Simmer Down and Pucker Up
Five
“Fuck,” I muttered, letting the humiliation set in; Zayn may have hated me, but I hated him more.
“Hey,” Louis sat up with a sleepy smile on his face, “what time is it?”
I shrugged, frantically searching around the room for some clothes, Louis stood up and walked over to me, I froze, looking his body up and down causing him to laugh, he pulled me into his arms and fused our lips together, “You’re adorable.”
I sighed, “Can we please just put some clothes on.”
Louis walked over to his suitcase and grabbed a sweater, tossing it to me with a smile, “You were wild last night.”
I groaned, “I remember bits and pieces.”
He frowned as he handed me a pair or basketball shorts, “Do you remember what we did?”
I gulped, nodding, “I don’t recall much after our little pool adventure.”
Louis chuckled, walking over to me and wrapping his arms around me, “Don’t worry,” He kissed the top of my head, “we made out and dry humped and then took a shower and went to sleep; it was fun,” He smiled.
He smirked, “Although I really would enjoy doing it again, maybe with a lot less alcohol.”
I leaned up, pressing my lips to his because I didn’t know what to say. I pulled back, Louis continued getting dressed, pulling on a pair of basketball shorts that matched the ones I was wearing, he kept his shirt off, which I was content with, “I’m starving.”
He spoke as he walked by me, opening the door and leading the way out. We stormed into the kitchen which was thankfully empty, avoiding people in this house was going to be an issue and I definitely didn’t want to see anybody right now, “I’ll get you a bandaid, there were some big ones in there,” Louis said as he began rummaging through drawers looking for the first aid kit.
A small smile set on my lips as I walked to the sink, turning the water on, “I would be dead without you.”
Louis chuckled as he walked over to me with the first aid kit in his hand, “Are you gonna put your disgusting bloody finger under that water or what?”
I frowned, “I’m scared it will sting.”
Louis laughed as I took a deep breath in and closed my eyes shoving my hand under the cold running water, it felt good for a moment until I opened my eyes and stared down at the water that was running red. The smell hit my nose causing my stomach to churn, “Ugh,” I muttered, leaning forward and gagging.
I let out a few coughs as Louis quickly wrapped my hair up into his hands, holding it out of my face as I spewed out all of the alcohol and food I had consumed the night before. I couldn’t contain it once I had started, and soon I began sobbing. I heard an all too familiar chuckle as a female voice filled the air, “Spencer!”
“It’s great to see you’re still as classy as ever.”
I spit into the sink and grabbed a handful of water, swishing it in my mouth and spitting it out. I stayed hunched over, turning to look over at Zayn and Perrie who were dressed up like the celebrities they were as I stood there like a homeless person vomiting into a sink.
Zayn’s eyes landed on mine, I stood up, turning to face Louis and grabbing the hand towel he was holding out to me. I wiped my face and tossed it onto the counter, Louis took my hand in his, quickly tearing open the bandaid and gently placing it over my cut.
“How was your shoot?” Louis asked, breaking the awkward silence as Zayn and I broke eye contact.
“We had so much fun,” Perrie gushed, linking her arm with Zayn’s and pulling herself into him, she put her hand on his chest and grinned, “I’ve missed my man so much.”
I cringed, turning around and walking out of the room without a word, there was no way I was going to listen to that shit. I walked into the living room where Niall sat on the couch, “Oh hey, you.”
I collapsed next to him with a groan, “I feel like poop.”
He laughed, “I bet, you were raging last night.”
Louis walked into the room and handed me a bottle of water, I lifted my feet as he sat down in their place and lowered them on top of his lap. His hand moved up my stomach and landed on mine, he laced our fingertips together, “How was fucking Louis last night, Spence?”
Liam walked into the room with a smirk as he walked over to the other side of me and sat down I rolled my eyes, “We didn’t have sex.”
Liam laughed, “I’m sure you didn’t,” He brought his hand up, which Louis couldn’t help but high five with a chuckle.
I closed my eyes as the room began spinning, letting the darkness engulf me; Perrie was here and she looked like a goddess.
My eyes slowly opened, I was feeling worse than I was before; Louis was draped over me, he had a tight grip wrapped around me and was lightly snoring, knocked out completely from the rest of the world like I had just been moments before. I gently shook him awake, he sat up, a bewildered expression on his face as he tried to figure out exactly where he was, a small smile enveloped onto his lips, “Hi.”
I yawned, “We are awful today,” I stood up, stretching my arms into the air and letting out another yawn. The windows vibrated at the sound of the music that was blaring in the backyard, it sounded like the guys were having a lot of fun without us.
“I’m going to go change,” I turned to him, he nodded, still laying on the couch with his eyes closed.
