I can't tell you who am I or what am I either ... Once a guardian angel tells a human that he's an angel he instantly vanish ... But if it happened that a human discovered it himself it's no harm for us but we kinda loose our powers ..

" Why me ?! " she asked with a deep frown plastered on her face

" it's just my luck " It actually was my luck no guardian angel knows he's human before he sees him or her for the first time I remember being so anxious about seeing her she was my first child and I was so excited that I felt my heart thumping and my chest vibrating once I saw her I knew there was something more to her I knew I would be hooked like this and I knew that I would break the most important rule in our dictionary which is never ever fall in love with your child .. But she was my drug the only thing that made me happy , when she used to be sad I did everything I could to bring back her smile and when she was happy I used all my given powers to keep and save that smile plastered on her face as long as I could ..
She was staring intently at me so I tried a weak smile and it worked maybe I still have some
powers in comforting her she relaxed a bit and stopped moving further away but went to sit on her bed ..

" ummm I think you should leave " she said quietly not looking me in the eyes this is exactly what I feared I didn't fear the consequences that might happen I didn't fear risking my life for her I didn't fear breaking the rules but only feared her slipping away and closing up like this

" do you think I should leave or do you actually want me to leave ? " I hopefully begged it would be the first one

" I honestly don't know , this is all .. It's just weird and you're scaring me a bit .. You know I'm not costumed to non humans walking around protecting me neither humans in fact " she sarcastically said and I smiled through the pain I felt inside I love her more than anything in life actually when you think about it I don't know anything in life but her she was what my life revolved around still is and always will .

" you're right I should go .. Umm do you want to see me again ? " I find myself asking I shouldn't be asking such question . What if she said no ? what if she is scared from me ? What will happen to me then ?

" I honesty don't know it's weird what I feel about you it's a mixture of happiness and frighten emotions I'm scared of the fact you're not from this world but for some reason I feel safe around you .. You just confuse me harry styles "

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