Chapter 7 The ran home lasted only 20 minutes and when I got there I quickly took a second bathe and got dressed for class ,I decided black shorts and a grey superman tee-shirt with my black supras and white snapback would be okay for the day .I didn't really need Uni ,I mean I already had a job but my parents always told me from since a fragile age that they wanted me in Uni and I wanted to make them proud of me at least about one thing plus it was the only part of my life that made me feel like I was a normal 19 year girl. I grabbed the starbucks I bought onthe run back and locked my door and I decided it would be best if I drove the Audi R8 today because when I woke the Porsche had an engine problem ,I would just get Niko to come tow it to his workshop but for now I was gonna be late for English . As I drove ,the only thing on my mind was Harry ,I couldn't get him out of my head ,his lips or his voice but I knew I made the right decision ,I never really took interest in guys ,I mean of course I had the usual one night stand but that was just to get the other elements of life out of my system , I never looked for love ,it was just sex. I decied to put the radio on to get this guy out of my head but of course this was a bad idea ,' Now you we ll give you One Direction !' Then a song with a slow beat came on and then the guy said again 'this is one of their new hits form Midnight Memories it is called Diana ! Enjoy Directioners , because they want to safe you!" The song started ,I was about to change stations but decided to listen it for a while ,just to see what made Carla so deep with them and what scene Harry was into . Diana,front page are your picture they make you look so small how could someone not miss you at all? Oh,ohI never would miss treat you ,oh I m not a criminal ,I speak a different language but I still hear you call Diana! Let me be the one to light fire inside those eyes ,you be lonely ,you don't know me but I can feel you crying. Diana let me be the one to lift your heart up and safe your life ,I don't think you even realize but baby you ll be safing mine! Diana Its only been four months now and you ve fallen down so far , how could someome mislead you at all? I wanna reach out for you ,I wanna break these walls , I speak a different lanugae but I still hear you call Diana let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes, you be lonely ,you don't even know me and I feel you crying Diana let me be the one to lift your heart up and safe your life ,I don't think you even realize baby you ll be safing mine. We all need something ,it can't be over now ,if I could hold you ,I would never put you down ! Diana let be the one to light a fire inside those eyes ,you be lonely,you don't know me but I could feel you crying Diana let me be the one to lift your heart up and safe your life ,I don't think you even realize baby you ll be safing mine Oh oh Diana oh oh Diana ,baby you be safing mine Diana ,diana baby you be safing mine! I turned the radio off when the song was completed ,I felt a sadness envelop me ,that song was truly powerful ,it made me feel so broken ,I never was one to be emotional at least not infornt of people plus the first rule we learnt form my uncle was 'turn emotions off' I felt so weak right now ,and I wondered if there ever would be someone to safe me ? The song spoke of loneliness and I couldn't help the tears that built up in my eyes , as I stopped the car and pulled it in to my usual parking space ,I turned the engine off and for the first time in a year I broke down in tears , I looked down at the all the tattoos that adorned my left arm ,they were all there to hide the many scars I had placed there in my younger years , after my parents got killed ,I was placed in an abusive foster home ,the dad would beat and ill treat me terribly,I fell into a world of deep depression ,I cut everyday sometime three times aday, I felt very lost then I had met Aaron ,he was my neighbour at that time ,he made me feel human and he stopped me from jumpping off a bridge to my death and became inseparable ,he was my everything and because of him ,I had stopped cutting , I then met his sister Alexis ,she and I became like sisters ,she was the one who took me to get the tattoos ,I changed and they thought me to be strong again , the three of us beat up ny foster father and we ran away from Manchester ,got on a train to London and never look back . "Gabrielle !!!!!!! " Someone yelled really hard hitting on my window making me lose focus and my train of thoughs came to a halt ,I quickly wiped the tears away from my eyes and rolled the tinted window down to reveal ,Carla ,she was dressed in a peach skater skirt and a black one direction tee-shirt and black wedges,her ginger hair loosed out ,I smiled at her ,I grabbed my backpack from the backseat and got out of the car ,accross from my car ,I saw Mark in his bmw ,I quickly grabbed Carla and walked over him ,he saw me and smiled and turned his engine off . "Morning guys ! First of all that shit that Alexis pulled last night ,I didn't know about it !" I said when I reached his car . "It's okay Gab,I know !" He said smiling "Yeah ,I m over it now !" Carla said grinning at Mark and he returned it ,they were starting to freak me out ,they must have realized it and stopped . "Um... I got to go now ! Have a great day my ladies !" Mark said. "Hey ,meet me tonight at the box at 8 ,I m meeting the Joker ,I thought he could come in use for the next job ,but I want you there ." I said and he nodded "Okay ,Carla can come ?" He said . "Yeah why not?" I said ,Carla started jumping