Strong (a harry styles punk fanfiction)

Please don't let it land on me ! please don't let it land on me! " Carla begged giggling drunkenly aloud barely audible over the harsh ,upbeat music in the house from in the circle on the floor with her fingers crossed and eyes closed .Alexis , Mark and I were the only ones sober at the crazy gig since we had stepped out of the gang gathering about an hour now ,not long enough time to get us high and it made me feel out of place amongst the horny stoned party rockers . Lately I felt a little offbeat , I felt like something was bad was going to happen ,call me paranoid but something just wasn't feeling the same ,I guess I was nervous about our next job ,so I just tried to push the feeling aside because nothing never went wrong ona job and nothing ever will .My attention refocused on the group which started cheering as Carla who never drank before tonight ran out of luck in the game when the beer bottle 's head went to a sudden stop and pointed directly at her and my ring of drunken friends all ginned and whooped anticipating the next dare but I had tuned in on Alexis who smiled deviously at me , she knew I had seen when her heel had hit the bottle to stop at Carla from my angle on the love seat . She was the darer ,that had made me nervous I hoped she didn't do something stupid because Carla looked scared and for the past hour of dare and dare ,yep the idiots decided that truth was too subtle and too high school so they elminated it , my friends were giving rather childish dares especially Alexis and Brad, some of their dares had led to Martha skinny-dipping , Kyle and Ella ended up in the closet doing seven minutes in heaven , Cina streaking for 15 minutes down the street , you know the crazy teenage kicks. I decided to stop playing after the first half of an hour because that uneasy feeling had visited me again ,so I just sat on the loveseat sipping the forgotten hot beer once in a while looking at the game. "Let me see!" Alexis started looking up and tapping her ruby red lips with her eaglelike nails coated in her favorite colour lilac ,she acted like contemplating a dare then she looked at Carla who was too excited and drunk to notice Alexis's evil smile but to tell you the truth it wasn't just the alcohol that made Carla oblivious to Alexis's evilness ,it was the fact she was very different from us and if someone had took a picture of the room you could figure just by glance she didn't belong here with her pink knee lenght skirt and One Direction white tee shirt and her 3 inch Heels with her ginger hair pulled into a high pony tail with flowers decorating it ,she was so rich, girly and optomistic in contrast to the rest of us who if not all most of us wore shorts ,vans ,leather jackets ,snapbacks with our dark tattoos and piercings expecting the worse every minute had made her look like a pink rose amongst us black orchids but she was there for a good reason , she was dating our bud Mark who wanted us to like her and accept her into our family so I invited her to our party for his sake and she did well enough and everyone kinda liked the innocence in her , maybe, we thought it would rub off on some of us reminding us of what we used to be like taking us back to our maybe primary school days, yeah she lightened us all up with her childish giggle and baby blue eyes that shone brightly and the way even a butterfly fancinated her ,and the way she looked guilty and blushed when a swear word or a dirty joke was dropped, we loved the change of company and it was fun teasing her . We accepted her ,well all of us except Alexis who just hated Carla; claiming her fashion sense was just horrible and your fangirling annoying but that wasn't the only reasons for her hate, she was deeply in love with Mark too ,I mean everyone in our whole University and gang knew that except Mark and Carla ,these two were oblivious and only cared for each other , giggling and kissing all the time and didn't care about anything outside their love bubble , awe that typical teenage love story and in my opinion they were perfect for each other ,though Mark was known to everyone as the Punisher ,a name that reflected his tough ,heartless torturing job in the Black Orchids ,he had a side that longed for innocence and to be loved for who he was, not for his great techniques in torture and pain ,he wanted to spoil someone whilst protecting and showing them the ropes of life , he wanted someone whocould take away the bad he did by accepting him and just loving him not judging,he wanted an Angel , he made this confession to me many years ago when he was drunk and though he couldn't remember it I did everytime I saw him with Carla ,little did she knew she bought his good side out ,she was his angel and he wouldn't leave her for a million pounds but Alexis being my best friend ,very violent and stubborn would never hear of this since she wanted him ,I guess it was the fact that he was one of th best looking guy in our gang ,he was really built from many hours in the gym and his grey eyes and black quiff made all the girls in the city go weak in their knees ,Alexis was highly infactuated with him . I knew that she would try and spite Carla or do something to break these two up and I had grew suspicious when she gave the idea to play the childish game and it had shocked well half of the party when she gladly maybe over enthrusiasticly dragged and begged Mark and Carla to play. I sat there watching her as she faked like reslization hit her with a dare and looked at me and smiled since I knew this was