Strong (a harry styles punk fanfiction)

Gabrielle's pov
I just walked out the club through the back door and got on my motorbike ,and rode off ,there was only one place that could make me feel better right now ,the journey took about 25 minutes to get out of the city and then into the dark and lonely countryside road ,it was colder than usual and there was constant rush of wind in my face from the speed I was acclerating at ,I finally found an opening to the thick forest and pulled my bike into the corner and stopped ,I hopped off and walked into the dark forest ,I walked up the dirt path and climbed a small hill to enter a green meadow ,it was even more beautiful under the star filled night than the last day I was here which was about 3 years ago ,it was on this exact day 3 years ago that I lost Aaron ,I had fooled myself all day trying to forget him but everything seemed to remind me about him . I laid down on the wet grass and stared up at the stary blanket ,and then I felt my eyes get wet and my heart broke into a million pieces ,it was the 3 year anniversary of Aaron's death and this very spot was the the spot we had shared our very first I love you and our very first kiss and sadly our last one too . I remembered that when we came to London ,he was just 14 years old a year older than us but he got a job with a piano shop owner doing handy work around the shop and he sent me and Alexis to school but I always wondered how he could ever afford it but he just told us it was the handywork but then when he was 15 years old ,he bought a house for us it was the same house I still lived in but I had forced him to tell us what he did ,it was then he told us about the Black Orchid and his job as a dealer ,it was him that helped to bring me to my long lost uncle and he thought me and Alexis the ropes of street life and he protected us with his entire life even until the fatal moment when he was shot because he was saving me from being raped but what got to me,what bugged me the most today wasn't just remembering how he died or how he asked me to be his one and only but it was Harry's haunting resemblance and similar Mannerisms ,the curly brown hair ,the deep green eyes and even the slight smile that erupted when he spoke to me in the club ,it was how his eyes mirrored the exact look of pain and misunderstanding and so many other undescrible emotions when our eyes locked as I was about to pop Kevin ,it was the same look Aaron had when I took my first kill ,he didn't want me involved in such things he said it wasn't safe for a 14 year old girl but my uncle convinced him ,I would be kept safe but 2 years after that promise I wasn't that night in that alley and those guys attacked me ,before he died he made me promise to never stop being me and being safe .I couldn't never get him out of my head or life and I promised to never love anyone again because I couldn't lose anyone else , so I learnt to not get attached to anyone ,I learned to never love or show mercy just to forget about pain and move forward with my life without letting anyone get to me emotionally or physically and it was hard for me to trust anyone because I was scared of being hurt again and that I couldn't afford .I got up and wiped my face with my hands , I wouldn't let anyone in ,I had to forget about Harry ,I just hoped that he wouldn't show up the way he did tonighy ,I knew he was listening in on my phone call this morning and that made him show up at the club ,I wondered what he wanted from me really ,I didn't know but one thing was for sure that after what he witnessed tonight ,I was sure he would never talk to me again and I was sure Emma wouldn't want to do the project anymore with me .I sighed just when I thought maybe I could change her mind about me ,I went and balls everything up .Bloody hell ! But on the brightside at least now I could focus on our job since I already had the final pick of our gang ,I stood up and inhaled a breathe of fresh air once more and I decided to just let all my problems go with the exhaled breathe ,I needed to forget about everything that confused and fogged my brain today ,I just had to get a good night sleep and tomorrow I would be back to normal ,same old heartless Reaper ,that was a vow I made to my self

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