and clapping her hands to gether .I was freaked. "She never been to club before !" Mark said laughing and I luaghed too as Mark drove off . "We had sex for the first time last night !" Carls said suddenly ,I turned to her and laughed ,she was the type that took sex way too serious ,I gave her the thumbs up and we walked into the university . "Well ,well , isn't it The Reaper !" Someone said behind me as I walked to my locker but I knew that voice it was none other than Luke ,he was not only my enemy but head of my rival gang the Devils. I turned around to him ,to find him standing with his two lead men ,Micheal and Ashton. "What do you want cockhold?" I asked ,he gritted his teeth and came closer to me ,I stood my ground because he was as intimadating a baby penguin. "You only call me that ,because you want to hold my cock Gabby!" He said smirking along with his loser friends . "Darling,it's so little ,I wouldn't even know where to hold ." I retorted in my sweetest voice ,I could see Carla standing next to me with a shock expression on her face ,she wasn't use to such blatant taunts . "You bitch ! You think you are better than me ? Eh ?" He said his nostrils flaring . "Yeah!" I said in his ears and then grabbed Carla's hands and walked away leaving him there ,I didn't care much about him because he was all mouth and no action .As I walked down the halls ,Carla began ,her usual morning ramblng about homework ,assignments .I could feel peopl shuffling around me ,trying to stay far away ,I didn't really care ,I grew accustomed ,it was no secret what I did ,everyone at the University knew and most of them including my teachers feared me ,I spoke to the brave set of students in the school which was Carla ,Alexis,Michelle who was Mark's cousin, Timmy , Matt and Talia who are dealers for our gang ,I didn't care much for the company anyway . I walked into English class and sat at my usual seat at the back by the window right behind Carla and Michelle . Our English professor ,Ms. Hickle came in ,she started talking about homework when the door opened to reveal a pretty girl ,she wore a short white skater skirt with high top socks and 3 inche heels and a pick crop top covered by a black cardigan ,she came in with a slip and handed it to Ms.Hickle ,who looked frustrated. "Another transfer ? Why can't Mr.Grofer handle his assigned class?" She said the girl just shrugged and smiled . "The only seat available is next to Ms.Carson at the back ,take it !" She said everyone grew quiet ,no one sat next to me ,the girl herself looked scared ,I saw her around campus a lot of times before ,she was one of the quiet but sexy girls in school that every guy wanted to fuck ,I couldn't gave them wrong though because she was beautiful ,she had long brown hair ,brown eyes and small plump lips ,I mean if I was aguy I would tap that ass too. She sat next to me and kept her eyes to the front ,she didn't even look at me ,but I could sense from her body movement a lot of fear ,the usual ,no one never took the time to even talk to me and yet they judge me so harshly .I gritted my teeth ,trying to calm my anger down and just paid attention to Ms.Hickle . "Class ! Today we would be doing a writing assignment on the person next to you ,you have to study with this person ,observe them ,then write a paper on what you think about this person" she said I groaned inside because that meant I would have to deal with Miss Prim and Proper over here and she already has judged me .I could see the blood drained from her face ,I guess she had the same thought or worse of me .I decided to make the first move because clearly she wouldn't . "Okay look ,I m not some monster who eats little girls ! " I started " I don't know you and I can tell you most of what you heard about me is totally wrong !" She turned and looked at me surprised ,she looked down . "I don't judge people just at first glance and would actually like to get to know you ,plus I have never failed English and don't intend on it either !" I said. ,she just sat there ,I was getting angry because clearly she still didn't want hear me out but what she did next shocked me terribly ,she turned in her chair and smiled at me and extended a hand which I was hesitant to take at first but did anyway. "Hi ,I m Emma Kerr!" She said her voice was steady but she did hold a big smile on her face. "I m Gabrielle,nice to meet you !" I said grinning . "I m sorry if I came off harsh at first but you should hear what people say about you ," she said I could see what she was about to say in my head ,I dreaded it terribly. "That you are a killer ?" She said rather asked . "And so what if I m ? " I said. "Well are you? I mean do you kill innocent people?" She said "No! I ve never killed an innocent person but I can't say for the evil ones " I said ,she looked shocked and just turned her head around again .By then the bell rang and we were off to lunch ,she got up and hurred off .I just laid my head on the desk ,I could never make normal friends . I got up after the class cleared out I decided to skip classes the rest of the day ,I needed to be alone . As I walk out into the parking lot I saw Emma and a handsome blonde speaking by a car ,she was blushing and he was too ,they hugged and kissed ,oh young love .I took my avaiators and as I walked pass them ,I could feel their stare on me ,I jumped into my car and sped off ,I was going about 90 miles per hour but I didn't care ,I only cared about the one thing that could make me get over this feeling of weakness and loneliness , a bottle of vodka.

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