her drama classes paying off and years of treachery experience as the Black Widow. "You know , I got it I think we should prank some freaks like on facebook ! " She said looking at me. And I gave a strange look ,I was placing the pieces together . "Gabrielle,Give me your phone !" She yelled in my direction and I nodded and took out my phone, I was confused but had quickly placed the pieces together -I realised that what she was doing earlier,she said she wanted to check her facebook but forgot her phone home so she borrowed mine and when I checked my phone when she returned it I saw she had made an account with a familiar name , I wondered why she made that page ,it had confused me and when had I asked her, she had just laughed and said I would see, so I instantly knew this would get messy .She snatched my phone away and started doing something about 5 minutes after she handed Carla the phone , Carla took it looking confused . "Now I just made an Harry Edward Styles Profile on facebook and I added some directioners and I want you to say exactly what I say as the status !! I dare U!" She said with a glint of danger in her voice looking at Carla who looked confused and sad, everyone knew she loved that preppy band One Direction and had an obsession with the one called Harry , she made sure to wear a tee shirt with his pic on it every chance she wasn't wearing an one direction one and she tried numerous times to get us into their music but I never submitted ,I was more into Nine inche nails and Paramore or Kid Ink but I respected her likes, she even ran a fanpage on twitter for Niall Horan ,she was pretty dedicated ,so I knew she would never do this status willingly but it was a dare and she was trying to fit so though she looked like would cry because I think she knew , I knew , what the hell the whole of London knew that Alexis was evil ,quite dirty minded with little sympathy and had something bad planned for the status .Carla just nodded and sat there waiting for Alexis's instructions looking at the phone .Alexis winked at me because she knew I had put the puzzle together ,finally that she made the profile three hours earlier and added over 1000 directioners and tagged them all before giving the phone over and she wanted Carla to feel broken by using her to mess with her idol and celebrity crush,I knew she was trying to make her look stupid infront of Mark . I didn't like where this was going and my other friends all looked at each other some confused ,some grinning , others looked disappointed especially Mark who kept clenching his jaw and had his fists balled up and he looked up at Alexis who was standing in front of Carla and then back at Carla , he was geTting angry and sad seeing Carla this way but I knew he was having an internal fight to keep calm and not blow up at Alexis . "Okay , start typing !" Alexis instructed grinning oblivious to Mark's predicament "Hi , my little directioners !! Tonight I have got some confessions for the lot of you ,first I coming out of the closet !!"Carla had tears in her eyes that threatened to spill out any second but did what she was told, I guess she knew that it was going to get worse . "I m a manwhore and I don't mean for women because I love MEN , all of my band mates and I have had sex !" Alexis said laughing ,enjoying Carla's horrfied face who was definitely in tears now but continued, I gave her one thing she was determined I thought she would refuse I was wrong but I still thought it was dumb to get so emotional over this but she held this Harry in high respect and she was disrespecting him right now but little did she know she was feeding Alexis success . "I can't even sing , and I m freaking ugly and did a lot of costmetic surgery !! I m a cocky bastard and I don't care if all u bitches killed urselves right now !! Goodnight Stupid Sluts. Smiley face !!POST!"Alexis finished. She was in the thrones of laughter but was snapped out of it when Mark got up and took Carla's hand and sent a deAth glare at her ,grunted clearly angry at Alexis ,the whole room had fell silent and everyone looked at the three of them , we all thought he was going to kill her and if looks could kill Alexis would be dead but he just dragged his girl out of the room into the crowd towards the door whilst throwing the phone on the cushion he was sitting on after he took it from Carla , he hated people who hurted the ones he cared about and Carla was really crying loud and looked broken . Alexis looked at me innocently and took the phone up and brought it to me on the loveseat and the group all dispersed after the built up tension. I opened two beers from the cooler by the centre table ,she took one and sat next to me ,returning my phone ,the notification list was being blown up but I just locked the phone and I looked at Alexis who was smiling smuggly at me . "I think that is goin to break them up ! Emo bitch !" Alexis said laughing , she truly was crazy and couldn't take a hint . "I hate to break it to you ,Alexis but from the looks of it he is angry with you ! Not Carla ! And I know him , he's not gonna talk to you until you apoligse to Carla !" I told her trying to stay calm even I was angry because Carla didn't do us anything plus I actually liked her , it was so long I had someone so high spirited around me , she just radiated happiness and she reminded me of myself at a younger age , so innocent to the real and dark world but what mattered most was Mark loved her , he had told me that a few weeks ago plus Alexis was just a full out bitch tonight sometimes I really wondered why I