I half ran, half walked to my room, trying my best to be quiet and sneaky in order to avoid Perrie and Zayn. I walked in, shutting the door behind me and taking in a breath of relief, I was safe, for now. Looking at my reflection in the mirror, I quickly began tearing off Louis’s clothing and started to look for some of my own. My first step was underwear, I was skipping out on the bra because of all the scratches over my back—I wasn’t sure whether they were caused by Louis last night or by Zayn from the past few nights. My money was on Zayn, at least deep down that’s who I wanted it to be, but I remembered all too well the painful yet pleasurable sensation I got when Louis carelessly scraped me against the pool wall, it’s not like I was complaining though. I shuddered at the realization of how much of a whore I had been acting like lately. Settling all thoughts aside I pulled on a white tank top, throwing a thin gray cardigan over it to cover my clearly visibly nipples through the white shirt. I slipped into a pair of denim shorts and quickly tied my hair into a giant bun on the top of my head, my face was puffy from all the alcohol and the circles underneath my eyes were so dark and deep I looked like I had been punched. I grabbed a pair of sunglasses off the dresser and put them on, they would help me avoid eye contact with Zayn and if I bursted into tears at any moment no one would see. Taking one final breath I turned around, it was time to face the gang and luckily for me the hangover was so bad that I didn’t have anything left in me to worry about.
XXX
I sipped on my drink as I creeped towards Liam who was at the grill, concocting something that was making me salivate. Before joining in on the debauchery, which Louis didn’t hesitate to come join, I made myself a very strong drink and took a few shots to get rid of the hangover and so far so good. I had a nice buzz going and wasn’t feeling sick anymore, now all I needed was more food and more drinks and I may actually be able to do this. I used Liam as my safety, he wouldn’t judge me on how much of a shame I was last night, and he wouldn’t make fun of me for being such a drunken mess currently, either; he would fix everything.
“Hey, drunky,” I sighed as he chuckled, “how you feelin’.”
I shrugged, “Good and bad.”
“Eat this,” He held out a piece of meat that was wrapped up in a tortilla, I let him shove the whole thing in my mouth, chewing it quickly and swallowing it causing him to frown, “You didn’t even stop to enjoy all the flavors.”
“It’s so good,” I mumbled as I reached by him towards the pot that held all the cooked pieces, ripping myself off a piece of tortilla and picking up some chicken.
“Some pico de gallo,” He said as he took a spoonful of the fresh tomatoes, onions and peppers and slathered it onto my piece of meat with a grin, “some next level shit.”
“You’re the best,” I said as I dug in, filling up my empty stomach and hoping that I didn’t have to throw any of this up later.
“So, you and Louis...”
I chewed as I spoke, not caring how I looked because it was only Liam and I was hungry, “It’s nothing, we just kissed a little...”
I trailed off, finishing off the rest of my food with a final bite. Liam did not need to know the gritty details, besides Louis did only put it in for a few minutes, so it probably didn’t even count; Liam chuckled, “He’s got a pretty cock, huh?”
My jaw dropped as I slapped his arm, “Liam!”
He laughed harder, “What? I’m just saying, the kid is one of my best friends and is a sexy mother fucker, go for it. It’s about time you got laid.”
I rolled my eyes, “What makes you think I don’t get laid?”
“You’ve been around us on every tour since the moment we began, I have never once seen you with a guy,” Liam said, a smile playing on his lips.
I scoffed, “Well, maybe I’m just better at keeping secrets than you are.”
“Oh, I don’t doubt that for a second,” Zayn sounded as he approached us, a smirk on his lips.
“It’s rude to interrupt people’s conversations,” I snapped.
A booming cackle echoed deep within him which told me he was well passed drunk, “You don’t get to talk to me about being rude.”
His eyes went to Liam, working quickly to cover up his small jab at me as he spoke, “Liam you are a god for cooking us this magnificent feast,” His eyes landed on me for a split second before he turned to look over his shoulder, “Baby.”
I never knew an innocent four letter word could deliver such a painful blow, “Did you try any of this amazing food Liam cooked?”
Perrie trotted over, she was wearing a black bikini that looked like it was a size too small, she wrapped her arm around Zayn’s waist and he pulled her into him, wrapping his arm around her shoulder in the process, “You know I’m on that diet where all I eat is carrots and almonds, we have a wedding coming up, silly.”
“I’m going to go,” I muttered turning around and walking away as quickly as I could before Zayn had a chance to say anything.
I walked towards the doors that lead to the kitchen and walked in, ripping my glasses off before going straight to the freezer and grabbing the bottle of ice cold whiskey, I twisted the top off, bringing the bottle up to my lips and taking a long gulp. I kept the bottle tilted up, forcing down another drink and then another right after; if Zayn knew what was good for him he would keep his mouth closed and stay away from me.