was friends with her , I guess it was because she had stood with me through it all and made me the strong person I m today and date but still it wasn't right .I mean she just didn't understood what no means .She looked at me blankly as realization hit and then she ginned . "Serves them both right ! That's what they get for not wanting to be with the Black Widow !" Alexis growled .I shoke my head not wanting to get into any arguements tonight with this now drunk aggressor . I got up and looked at the ancient grandcuckooclock on the side wall above the mantle said it was nearly 2:17 am ,I knew I had enough to drink and a lots to do tomorrow so I decided it was time to go , I knew Alexis would stay longer since she lived right next door to the party house ,or just pass out on the couch ,or get hooked up with some random guy .I looked at her , she was the most beautiful girl in the gang,she was petite but had everything a guy wanted in a girl, with her pale skin was highlighted by her hot red short hair in many layers around her face falling just next to her blue eyes that shone brightly with mischief that she lured many men in with .She looked like a barbie doll even in her leather shorts and burgundy crop top and hot red lipstick,she looked so innocent but she wasn't ,she wasn't anywhere close to it either .Her tattoos were the only sign that told you she wasn't a cute 15 year old girl when she smiled or spoke to you ,flashing a big smile and flirting innocently. I guess its true don't ever judge a book by its cover . Because Alexis was one book that its cute cover would surely fool you ,she looked pure as a diamond outside but inside she was so devious and quite evil that's why she was called Black widow because she was so beautiful and charming ,she could seduce and win over the toughest, meanest guy using her words and body to get in his head getting any thing we needed to hear for our missions or to tear his walls down so the Punisher could break them into pieces with torture and pain techniques while she bought them in for us. She sometimes a little crazy and her cuteness usually turned into darkness when she began torturing them helping Punisher in his work using her knives .She was a dark angel in the cape of a white, a pretty devil. "I going now , see you tomorrow B" she nodded and grunted sipping her beer looking into space and I left pushing my way through the small crowd of drunken assholes doin the drinking game infront the door as I stepped out in the London night , I felt my body shiver as I wrapped my coat tightly around my body, I just loved that cool feeling because I knew it signaled the rain was coming and well I just loved the rain . I walked two houses away to where my car was parked ,with the moon lit the dark lonely street and the wind picking up on it's speed as it lifted the dead leaves scattewring them around me as I opened the porche door and got in , I felt tired and just frustrated ,I knew I would need to make up for tonight and declare my non involvement in the prank tomorrow to Mark and Carla ,he and Alexis were my close friends and I didn't want to lose him and Alexis made it look as if knew I she would have pulled that silly stunt but I didn't . I could hear 'Scream' by Usher playing in the distance in the party which was still going full pleged though about 50% of the people were probaly passed out in some crack or bed in the house or having sex or burning some weed .I knew this party wouldn't end until the. sunlight came up ,that's why we had the reputation of having the best parties as well as the most annoying ones around town .Tonight there was nearly 200 hundred people there and it didn't surprise me because it was my cousin Mike's party and his dad was our ringleader and a Lord of London ,so made it the main attraction everytime he threw a party , all gangs and dealers who worked for us would show up to mingle and have a throwback night with drugs ,alcohol and music, not forgetting the ocasional fight or brawl in the ring at the back of the yard for small bets and being Head Command of the leader gang and your uncle being the boss of about 25 ,you needed to be present for them. The party was also a nice cover up for our meetings from our rivals and the police though they couldn't touch the hair on the back of my neck without being dropped from the force and they were scared of us but we still needed privacy to discuss my our next mission and where else to do it ,but even with all this excitment sometimes I still doubt all of this , my life ,my mission everything but I usually got nothing out of this,yeah the money was great ,but after a while money became just an object to me that I could live without ,a void was forming in my life and killing wasn't helping but I couldn't leave because you couldn't just leave this life no we all knew the consequences though I never asked for none of this ,this life somehow chose me ,I often wondered if my missions were worth it but I never overthought this because thinking usually meant self-pity and second opinions that lead to doubt and trouble ,I need to learn to stop thinking , latetly I had grown a weird custom of doing this and I needed to stop ,I needed to face the facts ,I was a killer and top gang dog .I sighed and started my engine up and speed off towards my lonely house and did just that ,stop thinking .

Notes

Hello my beautiful directioners ! this my first fanfiction so tell me what you think ! thanks for reading ,rating ,voting commenting and suscribing ! Stay beautiful and be let the world get you down !
$Sarah$