“Jesus.”
I pulled the bottle away from my lips, coughing as I looked up to see Niall, “Join me,” I grumbled like the old man I was.
Niall walked over, taking the bottle from my hand, “With pleasure.”
He pulled the bottle away from his lips, “So you and Louis...”
“Fucking hell, can you guys all drop it, we kissed, he put it in for a few minutes and that is all,” I shouted, letting all my bottled up anger get the best of me as Niall burst out laughing.
He slung his arm around my shoulder, pulling me into him, “I like this rage filled side of you, I don’t know what lit the fire but I’m glad it happened.”
I rolled my eyes, pushing out of his arms and grabbing the bottle, taking a quick drink before handing it to him, “There she is,” Louis danced into the room, a smile on his lips.
“What are you two up too?”
Niall grinned, “Spencer over here is just telling me how much she loved you giving her that dick all night long.”
I groaned as Niall laughed, Louis chuckled, pulling me into his arms, “Nothing even happened,” He said, placing a kiss on the top of my head.
“Yet,” Niall muttered.
“Niall, I am going to kill you one of these days,” I threatened, his thunderous laugh filled the air, making a smile erupt to my face.
“You know you love me,” He sang as he walked towards the doors that lead out back, “there should be girls coming by in a bit so don’t be alarmed when they show up,” He called behind him.
Louis laced his hand with mine, a smile erupting on his face as he locked our gaze, “Kiss me.”
I cracked half a smile before grabbing his face in my hands and pressing my lips to his, I snaked my hands down, wrapping them around his neck and letting myself get lost in the kiss. His tongue slid into my mouth, meshing with my own as he locked his arms around my waist, tightening his grip as he deepened the kiss. He bit my lip and pulled back, smirking and locking our gaze, leaning in for a quick peck before pulling back, “I just want to ravish you,” He growled.
The fire in his eyes made me forget all about Zayn being an asshole as he slammed his lips back onto mine, Louis pulled back again, leaving me wanting more. I let out a whimper, looking up at him with longing, he brought his hand up, cupping my face and coming in for another peck. He locked our eyes, tracing his thumb over my bottom lip as he let out a breath. I looked down, breaking eye contact as I chuckled, “Mr. Tomlinson, who the hell would’ve known.”
Louis laughed, I ran my hand down his chest, looking back up at him, “I’ve thought about it a lot, but I never tried anything because Harry would kill any of us if we fucked with you.”
I smiled at the thought of Harry, I hated him for ditching on us and not being here, but he was and always will be my best friend and nothing was ever going to change that, “Well, it’s a good thing Harry is not here.”
Louis kissed me, “You are being such a tease,” He nipped at me neck causing me to moan.
I ran my hand through his hair, tugging at the ends, “Really?” I played, “I don’t think so,” I muttered, trailing kisses along his jawline and down his neck.
“I am going to tear you up,” Louis snarled, taking my hands into his and lacing our fingers together as he fused our lips.
The sound of a voice clearing ended our heated moment, Louis had left me breathless and dizzy, but he seemed unfazed. He let go of me with a frown, turning around to face Zayn and Perrie, “We eat in here.”
Zayn had on his typical smug expression, the one he would use to get under my skin, “It isn’t sanitary to fuck on the countertops, Louis,” He continued, making my skin crawl.
“Maybe I’ll drizzle her in antibacterial soap and suds her up and fuck her then; is that sanitary enough for you, Zayn?” Louis asked, making me smile and proving to me why he was one of my favorite people, “I’ve been wanting to try some freaky shit, anyway.”
Zayn clenched his jaw as he looked into my eyes, I couldn’t help but smile knowing that he was feeling some of the pain that he had been causing me for years, “Try making a sex tape; she seems like she would be into that.”
I glared at Zayn as a victorious smirk settled on his lips, I had completely forgotten about that stupid cellphone video and Zayn was definitely not above holding it against me.
“Can we not talk about me like I’m not in the room,” I snapped.
“Sorry, love, you know we’re joking,” Louis said softly.
“I hate living with boys,” I mumbled.
Louis crack a smile, “Do you two want a drink?”
Zayn nodded his head vigorously, his eyes never once leaving mine, “I can’t, too much sugar; too many calories—I think drinking makes people look ugly,” Perrie said in her most condescending tone ever.
“Well, sweet pea, you may want to leave because I’m about to get real ugly up in here,” Zayn said as he grabbed the bottle and took a swig, fixing his stare on me.
Looooove Zayn!!! I feel kinda sorry for harry!
7/28/14